THE THIRD WIFE

CHAPTER 67 PREPARING YOURSELF

Bella is currently looking at her savings book and Reyhan's bankbook, which Alex sends her every month. He smiled and was not worried about the future of the child. He is also happy to already have the costs that he bought from the sale of houses and land in the village. So he is not worried that if Arya ever leaves him, he already has provisions for himself and his son, at least for his daily life.

“Why smile like that, baby?” arya asked to see Bella looking at her savings book.

"No, Mas. I finally got Reyhan's hold and school savings, that's more than enough. So I'm not worried if someday Mas Arya leaves us.”

“What do you mean, baby? Why do they talk like that.” Arya was so surprised why Bella changed.

"I'm talking reality, Mom. I'm no longer the perfect woman to give you children and grandchildren for your family. Reyhan and I are just a burden, right, as your brother-in-law said all along. Oh yes starting next month Reyhan needs enough money from his birth Papa only. You also do not need to give me too much, just enough. I know myself, I don't want to be your burden, Mas. Besides I already have a salary from teaching.”

Arya was not understanding what Bella said. What exactly happened to his wife, he looked so confused.

“Why did you change, baby? You why?”

“Nothing, Mas. Changed? Yes ... indeed I changed, I've turned into an imperfect woman. Reyhan and I just don't want to be a burden on you and I'm speaking the truth. Mas ... It could be that one day he wants to marry again because he wants to have children with other women and I can only prepare my own heart to accept the reality that will inevitably happen. Not wrong, right?”

Arya nibbled at the base of her nose.she got dizzy with all of Bella's words. He decided to get out of the room and go to his study. Bella can only see Arya coming out while holding tightness in her chest.

"Even you showed me what I did was right, Mom. If you don't intend to be with another woman you should hug me and say something that makes me relieved to continue with you. Accompany in your old age. But it's okay, you have the right to remarry and have children, Bella's inner” wipes her tears and cleans her savings book and important files in her place.

Right now Bella is just preparing mentally and what she needs, if one day Arya married another woman. He learns from the past when he parted ways with Alex who has nothing. He also heard the grapevine from Aryan friends. His friends tell Arya to get married again.

Bella came out of her room and headed for the kitchen. He checked the fridge. Bella took out vegetables and other ingredients to make food for her husband and child.

Bella cooks grilled fish and sambel soy sauce and lalapan. For the child heasak vegetable spinach vdan fried fish. After that, she made juice for her husband and children.

Arya who smelled the aroma of cooking came out of her study and followed Bella to the kitchen. Arya hugs Bella from behind and kisses her neck.

"Mas, uh shame. There's Aunty.” Bella sees Aunt washing the dishes next to her.

“Biarina. I ask you not to!” goda Arya while mad kiss the neck of the wife.

“Mas, it's me again making juice!”

"Later the juice. I want milk.” Arya puts her hand behind Bella's shirt and plays one of her twin mountains. Finally Bella resigned and patted Arya's shoulder and smiled. Arya who got the code also directly carried Bella to the room.

“Mas, it's noon. Soon Reyhan wakes up to take a nap.“ Arya doesn't care she locks the door and gives up Bella. Bella simply resigned and obeyed her husband. Because since his womb was lifted he was not so tasteful in bed. Because it is the effect of the removal of the uterus.

“Thank you, dear.” Arya kisses Bella's forehead while she's done everything.

Bella just smiled faintly and let Arya hug her until Arya fell asleep. Bella wakes up when Arya falls asleep and then takes a bath. After that he went out to meet the child who apparently had woken up and now ate at the company of Narti.

“Hai darling! ravenously eat it.” Bella kissed Reyhan's cheek.

“Narti, If one day, I no longer use your services. You are looking for a new employer. Maybe one or two years ahead.”

"Well, it's like that, ma'am. It will be until Reyhan is 10 years old and Reyhan is only 3 years and a half!”

“Quickly or later, I am not the Madam in this house anymore. You understand, don't I mean?”

“Absolutely Madam or mister has the intention to split just because of yesterday's problem?”

“All women never have any intention towards separation, Narti. But with my current condition I'm just warning myself that one day it must happen. My only hope is one, to grow old together. But I don't want to be selfish either, Narti. My husband would have wanted to have children of his own.”

Narti holds Bella's hand and smiles thinly.“ Patience Madam, there must be a way out. I hope the Madam continues to be with the master forever. Whatever the circumstances of Mrs.”

Bella just smiles and hopes, hopefully what is the hope of Narti becomes a reality.

"Have you eaten?” ask Bella to Narti.

“Already, Mistress. Last time Reyhan was still sleeping.”

“Ya already! Then it's my turn to eat. Laper!” Bella laughed and headed to the dining room.

“Laper done what, Mistress?” goda Narti before Bella gets to the dining room.

“This you, just want to know!” Bella smiled and continued her steps.

Bella washed her hands and sat down on the dining table. He ate first because he was also very hungry.

Finished eating suddenly Arya came and seemed to have taken a bath. “Honey, laper!” Arya hugged Bella who was washing dishes.

"Yes, I've been eating, I've been cooking. But Mas ask for another meal!” the two chuckled and Arya still hugged him.

"Kan nyusu first. I'm free to share with Reyhan.”

"What the hell, Mas. Already let's eat, Wash your hands first!” Bella takes off Arya's embrace and arranges the dishes she washes. Then he took a plate for his husband.

Bella took her food with her side dish. Arya sat down and ate with Bella.

"You didn't eat?” arya asked in between her meals.

“Already in advance. Kirain was sleeping for a long time, so I ate first.”

Arya just smiled and continued eating.