The Story of Pilu A Village Flower
#69. Juan was very inconsiderate
Lucky this first pregnancy, does not make Sari hassles, Sari does not feel prolonged nausea, Sari is also not picky food.
Thankfully Vina is at home to accompany Sari, there are help washing clothes, washing dishes and cooking, at least Sari does not feel soy sauce, so the content of Sari can be maintained properly.
Sometimes if Vina was washing clothes Sari came to help "It's already sister, Vina alone who works, later sis kecapean" declined Vina when Sari wanted to help.
"It's okay, I'm also bored and lazy there is no work, like you don't know Brother" Sari still helps Vina, "Yes, Sari's sister was always working hard, always working hard, unwilling to stop", Vina thought in her heart.
Vina was just resigned Sari still helped her wash clothes.
In order for Sari not to feel bored, because there is no work done, Sari sometimes went to the neighboring house just to visit and introduce herself so that the neighbors know Sari and Juan.
And sharing experiences, asking questions that are not understood, not to gossip about the bad things of others, sometimes neighbors also give positive advice and advice, sharing experiences and knowledge.
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Juan's departure this time to Jakarta will bring Robert along
Because Robert did not graduate from the test taker applying to become a police officer, Robert eventually went to Jakarta to find a job, because he relied on finding a job in Sibolga, Indonesia, the city where the sari and Juan lived was very unlikely, because there were no factories or large companies standing in the city.
Robert hitchhiked in Juan's truck to save money, rather than take public transport.
So Robert also knows, how difficult it is, the risk of Juan as an out-of-town driver,
by knowing how difficult Juan was, Robert could understand Juan's struggle to send Robert through, so Robert could be better and better at life than Juan, and Robert could thank Juan eventually.
Robert told Sari
"Sister, if you'll excuse me to go to Jakarta, I pray for my success, I'm sorry to bother you, I'll replace my sister's ring, if I get a job" extending his hand to Sari.
"No need to think about changing your sister's ring, you just focus on finding a job, you have to be good at saving, and take good care of yourself" Sari advised Robert while shaking Juan's hand.
Juan and Robert immediately left the house, riding a rickshaw to the pool where the truck was tucked.
Before Juan and Robert left, Juan gave the money to Sari. Later Juan gave money shopping like never before.
"Why has the money in kitchen shopping been getting less and less lately?" sari asked quietly and gently.
"Yes, because there are often no goods on time, so having to wait a few days, sometimes 2-4 days, the cost of living for 2-4 days is already in debt, he said, and before leaving when it's payday, I first cover the debt, so my salary is always reduced. That's the story so the money to spend on you is reduced" Juan gave a detailed explanation.
During this time Robert was in private school, giving tuition and whose pocket money Robert never told Juan how much to Sari,
even to pay debts for their due party expenses and Juan's parents' living expenses, Juan never told Sari how much,
sometimes seeing Juan's closed and furtive nature giving to Juan's parents and family, Sari feels he is not considered, but Sari wants to protest fearing Juan will be angry and misunderstood, but this time Sari tried to ask Juan for an explanation.
"Bang, it's not that I don't agree that you pay attention to your family, but that makes me hurt, you never tell me, your impression is like hiding your hand from me, to give to your family" asked Sari full of gentleness and courtesy.
Juan was immediately mentally tempra and misunderstood "what do you mean?" ask Juan back.
"What's wrong with you being honest and open to me, I'm not considered here" Sari said in a trembling voice.
"It is not necessary that you know, I am the protector of my family, especially my brothers" replied Juan full of anger and misunderstanding.
"That means you don't think of me as your wife" Sari said in tears.
"The money that is looking for me, the money used for the needs of my sisters is from my sweat, so do not need you to interfere" said Juan firmly.
It hurt the feeling Sari Juan said like that, actually it was only Juan telling the truth what was difficult, even Juan was angry, "actually who was hurt here who, so I was to blame" thought Sari in her mind with a great pain.
Sari immediately ran away and went into her room, Sari felt unappreciated as a wife, now Juan could say rudely like that.
Sari wept shedding all the burdens of his feelings, besides Juan who was stiff, could not take the heart of his wife, Juan was rude and inconsiderate, again Sari was very sorry, again very sorry, but what Sari can do, Sari can only resign, either can tolerate Juan's nature or continue to harbor heartache.
"How to live the household life with heartache to the couple" thought Sari in heart.
Again Juan no apologies, Juan feels that Juan no hurt feelings Sari.
Sari could only give in, be silenced, Juan remained silent, how to live the ark of the household like this, if it had to be safe, continue, because if the divorce really makes a very big disgrace later for the family, Sari can only harbor heartache and bad feelings.
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Sari's pregnancy grew and needed diapers and baby clothes later after giving birth, Sari tried to sew her from cloth, used sacks of flour, because Sari was good at weaving, Sari quickly learned to embroider and sew hands, and she was very good at sewing,
from the results of saving Sari so far, Sari also bought a used sewing machine, "one day this sewing machine will be very useful" thought Sari in his mind, so Sari forced to buy a used sewing machine.
One by one diapers and baby clothes are completed Sari, every day Sari tasted it and made it, so that after the birth there will be many diapers and baby clothes, including hat accessories, so that after the birth there will be available, gloves and leg cover, Sari knit from wool fabric, in order to save cost.
