The Star Love Journey

chapter 42, dropping self-esteem 2

Rena who was packing her things into the suitcase heard the sound of the door being knocked. she thought maybe Andi ran and rushed to open the door with a happy feeling. Rena and Andi are officially dating, she realizes that the man who is always there for her is a sincere man.

but Rena was surprised when not Andi who came but Bayu. more surprised when Bayu knelt before her.

"Woody what are you doing ?" Rena immediately lifted Bayu's body, helping him stand up.

in the living room of the apartment, the two people were silent to each other.

Bayu knelt down again before Rena, making Rena retreat so surprised.

"i beg ren please meet the star. Please explain to him that we didn't do anything that night. I beg you. I don't want to lose the re. star.." Bayu sobbing, frustrated with the problems that are being faced.

"come here, sit down. Don't be like this, it's not your fault Bayu. It's all my fault." said Rena.

seeing Bayu kneeling and dropping his pride in order not to lose his wife made Rena realize, if Bayu really loves the stars.

"i'm planning on going to your wife's boutique to explain everything. Andi has told me. I'm sorry Bayu, my actions make your relationship like this. should be his as a friend I should support your choice. I sincerely apologize to you, I sincerely apologize to you, please forgive me before I return to Australia" Rena lowered her head.

"seriously re?" asked Bayu in disbelief, this determined girl in front of him changed in a week.

"seriously, I realized you don't love me. I realized love can't be forced. I was blinded by my awe until I didn't realize that awe is not love but just my obsession."

"obsession because you always look after me first and see you like this, I'm increasingly aware there is not the slightest room for me in your heart." added Rena, her way of talking is calm.

Bayu was silent, speechless.

"i'll talk to the stars before leaving for the airport. Don't worry bay." Rena soothes.

"thank you, thanks re..." Bayu sobbed, in this way he was a little relieved and hoped the star softened.

"why are you suddenly like this?" Bayu wondered what made Rena change drastically in a week.

"because of someone who has awakened me, he said 'don't just be blinded by the desire to have the person you like makes you not realize if beside you there are people who sincerely love you and wait for you.'" Rena said with a smile expanded, the shadow of her boyfriend's face flashed.

"who?"

the door opened from the outside, making Bayu and Rena turn their heads.

"Andi!"

"day sir," Andi greeted kindly as usual.

"you're dating?" tanya Bayu saw the closeness of Andi and Rena.

"right sir, I love Rena and will take responsibility for what I did the other day in Rena's room" Andi explained

Bayu frowned in wonder.

"bay, may I ask you to delete the video. I was affected by the drug and Andi just helped me. she was forced to do that bay." Rena welding.

"what the hell is going on?" Bayu still doesn't understand.

Rena and Andi looked at each other, until Andi cleared his throat slowly before making a sound.

"sorry sir, the incident at that time after I investigated. there are employees who like Rena and mischievously put stimulant drugs into Rena's drink to make Rena act aggressively. it's almost like Rena got into her trap. Good thing I came." Andy explained. Bayu.

"i don't know what way I'm going to eliminate that drug reaction. Rena was getting out of control and eventually I was forced to do that on rena.by promising myself to be in charge after this.it was a first for me sir, and luckily it was the first one for Rena." Andi smiled shyly as she said the last word, as did Rena. the girl lowered her head in shame.

Bayu understood now, he was relieved all his seemed restrained now.

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in fact Rena is ashamed to meet the woman he has hurt, even because of her rash actions almost make the stars and Bayu separated.

venturing to meet the stars, Rena went into a boutique that looked crowded at the customer visit.

please, the sweet girl welcomes the arrival of Rena.

"please brother, what kind of look you like?" tanya please kindly. looking at the look of Rena in front of her, the girl guessed Rena is a respected person.

"i want to meet the owner, just say Rena is looking for her" said the graceful adult woman.

the star that descended from the stairs accompanied by the precepts was stunned when it saw the beautiful woman below the stairs.

"what's it gonna take?" asked the flat star, to be honest her heart still hurts when she sees the woman who ruined her household.Since she hugged and kissed her husband makes her heart burn with jealous fire.

"there's something I need to talk about, can you ? just the two." pinta Rena.

the star nods and lets Rena sit in the corner of the room where she watches the boutique.

"star, are you okay? ah sorry but your face is pale." This worry is sincere, without making up. Rena feels more guilty. surely this is all because of her actions.

"don't be stale, just say what you want to talk about." the star answered ketus.consider Rena's worries only pretend.even though the fact is he is not okay. his head was dizzy, his body was limp.

"me and Bayu did nothing that night, only had time to cuddle and kiss no more. because after that Bayu woke up and threw me. indeed I had time to prevent him from leaving, I did not want to leave, but Bayu was getting angry until finally you came." said Rena at length.

star listened, explanation Rena same with the explanation Bayu. researching the appearance of Rena more casual and make-up thin, the woman looks very beautiful. uh suddenly the star became inferior.

"i'm sorry for what I did the other day, I'm sorry star. Please forgive me."

Rena suddenly knelt down in front of the star, making the star shocked even her customers and employees looked towards her.

they seemed interested in the incident, some looked bodoamat and returned to the clothes in front of her.

"wake up Rena, it's not good to see other people." pinta star.

"no!, my mistake is really big. Please forgive me. huhu" Rena sobbed while kneeling.

"i'm sorry please forgive me, because I'm you and Bayu almost divorced."

the people who had been indifferent even turned interested and poked with the incident in front of him. a woman apologized until kneeling like that must have been a mistake made very severe.

the person who accidentally heard the star conversation and Rena then whispered to her friend.

"like her actor, she's apologizing for ruining the star household." whispered, all centered on Rena kneeling down.

the uncomfortable star helped Rena stand up, "I forgive you Rena."

huwaaa, Rena's tears are getting broken when she gets sorry from the star. The graceful girl sobbed in the arms of the star boutique's owner.

"compete a woman like you, how can I bee. You are a very good woman. Bayu is lucky to have you" Rena still keeps sobbing.

"i have forgiven you. live well after this Rena. please do not repeat again.This action of yours not only hurt me and Bayu but also our parents."

Rena nodded and re-hugged the "thank you" star,"

"i went upstairs, yeah, my body wasn't feeling well." said the star.

staggering, the head of the star feels heavy he almost fell if not caught by Rena earlier.

"bee you okay?" ask Rena to panic.

the star did not answer, he felt his head getting heavier. "my head is dizzy." lenghnya.

"star caste!" Amel from behind was shocked when he saw the star suddenly goosebumps and faint.

"how is this?" Rena panicked, her hands hugging the fainted star body in her arms.

"blood! the blood! maybe the stars are coming moon." Rena squealed as she looked at the blood behind the star dress.

Amel was increasingly panicked and worried "the stars did not come in the month of Rena. it's bleeding stars are pregnant!"

"what! how is this. how can..." Rena panicked and did not care

"let's call a fast ambulance!" amel's word on the precepts.

the girl stammered and called an ambulance immediately.Boutique customers who were shopping joined the crowd.

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