
CHAPTER 19
Suspicious
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After taking the smallest pill-shaped medicine to capsules and tablets that are almost the size of a finger, Zayn saw his reflection in the toilet mirror. He smiled widely which made his little eyes narrow. It is still clear in his memory that he expressed his feelings for Ayna. The girl did not blink for a second and a tinge of redness just spread on her cheek.
Zayn held back a smile so as not to inflate wider than this. While making the shape of a gun with his hands, he said, "Well, you are really cool, Zayn Abhicandra." He also does not believe that he can express love while studying in class. The speech just skimmed off without Zayn knowing how to stop it. But for sure, Zayn does not regret because sooner or later Ayna must know Zayn's feelings.
It was not only Ayna who was surprised because after Zayn said that, she felt her heart explode as if there were fireworks exploding inside. Even words cannot represent what Zayn feels.
Zayn has never been in love. After his meeting with Ayna, he came to understand that the feelings he had once had for Handini, Nata's friend who often visited his house, were only limited to affection for friends. Because his feelings this time felt more real and thrilling. This feeling is able to move a person without putting forward logic. As long as the heart's desires are fulfilled, all its actions are always to be understood.
Zayn wasn't sure when this taste started. Ayna is not the girl who cares for her. It is precisely the girl who sucks and the first girl who states Zayn is not attractive, but the days passed together make Zayn do not want to let go of Ayna with other men. A selfish act that boils down to the name of love. He just wanted the girl to see him and be with him. Now Zayn hopes, Ayna does not misunderstand his words. Especially just to think it was a joke.
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When she was at home, Ayna would have bitten the pillow and screamed out loud. He did not understand what Zayn was saying. Does that guy really like it? Zayn is happy to have him. Supposedly, Ayna could be as mundane as ever, but a shady look that looked her right in the eyes as if conveying a message that Zayn was really serious about his words.
Ayna chooses to linger in class first accompanied by Mira when all her friends have left the class. His heart is still beating fast. Ayna who was putting the book in the bag immediately drowned her face in her bag and screamed loudly. Mira almost throws her phone at Ayna's screams.
“Ayna, ngagetin just you!” Mira pats Ayna's back trying to resuscitate the girl. “Why you? Sick? Or is it crazy?” wonder Mira.
Ayna straightened her back with a stifled look. “He, Mira! If you like it really.” Ayna sat in her chair.
“Hah? So you're really crazy? Oh my, Ayna, why else? Zayn why are you?” terka Mira who is not strange if Ayna suddenly goes crazy like this. Zayn must be the prime suspect.
“Ah, I'm also confused, Mir. What is clear Zayn is crazy!” fruity Ayna.
“If Zayn's crazy is a secret, Ayna. But if you're crazy it's a miracle.” Mira draped her bag while standing up. “Emang why? Zayn shoot you?”
Ayna. How did Mira know? Did everyone listen to Zayn's very small speech that almost sounded like a whisper? He looked at Mira with misgivings. "W-where do you know?" ask carefully.
Suddenly, Mira dropped her jaw on hearing Ayna's words that indirectly justified her speech. “What? Really? Well, I'm just from Nebak, Ayna."
Ayna grimaced in her chair. You fool, Ayna! Ayna immediately waved her two hands at Mira. "No, Mir," elak Ayna but Mira immediately squinted suspiciously.
"It's up to you, Mir!" Ayna was out of her chair. "Very well, if you think nothing!" he pointed at Mira's face. While the appointed even more satisfied. Ayna steps away from Mira.
Mira rubbed the corner of her watery eyes from being too satisfied to laugh. He caught up with Ayna and put his hand on her arm. Ayna who is reluctant to pretend to ignore Mira. "Eh, don't get mad dong, Ay. I promise I won't tell you that you were shot with Zayn."
Ayna glares. "Mira!" Mira laughs amusedly and begs Ayna for forgiveness so as not to throw the shoes on her face.
Behind their backs, Ranya and Via walked out from the next class. At first they were just putting on makeup, but they overheard Ayna and Mira talking in class. Ranya does not think that Ayna could even say that Zayn expressed love for her. Isn't that the girl who said that Ayna wanted to make Zayn stay away from her? But in fact Ayna even makes Zayn stickier. Ranya felt cheated.
“Sabar, Ranya. We bill only our agreement,” cetus Via.
Ranya chuckles tastelessly. “No need, Via, I have a better way to let Ayna all move from campus. Isn't that what he wants?” tanyakanya. Via also nodded. Although the two of them never listen to her direct statement from Ayna's lips, but they often hear a conversation between Zayn and Ayna in class that Ayna always wants to go out of college. “Gue will help him.”
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Classes end faster than usual because the lecturer is in need. While the students were busy preparing to go home, Kenan, the class leader, stood in front of the class accompanied by Ranya. “Hey, can you relax for a moment? I want to give you an announcement.” All students in the class also according to although mengumel in the heart.
“We've been together for almost a year, but there's never been any activity together. In the semester break, Ranya ngusulin we vacation together in her village in Bogor. At the most, we must joint venture for the cost of eating and visiting the tourist object. How do you think?”
Gio immediately kicked over the table, pulling the attention of all eyes staring at him. “Gue totally agrees!" shouts spirit. "We need a vacation together to add solid!” Now Gio's view extends to all the children in the classroom. “Four years guys, we're together. That was a long time to make us rich family,” said Gio who was immediately greeted by applause and boisterous friends who became touched.
Zayn, who was usually reluctant to participate in activities, now held out his hand. “Gue tagged!” she screeched at Kenan as her eyes glanced at Ayna. The girl also threw away her face. “Gue will later donate as much food as I can.”
Others began to understate signs of agreement. Mira also looked excited. However, when he saw Ayna who was frowning as if she had just gotten a debt bill, Mira pursed her lips. “Ayna, you don't want to come, huh?”
Ayna took a long breath. “I don't want to come. But,” Ayna glanced at Ranya who turned back her gaze. Ranya seemed to be enjoying the look on Ayna's depressed face. Ayna turned her eyes to Mira. “Au–”
Mira came straight off the bench and approached Ayna. He knelt down in front of the girl's table. “Don't gini dong, Ay. It's only once a year. When else can we go on vacation? There is a big possibility next year not necessarily can yes, right?”
Mira persuades Ayna and takes out all seduction. Ayna felt that Ranya would do something to her there. This show is too sudden and feels contrived. Especially because this is Ranya's proposal, the more airs Ayna's negative thoughts. But seeing Mira who did not stop persuading, Ayna's heart was melted. Yeah, when else, Ay? Ayna agrees, which makes Mira scream happy.
“Still, Ayna. Later we shop for preparation together,” said Mira then sat in her chair.
Kenan who was standing in front of the class smiled in satisfaction. “Good if you agree. And to ease the cost, I appointed Siti as our treasurer. You can start collecting money from now.”
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