The Story of Pilu A Village Flower

#76. Sari resigned in living life in her old age.

Sales from Sari's stalls have been reduced, because Sari sometimes open and sometimes close. Sari's neighbors considered this an opportunity.

Neighbor Sari opened the stall. So that the shop owned by Sari is not as crowded as before, only potluck.

Juan also gave money to Sari sober, even not enough to meet the needs for 14 days.

When Juan goes out of town. Juan shares income with his younger brother Felix, Juan always hides hands to pay tuition and pocket money during Juan out of town.

At the wedding of Juan's younger sister Ita, Juan was in debt, because Juan's parents had Juan owe him for the cost of Ita's marriage. Juan's salary back must be reduced for rations to Sari, Sari sometimes wants to run and leave Juan.

Because 6 years married, Juan like only care about his family.

Sari is desperate and keeps thinking of Juan who is more concerned about his family, Juan is not firm to his parents, but his parents are still healthy.

Still able to work but always lazy they feel better begging Juan, rather than having to work. Though the fields and rice fields, spelled out wide, but left to become useless land.

All of that became a burden of mind for Sari, Sari kept thinking about all the actions of Juan, could not feel like the burden was borne by Sari.

Sari returns possessed and unlike Sari's usual self. Empty looks, sometimes self-talk and angry talk about his past.

Sari does not focus on doing the house, has not finished this done already done the other, even cooking rice until charred. All those are the characteristics of Sari when possessed.

Sari's first child takes control to cook rice and Lauk as they please, so that her sisters can eat .

Fortunately Juan had come, Sari's anger was so high when he saw Juan.

Indeed, all this time the attitude of indifference and incomprehension of Juan has always been a burden on Sari's mind. Even in a state of trance it was like being spilled and released to Juan,

"Go you from this house, you evil you don't care about my feelings. You always hurt my feelings", Sari shouted to Juan loudly and while throwing something at Juan.

When you see Juan Sari always wants to hit Juan and throw something to Juan. Afraid Juan would hit Sari, Saripun would run away and leave the house for a few days, and then come again.

Juan was afraid that Sari would go far away and not come home again, and Juan could not not stay away from work for a long time. Juan brings Sari home, Sari cannot be lost in the village, because Sari knows the ins and outs of the village.

The people of the village will pair Sari so as not to make a fuss, if Sari is calm, Sari will recover on her own.

After repeatedly Sari relapsed, and for years the pain always recurred and repeated with a long time.

Villagers and neighbors will assume the usual and do not put Sari again, left alone Sari activities according to her wishes, after almost a month Sari will recover on her own.

So it is Sari, if Sari thinks a lot, and gives up, Sari will relapse into a trance, usually Sari in a year can be 2 times possessed, even in a year can not be possessed, depends on the burden of Sari's own mind.

Very beyond reason, Sari has been treated to the paranormal, but Sari never healed. But when Sari was possessed. Sari recognizes people and her children, only her emotions are out of control, crying and angry, not focused on the work she is doing.

After recovering Sari will return to Sibolga and do normal activities as usual. The neighbors are familiar with the conditions and circumstances of Sari.

Juan regretted his mistake first who did not want to apologize sincerely, admitting his mistake to Sari.

Now the rice has become porridge, regret has come too late, Sari can no longer be healed normally, meaning not trance when experiencing a heavy burden of mind.

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Sari's second child has finished High School, intends to go to Medan, following 1 year later the third child was planning to go to college. Juan could not just rely on the salary as a driver, finally the house in Sibolga sold for the tuition of children Sari and Juan.

Sari and Juan plan to stay in the village after Juan's father and mother died, Sari wants to manage the rice fields and fields to increase income.

For some reason, after graduating from college and becoming a second child sari suffered from mental disorders.

Sari and Juan were unable to treat her to a mental hospital, they just resigned to fate, never checked with a mental doctor, the second child sari, suffering from nicotine addiction.

3 Years at home, given food and cigarettes, the second son Sari and Juan went out of nowhere. Sari and Juan had been trying to search here and there but were not found. Sari as a biological mother felt the pain of losing her child.

No matter what sin, the fourth child Sari also suffered from mental disorders, had studied at a state university.

Because it was too complacent with his friends, Sari's fourth child never went to college, 3 years reported to Sari as a college child turned out to never go to college, finally decided to quit college.

Just being at home, locked himself in a room, the fourth child Sari did not want to socialize even join others, all his classmates in the village were married, married, this made him lock himself in the room.

3 Years later Juan died on the way. Sari had no premonition because Juan died suddenly, because previously he still told a fellow driver until 3am, only when 8am, he said, juan is about to wake him up and is pronounced dead.

Staying sari slamming bones to meet the needs of daily life, her fourth and fifth children become the responsibility of Sari. A healthy fifth child Walafiat also did not want to help Sari work in the fields.his work only ate sleep and played laptop.

A year after Juan's departure to the Creator, Sari's fourth child also died, as died as Juan, when the morning was about to be awakened was no longer alive.

Sari was so sad to remember the journey of her life and her children. Whether whose sin and what caused all that happened in Sari's life, Sari did not know.

Now Sari in her old age also had to slam the bones working in the fields to meet the needs of her daily life.Sari's children who were married could not give a little blessing, he said, so that Sari does not need to slam the bones. Even the one who lived in front of Sari, could not help her work, only knew to ask Sari for money.

Sari could only pray, so that the lives of her children could be better and did not expect to be troublesome and begging to her married children.

Sari's old days are lived by working as much as possible, not expecting to get luxury goods. Just enough to eat and not ask for her children.