The Tikung Sahabat Herself

[3] Ayesha & Gamisnya

I don't know how long I've waited for Mas Dimas' return. Looks like he didn't come home, I glanced at the wall clock and it turned out to be 1pm. Where are you really?.

Drowsiness came over along with the night wind I fell asleep on the sofa. I pray nothing happens to my husband.

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Adhan dawn reverberated, I quickly wake up and then perform the 2 rakaat prayer.

Bruumm

The sound of a car coming in, it looks like Mas Dimas just got home.

I ran over to Mas Dimas.

"Buck,..."

"I'm tired of going to bed before I go to the office" replied Mas Dimas

"Where were you last night? Where did you sleep? I'm worried that something's going on with you" I asked.

Mas Dimas massaged his forehead "Whispering, don't bother me. I'm going to bed before I leave for the office "Mas Dimas yelled at me

"But, Mas ???"

"Listen Ayesha, I don't expect this marriage so don't take care of my own business."

"Why mas? I'm your wife. Can you just appreciate our marriage a little bit." I really can't take it anymore. But I try to stay afloat.

"You want me to appreciate you, Aisyah??" ask Dimas

I just kept quiet waiting for Dimas to finish his sentence.

"I don't think you're going to protest and I think you're a robot."

Deghs

I had a pain hearing that from the mouth of mas dimas, so all this time he thought I was a robot?.

"Robots?" I'm concerned about myself. All this time I kept quiet because I didn't want to say anything wrong to Dimas. He thinks I'm a robot? Now I know how bad the mas judgment was on me all this time.

This heartache heard the grievance of the husband.This mouth was firmly silenced at the thought of the answer to the man, but did not find the answer.

"Times you've glazed over Aisyah's cake. Look at your appearance every day wear a robe, Morning, afternoon wear a robe even night . At least you as a wife should be able to please the husband. Have you never studied religion ? free veiling but stuff like that you don't know. I'll see you're the default males know ga. Especially if there is an office event you can say mamah I am not as my wife" said mas Dimas accompanied by mocking laughter.

The tear test of the powerless fall held back the cry of the expression of Dimas' heart making my heart ache. I feel that I have served my husband well, prepared all his needs. Turns out I was wrong, it wasn't enough for Mas Dimas.

"So the woman must be good at makeup, if not for others, at least for yourself" said Mas Dimas.

Maybe I can't be like the women that Mas Dimas expected. This time I felt disturbed because mas dimas commented on the style of dress as a Muslim. Is there something wrong with my dress? Mas Dimas should have been proud that I was able to maintain the aurat and honor.

"Is there something wrong with my dress? I just follow the Islamic law. How can you say what I'm wearing. I don't think my game is wrong, but your way of thinking is wrong, mas"

"Why do you become a religious woman if you do not make the husband happy. I need a wife who can make me feel at home, which is beautiful in view. Therefore, if you learn religion do not half-know her to be a Muslimah, but do not know how to worship the husband." the phrase mas Dimas makes me dead fleas and cornered.

The words of Mas Dimas might have gotten me a little stifled, because what he said was not entirely wrong. I who have not fully loved Mas Dimas only carry out the duties of the wife such as cooking, taking care of the house and preparing all the needs of Mas Dimas to work without trying to please the husband. Maybe that's what makes Mas Dimas disappointed when he married me, let alone we married because of an arranged marriage that before we had never known each other.

In the household communication is important for household harmony. But is this a good way of reprimanding? If the Wife has a deficiency how better the husband advises the wife in a good way not by ignoring the wife?. Right No?

Drttt Drttt Drttt

Until then, Dimas' cell phone ringer broke the ice between us.

I silently watched my husband pull out a flat object from his pants pocket. I can see a smile rising on her lips.

"Dear, I have breakfast there well, wait for me" replied Mas Dimas to someone over there.

Degh!,

I was shocked to hear the words of Mas Dimas who had just received a phone call.

So clearly Mas Dimas said the word 'honey' he was never called by the name of the special word by Mas Dimas. But why is it like being directed to someone else.

Does Mas Dimas have someone out there who deserves to be called dear compared to me as his wife ?

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