The Taste That Ever Existed
Ruzel's restlessness
Ruzel drove his car and deliberately chose a slightly twisted road when he was about to go home. It was a very sad night to be missed. The beauty of the city lights at night makes him remember the past he missed. Time spent with friends who are currently even difficult to do because of their respective activities. Ruzel played Chanel his favorite radio, he began to sink into the strains of songs that he heard over the radio and occasionally he sang them.
Put your hand in mine …
You know that I want to be with you all the time …
You know that I won't stop until I make you mine…
You know that I won’t stop until I make you mine…
Until I make you mine ~~~
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Some of the songs that played made him drift in it. For a moment Ruzel thought and felt somehow his mood was uncertain leaving Delia and Ozwin both in the hospital. There was a restlessness that he himself could not describe, there was a fear that he himself did not understand what fear was.
All he knew was that sometimes his heart felt sore but bloodless when he saw Ozwin's gaze on Delia. Everything at this moment was disturbing and made it seem as if it was short of breath. Something has changed in him that he has not noticed since whenever. His feelings and thoughts at that time made him confused and did not know who to tell him.
” Aaaaaaaarrrrgggghhh…. Why do I have to believe this ? How should I ? Musti talk about all this? Huuuuffffffttt vows deh nyesek really well if you think gini. ” Murmured Ruzel, and began to appear various kinds of assumptions in his mind.
Along the way he only muttered alone and unwittingly he had reached the front of the house. Ruzel opened the door of his car, entering his always empty house with no one to greet him when he returned home.
Ruzel sprawled his body over the living room sofa, he looked at the ceiling and began to think of many things.
Suddenly his phone rang and broke everything.
Tiriiiiiite…. Ruzel lifted her reluctantly.
” Yaaa...who is it??? ”
”Echa, I'm in front of your house ” he replied.
” What's up anyway ? ” says Ruzel
” We have to discuss our problem until Zel is done, open the door ? Echa Saying.
Ruzel hung up.
Tuuuuuuttt Phone disconnected )
Echa knocked on the door of Ruzel's house and pressed the bell many times, but Ruzel did not budge.
Ting tong's…..Ting tong…
Tttoooook…
” Ruzel... I know you're inside, open the door. Please Zel we have to talk.” Echa screamed in front of the door hoping that the door would open for her soon.
Because it was almost midnight and Ruzel did not want the security of the ampe dateng complex because of this commotion, Ruzel opened the door.
Cekkllllleeeek….
”Ruzel....”The scream of Echa can not stem the sense of longing in Ruzel.
Echa tries to hug the male Ruzel she left 2 years ago, but Ruzel brushes him off.
” Log in, if you want to talk to. I'm sorry .” Said Ruzel indifferently.
” Zel. I want us to kayak first again.” Said Echa.
” Cha.. have not had to play victim, this is all you want.” Sahut Ruzel did not want to hear the reason and explanation of Echa, let alone his mood was uncertain at that time.
”You go by Zel and it's a long time so” said Echa again and began to take a sitting position on the sofa near Ruzel.
” I've always called you Cha while I'm there. Butwhat?? gradually no reply Weechat from you??Suddenly you send a message, we better break up. And now you're acting like I left you that way.” Ruzel said disappointedly.
” Zel…. I'm sorry, you know how hard it is to have a long distance relationship. Now I want us to kayak again?” echa grabs Ruzel's hand to convince Ruzel.
” Sorry Cha. I don't think about it anymore. You mending home because this is already malem.” said Ruzel did not want to extend and discuss it.
” But Zel...you must answer honestly my question!! ” pinta Echa.
” Have you ever loved me ? ” ask Echa with a pinched face.
Ruzel still did not want to answer Echa's question, because Ruzel was now confused by his feelings.
” Zel... Answer now !! ” says Echa half screaming.
” Cha... If ga dear why are we dating ?” Ruzel's reply grew even more irritated as Echa urged him.
” If between me and Delia say what you love more ? ” Ask Echa again with half emotions.
” Why do you always compare yourself to others? You yes you are, Delia ya Delia so do not need to bandingin you same she” Ruzel said.
” Tuuuuhhh right why don't you just answer me, I or DELIA ? ” Urge Echa with high tone.
” Cha ... Delia and I have been since Elementary School together.if I want to be with Delia, we can only be made at Junior High School or High School or maybe after college. ” Clear Ruzel.
” Maybe you're right Cha if I never loved you. Whatever you think, I'm sorry.” Ruzel added again did not want to take a headache.
” Zel...you're nyebelin..” say Echa again.
”Mending now you're home Cha and don't need to waste any more time. Please don't bother me anymore!! Or I will never forgive you ” said Ruzel annoyed because he was trying to discover his heart in turmoil.
” Okay Zel, I already know what the answer is. I know Zel, I'll never be able to fill the emptiness of your heart. Delia is always more than anything to you than I”
Echa got up and rushed away from Ruzel's house by slamming the door.
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Ruzel felt thirsty because he was wasting his energy, he walked to the refrigerator and took ice water.
Gllleeeekkkk..
”Oath really waste energy when dealing with girls.mau answered whatever the wrong guy. Thankfully it broke up. If not, can die because of high blood I pull the veins mulu same him.” said Ruzel after sipping his drink.
Ruzel again laid down his body on the sofa, Ruzel began by calming his heart and mind for a moment.
” Hmmmm even Echa thinks things that I don't think make sense.”
” Why is it the same for me? ”
”Gue is also confused why I feel like gini anyway ? Usually also pa pa pa”
Aaaarrrrgggghhhh. .. The more thought is the more tangled threads fill my brain.
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