The Taste That Ever Existed
Nostalgic Ruzel
The night had almost changed days, Ruzel's mood still had no meeting point. Ruzel increasingly clueless with what happened to him, he got up from the fall while scratching his scratching head and began to enter the room and turn on the AC of his room. Ruzel hopes to dismiss everything Echa says about him and Delia, but what power does not want to think about it turns out that Ruzel is thinking about it more and more.
Ruzel's step was fixed on the table in the corner of his room, he took and looked at the picture frames of himself, Ozwin and Delia.
For too long Ruzel has not looked at his favorite photo since he had to go to Singapore. He put the photo back and began to open the desk drawer where their photo album during childhood to college. There are a lot of memories in that album. Ruzel opened the pages per page and immersed himself in every moment.
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Her eyes are now fixed on the old photo where Delia and herself won a pair sack racing competition during Junior High School. Ruzel recalled the moment that Delia fell to a scuff on her knee . The memory was still imprinted for Ruzel, as Delia continued to whine for a sling and ended up with Ruzel holding her up to the UKS. Ruzel looked at the photo accompanied by a smile of longing for the past.
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Next Ruzel's eyes were fixed on a picture of him during a nosebleed and Delia tried to help him by putting cotton wool into his nose.
Once again his eyes are now fixed on a photo of High School time. Well a photo of Ruzel, Delia and Ozwin holding the trophy by embracing Delia in the middle. Ruzel and Ozwin won the Basketball league.
Ruzel opened each of his pages with smiles as he recalled the events of that time. Then he stored the photo album back into the drawer.
Now Ruzel began to take a position sitting at the table and took his diary, a book that he always hid so that no one knew that he was a crybaby man. Today he wants to do a lot of things that he cannot say.
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Ruzel begins his writing with a song
I keep longing in my heart ,
Uncertain anxiety…
It started when we met,
I'll take care of you….
I want you to understand, though,
How much I love you…
(Punk Rock Street)
***
Then he poured out his feelings again in the diary book and hoped that no one would see him.
I've been missing this for too long,
For too long this heart has no idea where it's headed.
I can't control this feeling, this affection that's out of nowhere.
The affection that may be due to habituation.
I don't want to destroy everything in the beginning.
If you are happy with the guard of the heart,
Maybe that's when I should go.
Going before all this will bring you deep wounds.
***
It did not feel the time had shown at 02.00 WIB, now his eyes felt heavy and Ruzel began to sleepy. He closed his diary and he kept it in the deepest place. He threw his body on the bed. But when he was going to sleep he remembered the words and questions of Echa. Ruzel pondered it back.
” Well maybe I started to falter with the friendship that we have built so far, maybe I changed, but I can't be like this. I have to keep this friendship going, I don't want it all destroyed. And I can't deny I might be too affectionate with Delia to forget that she is my best friend. Huuuffffttt. Let the feeling ever exist, and may he never realize that I was ever too dear ” thought Ruzel before going to bed.
”Hhhh…. This hour there is Weechat..why the hell? Disrupt people from sleeping. ” Gerutu Ruzel with half-closed eyes, while looking for the origin of his hp voice. It seems Ruzel almost forgot where he put his HP.
Ruzel opened the contents of the message which turned out to be from Ozwin.
” Zel... This morning I returned home ready to work. Lu Temenin Delia well, I forgot it was also to Mommy to go to the hospital at what time. Thanks a lot yeah .”
” Okay ” replied Ruzel briefly.
Ruzel set the alarm earlier than usual and started his sleep again.
Next Day
Krrriiii.....Kriiinkggg….
The alarm clock sounds indicate at 04.30 WIB, Ruzel is still reluctant to get out of his blanket. His head still felt heavy, now he even curled his head until it sank into the blanket.
Krrriiii…. Krriiinnnggg..Ruzel tried to feel the palpation looking for where the sound came from. He started to turn off his alarm and went back to hiding in his blanket.
Some time later Ruzel suddenly remembered Delia who was still in the hospital. He then woke up from his sleep in a hurry and immediately headed to the bathroom to get ready to go to the hospital, of course because of Ruzel's hurry only had ”mandi ayam”.
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Ruzel began to get ready, he wore a blue dongker t-shirt and jeans, then he grabbed a light brown box on the table that had long been lying there. The box contained a watch that she had worn when she had last worn it, Ruzel picked it up and put it on.
” Waaah looks like it will be bad luck until the hospital. ” murmured while looking at his watch that has shown at 05.15.
Ruzel immediately warmed up his car engine and headed for the hospital.
Ttttiiiiiirrriiiirriit.
” Zel ... you are still at home well?? Buruan Delia alone oncom.” asked Ozwin hurriedly.
” yaaa...iyaaahh.. again on the way I” replied Ruzel.
”Buruan.. ” says Ozwin.
” I am patient I take a car instead of a plane.” replied Ruzel who just wanted to leave.
” Sapa says you ride camel..hunt... ” says Ozwin ends his call.
30 Minutes later
Ruzel finally arrived at the hospital. He immediately parked the Bety of his favorite car in a strategic place so that it was easy to get out.
Ruzel immediately headed to the room where Delia was being treated. When going into the room, Ruzel again remembered his feelings for Delia that he wanted to forget so that he only walked back and forth in front of Delia's room.
” Huuuuffftttt I should how?? Ordinary aja?? But if suddenly wrong behavior how dong me? Aaaahh ga ah.. I have no deg deg an also near him.” murmured Ruzel anxiously which was realized by a nurse who was about to enter Delia's room.
” Excuse me mas.. mas excuse me, I want to enter ” said the nurse many times and surprised Ruzel.
” yes sorry sus, please ” replied Ruzel
” Mas ..relatives of Delia patients? Let's just go in. I saw from earlier mas worried rich waiting for wife to be born ” said the nurse was a prank for seeing the look of Ruzel who seemed cool to be snorted.
” Aaaahhh... Sisters can be ” replied Ruzel.
Finally, Ruzel entered the room with the nurse.
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