THE STORY OF NARA

Negative again

Selsai with the hot activities that have not done three days husband and wife, now they embrace with breath that is still panting and busy scooping oxygen to normalize the breathing of both.

"Thank you dear" said Rajesh and kissed Nara's forehead with a friendly and soft.

Nara can only nod in response to her husband's words, she slips her head back and lets it sink in her husband's chest while Rajesh embraces Nara's body with God but still makes her comfortable.

"Sleep baby" Rajesh said.

again Nara just nodded her head in Rajesh's arms feeling depleted due to this activity until her lips were unable to make a sound.

Rajehs catches up with his wife, closing her eyes as she does with a heart that continues to hope for a miracle of grace from God, wishing God answered all his prayers and his beloved wife for these three years was heard and granted by God.

"May you give us Your Miracle Lord." Rajehs wished to close his eyes after his wife entered the dreamland hoping that tomorrow the happiness of his family would come.

The next day Nara had woken up early in the morning, her intention was to make sure of something, make sure of something that made her restless since last night and this morning she would get the answer, he said, and to be honest he hoped the answer he got this time was a happy answer to him, which did not disappoint his expectations

Nara immediately boasted about her desk drawer and took one thing and brought it into the bathroom and started doing what she had done almost every month for three months, Tone waiting with hope anxious, he fretted fear if it did not match his expectations but did not dampen the desire of the beautiful woman to see results.

A few minutes later, Nara took the thing she had brought into the bathroom just now from the frying pan, her tears coming back, she said, her legs were limp and her cries broke but tried to keep her mouth shut so that she would not be heard by her husband.

Nara stared at the test pack with tears that could not be stopped. Yes, Nara was checking on the arrival of her late month three days had passed but it turned out that the result was heartbreaking, broken.. his heart was broken again when the teas pack showed negative results for who knows how many times during these three years and it really makes Nara again destroyed by reality..

Nara bit her lower lip withstanding the cries as well as withstanding the pain in her chest, her voice stuck in her throat and her right hand hit her chest that felt tight to find reality again broke her master, breaking her ever-wishingful hope.

"O Lord..What mistakes did you make in the past? until You have not given me the confidence to be a Mother, have I been so bad as your servant that I have not received that trust until now..." Nara cries a mouthful but keeps her mouth shut so as not to let out her voice which will make Rajehs know if she is crying.

"The servant does not ask much of God.just a child, only a child I ask, even if You want me to have to exchange for my treasure, I am willing to God...I beg with all the shortcomings of the servant, please.Give this servant of yours the confidence to be a Mother" pinta Nara amid her sobbing.

Rajehs who was still asleep in his sleep now began to be disturbed by faintly the same ear to catch the sound of someone crying, he squirms and sees there is no castle there, there is no, and she stared at the bathroom as her ears returned to hear the cry, which sent Rajehs straight down and into the bathroom.

"Darling...honey...you're okay...? open the door baby.ayo open.you why cry there, baby come on if the door"

Rajehs banged on the closed bathroom door from the inside, he was very worried about his wife, he was afraid if his wife why Napa inside.

"Darling.come on open the door, don't make Mas worry baby.let's open the door Nara..." Rajehs yelled again and knocked on the bathroom door getting stronger, she was very worried because Nara never opened the door for her.

Rajesh took a swing and wanted to kick their bathroom door because Nara never came up with the door, neat was just about to take a position, the door was open

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Nara came out with her puffy eyes, even her tears were still faithfully moistened Nara's cheeks, her face looked chaotic and her face was pale.

Nara returned her husband's embrace, she spilled her prey that she had tried to appease but got a hug from Rajehs making her unable to hold back her tears again and back she cried in her husband's arms.

"What's up, baby? why are you crying? did anyone hurt you? tell me baby, don't worry me" Rajehs said, hugging and stroking his wife's back.

Nara did not reply, she kept crying in her husband's arms, releasing her heartache over the hope that had hitherto not been delivered.

"Darling don't cry, let's calm down and tell your husband" said Rajesh, the handsome man still holding his wife, soothing her by a gentle pat on her back.

After Nara calms down, Rajehs loosens her arms she takes away a bit of Nara's body so they can face each other, but coincides with that, Rajehs sees an object in Nara's hand and immediately grabs it gently and turns out it is a rest pack that shows a line.

Rajehs sees the test pack hanging by looking at his wife too, Rajehs now understands what makes his wife sad like this, sighs slowly and leads Nara to and sits her in their bed.

Rajehs rested before Nara, her hands reaching for Nara's hands and squeezing them tightly but softly so as not to hurt her, her eyes fixed on his wife's eyes, "Darling...." Rajehs paused his speech for a moment and took a breath first.

"Why are you crying over this again? don't you feel a little tired and stop crying because of this?" rajesh asked, his eyes still could not be separated before Nara's eyes, look in his eyes as if looking for something in Nara's eyes.

"Mas.."lirih Nara, "I can't be nice when my heart is fragile Mas, my heart is too weak to look firm, I can't be, and I am not strong enough to withstand the sadness because of the hope that has not come in my waiting that has been all this time" said Nara.

The beautiful woman could not lie to her husband, because Rajehs clearly knew that if Nara lied, so sometimes Nara cried silently when her husband and child were not in the house.

"But it doesn't have to keep crying" Rajesh said, "my heart hurts too much to see you cry like this, hurts more than my expectations are the same as you, I don't like to see your tears like this"

"Yes..."

"Let's be patient, let's be patient waiting for the miracle, let's be patient waiting for the turn to be trusted, we continue to pray for trust and Mas please do not be like this continue, he said, wouldn't it be if we were stressed it would be harder for us to have children? we don't remember what the doctor said?" Rajehs reminded his wife, and Nara could only nod in resignation.

"Smile dear, Mas's expecting it" Rajesh asked.

Nara commented that her smile at Rajehs' request made the handsome man immediately pecked at his wife's lips at a glance making Nara scream in shock while Rajesh laughed out loud and headed for the bathroom.

Arriving in the bathroom, the look of a happy face and laughter disappeared the same as changing with a flat and cold face staring at his reflection through the mirror there.

"Can't you give me what my wife asks of God." said Rajesh, his eyes glazed with glass when he could not deny his feelings also wanted to have a descendant only he did not want to show Nara because it would only increase the burden of his wife.

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