The Star Love Journey

chapter 41, dropping self-esteem

out of the star room walking down the stairs, Bayu looked at Amel.

"gue came home first Mel. tipped the star, he just slept" Bayu said to star friends.

putting the duct tape on the floor, Amel stood up and faced Bayu.

"there's something I want to talk to you about with Lo. sitting here." Amel grabbed 2 plastic chairs at the end of the closet.

Bayu said, sitting in the chair.the man glanced up in case his wife woke up and knew he was still in the boutique. the heartbreaking cries of his wife that coincided with his expulsion made the man sad.

"what's wrong?" ask Bayu.

"gue shouldn't have to say this because I promise the same stars, but seeing you guys who continue to misunderstand me because of the damn KB pill makes me have to declare this." the star began carefully.

"directly Mel, do not have to convoluted. hunt the stars wake up, he can be angry if he sees me still here." the man looked riled, glanced up again.

"no, since he's ham.." Amel hurriedly shut his mouth as he almost slipped.

"i mean some days this star sleeps a long time, maybe because of fatigue and stress.he will not wake up if not hungry." Amel corrected his speech.

Bayu nodded, fortunately this man did not suspect anything.

"Lo's sure Mama Lo has agreed to your marriage?"

"sure is Mel. We are married now. You're not talking about it." Bayu frowned in wonder.

"But unfortunately it's not the bay, Mama Lo just pretend to ngrestuin you guys" said Amel seriously.

"Mel don't make things worse. You know I'm the same star as belom there is a meeting point. You even nambahin kayak gini." said Bayu rusar.do not believe in the woman in front of this.

"Lo know not who causes teachers hara in the household Lo. if you know like gini finally, then I will not ngizinin you guys married. will not support me. better the same star Adit aja who is clearly his mama is very good with the stars." scolding the stars at length.

"what the hell is Mel, why bring Adit all. "

"Wood! mama Lo told the stars to take the Pill!"

deg ...

this time Amel's speech was able to make Bayu speechless. "do not lie Mel. I've cape' really ngadepin this all. do not add to my problems."

"gue does not lie. One day Lo must know the truth." said Amel excited. "important now you have to think about how stars can believe in Lo. get the chili-cabean woman to kneel in front of the stars if necessary!" amel's words were sharp like the tip of a new spear in sharpening.

***

in the car Bayu pensively thought all the words of Amel. would believe, but it feels Bayu can not.

the sincere face of his mother when blessing his relationship ringed in the brain.it is impossible for mama to do that right.

***

a week passed, the relationship of the two men did not improve.every day came to his wife's boutique but always a rejection that Bayu can.even his wife coldly expel her. feeling that the star is now like he is not alone.more cruel and violent, his emotions up and down. What makes him more concerned is the star's body getting thinner, his face pale and looks very tired.

living in an apartment alone makes the man stricken with loneliness terribly deep. The cheerful face of his wife who every day adorns the corner of the apartment is now invisible.lost in the swallow of misunderstandings that never get a way out.

driving the car to his parents' house, Bayu will stay there until the stars want to return to him again.Alone in the apartment with the shadow of his wife really makes the man's heart hurt.

waltzing into the spacious courtyard of the tapestry residence, Bayu greeted the new housekeeper down from the top floor.

"on top of the den, sorry emm seemed to be fighting. aunt accidentally heard when delivering tea earlier." the woman looked down. pitting at her employer's son. "as she was talking about non-stars."

the words of the housekeeper managed to explore the curiosity in the heart of Bayu. star? what was?

all those questions disturbed the recesses of his heart, walked quickly and slowed his pace when it was near his parents' second room which was not closed tightly. standing behind the wall Bayu first listened to her parents quarrel.

"What exactly is in your brain Sar? do you have a heart for your own child?" Hardi rugana shook his head in frustration.he got news from his men a few days ago his wife met his son-in-law.

not to meet kangen or ask for news, but to give the Pill and force his daughter-in-law to drink it. Hardi never thought, he thought his wife had changed but in fact not at all.

"why are you angry like this har, I'm doing this because this is best for our son." sari defended herself.

"what's the best? separating our son from his wife is good from where?"

"i don't want to separate them, I just want our family's successors to be born from the womb of women who are educated and dignified to us. And stars don't meet that criteria, she said, so I decided to get the star to take the pill so as not to have children." Sari was so loud she spoke like that.

brack...

the loud bang of the door made the two old men turn their heads.

sari widened when she saw her son standing with tightly clenched hands, her eyes glaring sharply.his face flushed a sign of restraining immense anger.

"so right, mama's forcing the stars to take the KB pill?" asked Bayu coldly.

"honey, Bayu mama did this for your good.you don't need to divorce the stars.but you will marry Rena a classy and educated woman to give birth to the descendants of our family's successors." sari approaches her son but her hands are on the tepis.

"it's selfish ..." Bayu smiled cynically.

"it's not for my own good, it's for my mother's good."

"why did mom do this? why ma?" Bayu squeezing his own hair "mama know, mama's actions make my marriage almost destroyed.I am ashamed of the star ma, want to put where my face? in the star family, I was very well received by both of her parents, but here, my wife does not get the same treatment. mama told my wife it's like a maid in front of friends Arisan mama.my wife is not that low ma'am" the baby cried out in frustration.

sari was surprised, from where Bayu knew about that day.the day where to use his daughter-in-law like a maid.

Hardi who saw his son looked chaotic could only understand the scream.he knew the disappointment was being felt by his son.

"where do you know, the stars complain to you?. See, he's not a good daughter-in-law, he complained excessively to you bay.Mama only asked for help because aunt was home at that time. the star also undertakes her." Sari still defends herself.

"the star never complained about my mama's ill-treatment, she kept her alone despite her hurt self-esteem. My star was a good wife ma. aunty who told me." Bayu sighed softly.

"what!" ,sari.

"i'm disappointed in you ma, I think a sincere mama turns out not to. for the first time I hate mama."

sari prevents her son from coming out of her room. "don't go bay, don't.you have to trust her."

"just ma, I'm sick of the drama you're making. Don't show up in front of me until the stars want to come back to me." Bayu said firmly and coldly.

sari roared on the floor, her son's speech so heart-wrenching that of a mother.

***

Bayu drove the car at high speed, his heart was messy and disappointed.his mama did a despicable deed and almost made him lose his beloved wife.

until in front of the apartment door, Bayu knocked on the door slowly.when the apartment owner opened the door, Bayu immediately bent his legs and knelt before him.