THE THIRD WIFE

CHAPTER 35 GOD HELP ME

Two months later.

Bella has started to return to school and she is forced to take her baby to school because there is no one to look after the baby. Bella also no longer lives in Wahyu's apartment. He chose to live in his new home which he bought with the money Alex gave him while still his wife . Living together with the baby. The house is small but they look happy.

His now legal status of being a widow required him to work hard. In addition to teaching, he also tried to work side by side, namely opening tutoring at home. The results are enough for daily needs. He was very grateful that the baby was not fussy as if he knew his condition.

Bella's life is so mediocre. He no longer wants to take the money left over from Alex. Not that he did not want to use it anymore but he saved the money for his son's school fees later. For everyday life he complained about the salary of the school that is not much and the tuition fee of the students at home.

Bella is currently shopping at a mini market near her home. He bought some kitchen needs and monthly needs and also the needs of the child, such as soap, shampoo, diapers and others.

“We pay first yes, Nak.” Bella's headed for the cashier's desk.

When he was about to put his groceries apparently there was someone who also put his basket on the cashier table. Bella and the guy saw each other. But when Bella knew the face she immediately lowered her head and the man shifted his gaze, but still stole the eyes of the baby in Bella's arms. The man was Alex's ex-husband.

“Sorry, yes sir. His mother used to,” said the cashier to Alex.

“ Hem,” reply Alex darar.

Bella kept her head down and continued to try to cover her face using the end of her sling. Alex saw Bella from top to bottom. In her eyes Bella was unkempt and a little pale and thin. Her long hair is now short.

Bella justifies her carrier and keeps trying to cover her face. The baby was crying, trying to calm her down. Maybe the baby feels the presence of his father.

"The total is 250, Mom!”, said the cashier told the amount of Bella's groceries. Bella opened her wallet But in her wallet there were only two hundred thousand.

“Sorry, this Mbak in cancel yes.my money less.” Bella returns the baby's diaper while swinging her baby in her carrier.

“Iya, Mom. it's okay.”

Bella smiled shyly, and immediately gave the cashier her money and rushed out and avoided Alex's gaze.

With great difficulty Bella opened her umbrella and brought her groceries and still trying to meditate on her baby, she walked down the street to her house. Alex, who had just come out, saw Bella walking and then turned into an alley.

“It's still good to live with me, right. Never a shortage. Did Revelation not give you money?” inner Alex.

“Are they married?” inner again. He is curious about the relationship between Revelation and Bella. They are married and happy in their pain.

But the truth is. Bella is no longer in touch with Revelation since her fight in the hospital. Revelation and Bella no longer communicate with each other. Bella is taking care of her own baby in her own way. Lack of experience on how to care for a baby, but her instincts as a mother grow on their own. He always gave his best for his son.

Alex subconsciously followed Bella's steps. I don't forget that he always wears a mask. Alex sees Bella break into a small house without a fence and only her house has no fence. Bella's house is a small housing that has only one room, living room, kitchen and bathroom.

“Where are you, Mom?” exclaimed the owner of the stall to a mother who carried a plastic bag containing rice.

"Oh, this is going to the house of Mrs bella's teacher, Reyhan. Inter-rice donations from the sub-district!” replied the mother as the wife of the head of the local people.

Alex was astonished and could not believe what the mother was saying. It was his life after divorcing him. But he did not bother with his ex-wife's life. For him Bella remains a cheap woman who goes with other men.

Alex also just found out if the child was given the name Reyhan. The name he would give first.

From a distance Alex sees Bella receiving the rice while holding her baby. Alex saw the baby so adorable. He was eager to approach but his ego and logic still consider the child is not his child.

Bella caught a glimpse of Alex from the porch of her home. He knew that Alex was wearing a mask.

“Abang!” He muttered then he rushed in after Mother who gave him a donation left. Bella shut and locked the door.

“Make what, Brother follow me.” Bella glimpsed at the window, but Akex was gone.

Bella breathes a sigh of relief, Alex finally leaves. She soon laid her baby back on the bed. Because Reyhan is sleeping well. Bella immediately cleaned the groceries and put the rice in the place of rice.

“Sykurlah, can save money rice for a few days.”

Bella returned to accompany her baby while folding her already dry clothes. His mind floated still thinking about his love for Alex. Perih, heartache. But he also can not forget the love that, plus the face of the child is so similar to Alex.

“God help me get rid of this love. My heart and mind are focused only on Reyhan, my son. Bella you're only 23 years old and can definitely struggle to raise your child. Bella's spirit! Forget that love, that love that makes wounds. But why is it so hard, Lord.” Bella's tears were getting louder, she also lay down next to her son and rubbed the child's cheeks gently.The eyes of the nose and lips and the shape of the face was so similar to Alex.

“How can I forget your Papa, son. The shadow you bring,“ muttered Bella kissed Reyhan's cheek.

On the other hand, after following Bella Alex back to the hotel where she stayed. Because he has been in Bogor for a few days to review the construction of his project.

Alex then packed up and returned to Jakarta, when he arrived in Jakarta, Alex did not go straight home. He is looking for the existence of Revelation.

“Excuse me Sir. Is doctor Wahyu at home or in his clinic?” ask Alex to the gardener of the house of Revelation.

“Doctor Wahyu is in Bogor, he is renovating his apartment.”

“Oh, thank you Sir!” Alex then gets into the car and thinks that Revelation is renovating her apartment for Bella and they are temporarily living in a narrow alley house.

“Why should I think about it,” inner Alex then drive forward his car.