
"Darling.." call Rajehs.
Currently both are already in the room precisely on the bed, whistling for the istrahat but as usual the two will talk first before sleeping in.
"Why Mas?" ask Nara.
"Reyhan is back? how you feeling?" ask Rajesh.
"What kind of feeling do you want to know?"
"Well, what are your feelings for her that were once part of your past?"
"Nothing, not feeling anything for her, and it's been a long time before we married Mas" explained Nara, "why ask that?"
"Mas just wants to know how you feel about me now" Rajesh said
"My feelings are changing more and more for you...." Nara accidentally hangs her words making Rajehs curious and it is clear from the look on her face that Nara makes a small smile.
"My feelings changed the more I loved you Mas" Nara continued, making a smile on Rajesh's lips expand.
"Mas thinks changing is not love anymore" muttered Rajehs with his lethargic breath.
"No. until when it won't happen, my love is already tethered to death for you and I hope Mas is also so even though at this time we have not been given the trust of the fruits of our love" lirih Nara's.
Rajehs, who heard his words, immediately grabbed Tubun Nara, leaning the woman's head against the chest of her field and gently stroking Nara's back and occasionally kissing Nara's head fondly.
"Honey.... Mas please do not think too much about it, Mas is not too forced to have children, Radith is very enough to treat our longing to have children, and Mas please really... let's be patient for this, we're patient, we pray and we try to wait for God to give us that greatest gift, so please let's make this an excuse for you to continue to be sad" Rajehs said overtime, her hand now squeezes gently both fingers Nara, channeling her true heartfelt feelings and true words.
Nara mimicked her tears, wanting her not to think about it but somehow there was always a time when she wanted to urge God to be given a chance to be a mother, especially if she saw another woman with a child, making Nara feel very envious as well as sad.
Rajesh gently wiped away Nara's tears, this was what this man disliked the most, seeing his wife shed tears, and those tears were tears of sadness.
"Don't cry baby, didn't Mas just say not to be sad let alone have to cry because of this" Rajesh pinta said.
"I just feel useless to you, Mas, when other women at the age of marriage like us have mostly given complete happiness by carrying children and giving birth to her while she is still like jni, still a woman who can not contain" explained Nara with her own face, her eyes that had not let out tears are now back to stem the river that in one blink will surely drip.
"It can't just not be given yet!" rajesh said, "do you not hear yourself and this is not just from one or two doctors, but this has been from dozens of doctors even doctors from abroad also say if we are equally fertile, it's just that we have to be patient if not given the trust"
"But it's been three years Mas.." Serrily Nara with quivering lips.
So what if it's been three years? any issues? even those who are decades can wait to be trusted, then why with us only three years? the point is we remain patient and try, the rest leave it to the above, God who knows better what is best for us" explained Rajesh.
"Buck...."
"Sleep Nara. I don't want to discuss anything anymore" between Rajehs made Nara's lips clenched again.
"Sleep baby" Rajesh said, then lay down Nara's body to lie down with him.
Nara is still sobbing in Rajesh's arms, while the handsome man can only stroke his back and occasionally kiss Nara's head right in front of his lips.
Rajehs looked at her slumbering female face, she stared fixedly at Nara's face, "i also want Nara's child.but I can only hold her in my heart, because what? because you will only get more depressed dear, and you will think more if I show how much I want the fruit of our love" inner Rajehs.
Rajehs again kissed Nara's forehead gently, channeling her feelings that accompanied seeing the remaining tears still dripping on Nara's cheeks even occasionally Rajehs would see Nara a small hiccup.
"So great is my guilt for not being able to conceive? I don't want you to feel guilty dear, because everything can't be said all because of you, because I'm not necessarily a perfect man" Rajesh murmured and closed his eyes following Nara into the dream realm.
While on another trip, a man is spending his night inside a bar, he is Reyhan, a, the man who had witnessed the intimacy of the woman he loved now spent his time forgetting the pain of his heart through liquor hoping that this way he could forget the shadow of Nara in his thoughts and views.
Reyhan was accompanied by Felix his friend and assistant, and now the man was sitting with a furnace looking at Reyhan with a constant gulp of his drink without any intention to prevent it.
"You're gonna keep drinking? don't want to hear the information I brought?" finally after a long wait, Felix expressed what was in his heart and the contents of the map in his grasp.
Reyhan only gave him a quick glance and then took a sip back, thinking that maybe his friend would only bring news about their company that was increasing rapidly, "do not bother me with news that concerns the company Felix, he said, it's past working hours" Reyhan said, aiming to prevent Felix from continuing what he would say if it concerned the company.
"No, it's not a company but...." Felix deliberately hung up his words to make Reyhan unwilling to listen to what happened but Felix apparently no longer want to continue, deliberately to divert Reyhan's attention from the drink.
And sure enough, Reyhan urged his best friend to say what news was brought, "say what news you brought, don't hang like that" insisted Reyhan.
"If you want to listen to him, then stop drinking" Felix said.
"Don't rule me!" sentak Reyhan's.
"Then I will not convey information about your woman" Felix said casually making Reyhan immediately turn his head quickly to Felix.
"Say...."
"Stop drinking" Felix replied.
"Say Felix..! don't make me mad" Reyhan's snaps didn't scare Felix even by casually crossing his legs as if against the drunk guy.
"Well, tell me what about her.I won't drink anymore" Reyhan's pinta eventually relented to get information on Nara.
"Read" Felix said.
Nara grabs the map Felix placed in front of her, starts to open and her eyes look word for word reading the series of sentences listed there explaining some information about Nara during these three years.
"Why is this?" reyhan asked after reading all the information he thought was inaccurate considering the details were very short.
"You're right, it's very short because the access to the woman we're hoping for is very closed, and I'm sure you know who did this" Felix said.
"Rajesh..."
.
.
Connect ...