The Tikung Sahabat Herself

[34] Loving without having to have

"Pity him, stop doing this to him. Please" said Bastian, who was right in front of me. He's holding the arm of the guy who's gonna throw me a rotten egg. The egg did not break in my body.

Yeah, I heard Bastian's voice

BASTIAN POV

Maira bribes to enter a special room after she has been pelted by the women who were there by calling herself an actor. I know because she's my best friend's mistress, Dimas Anggara.

Me, Maira and Dimas have been best friends since childhood. We were playmates ever since we were in elementary school. We always play threes, everywhere We're always the three.

Maira and I were orphans and we met Dimas at the elementary school and we were always together. I know Maira liked Dimas back then.

Until one day Maira was raised by a wealthy family. They want a child but reportedly after they have a child, they throw Maira away and do not consider Maira a child anymore. I really feel sorry for him.

Since Maira was raised by her adoptive family first. Dimas and I never met him and heard from him. Then in High School we met again, I saw Maira getting prettier, her skin was pure white groomed and she was getting brighter. A lot of guys are crazy about him including me and Dimas.

I intend to express my feelings to Maira. I chased her to class and wanted to drive her home, as she approached her class. I was surprised by Dimas and Maira embracing each other. They looked at me and said hello, I just smiled wryly.

In the midst of their conversation, I was suspicious like something was different. They said warm words to each other, no doubt Maira also softly kissed Dimas' cheeks and my suspicions turned out to be true that Dimas and Maira had been dating.

At that moment I was heartbroken, I hid my sadness from both of them. I accepted his choice and the choice was my happiness because I knew Dimas well, I was sure Dimas could make Maira happy. I've heard someone that loving it doesn't have to have.

I'm running my day without Maira and Dimas. I don't want to meet them and disturb them. The feeling of my love for Maira is still there and never goes away.

Until one day, Maira came to my house with tears, she was sobbing. I don't know what his problem is because he came up with it all of a sudden. All this time he never wanted to see me because he realized about my feelings and didn't want to hurt his girlfriend.

Then Maira told me about her problems, and it turned out that Dimas was going to marry Maira's own friend named Aisyah. They married because of a marriage. Although Dimas actually loved Maira very much but Dimas could not oppose the will of his own family.

I shouldn't have smiled at Maira's circumstances back then, but I still wish she could see my sincere love for her with me always caring for her.

But my smile suddenly disappeared when he said that he was still dating Dimas even though Dimas status was the husband of people.

I strongly oppose what Maira did, why she did not see the sincerity of my love for her, why she still loves Dimas even though Dimas no longer belongs to her. I know, the predicate of the actor is ugly in people's eyes. Why he had to destroy himself.

But she did not want to take advice from me, she was still dating Dimas whose status she was as a husband. And I couldn't say anything more to him.

Then I decided to leave the office and become the manager of Maira who is an artist. I wanted to be close to that woman even though I knew she was still in a relationship with Dimas. Call it that I've been blinded by love, but how else would I love that woman.

I always advised Maira that her career would not be ruined by having a scandal as an actor. Even I gave Dimas a warning but he ignored my warning, I'm just a manager and Dimas is a Ceo.

I could not bear to see Maira in prison and I guaranteed her to be released from prison. But after I thought, Maira better be in prison than now be free from the prison Mairaku just in contempt, and in spite of even they throw Maira with something very stinky.

"Clean yourself I'll be waiting for you here!"

He went into the bathroom that was already available in the room. For a long time he soaked, probably because the dirt that stuck even mixed rotten eggs in his body. I know Maira is hygienic, this must be traumatizing.

An hour passed, Maira came out of the bathroom. She looks fresh and still looks beautiful even if she does not use makeup.

"Where are you?" maira asked in her haughty fashion. He just cried helplessly. Please still behave like this.

I was silent for a moment,

"I'm sorry I was..."

"You can't rely on it!" maira was angry.

"Sorry Ira, I really did..."

"I don't need a reason, Tian" Maira choked.

We have a special nickname for both of us. He'll call me Tian and I'll call him Ira.

I looked at the woman I loved so deeply. I really didn't expect it, even in times like this. Maira's attitude remains the same. It's conceited!. He showed absolutely no need for his help. Maira's words were so glaring with arrogance, even she did not listen to his explanation at all.

"Why are you still acting like Ira?, who would reason? I want to give Ira an explanation, not an excuse. You should appreciate me a little. If not as someone you love, at least as a friend.

Why are you so angry? I know you must be panicking right now and also scared, but do you need to get angry like this? I also have an explanation as to why I was late here, do you think I was on purpose?." I asked filled with emotion.

Too bad Maira just kept quiet, she doesn't seem to understand that I'm angry right now.

"Whatever I need you for now, don't you see how they doused me with a foul-smelling liquid. But you just came now. Basic useless! it's true that I didn't hear the words to be your lover, because your words are just nonsense! It's true I'm just playing around with you but not seriously.

You were a liar, when we were together, even after we finished making love, you always assured me that you would always be there for me, whenever, when I needed you, you will surely come. But what exactly?"

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