THE STAIN OF THE PAST

Chapter 50. Athala and Kania.

Suddenly Kania felt someone hugging her body from behind. Kania turned her face wanting to see who dared to do that with her.

Kania is shocked to learn that Athalla is embracing her body. How did the man get out of his engagement. Kania's cry broke out seeing the heart puja in front of her at this moment.

Athalla asked Kania to stand up and bring the woman back to her breast. Without being able to bear it, her hands also hugged the man's body.

"I'm sorry for everything. Sorry for making you cry. Sorry for making you disappointed and sad. Sorry me. I love you. No matter how much you are angry at my mistakes. One thing you need to know is that my heart stays for you. I'm sorry, yeah."

Athalla's remarks made Kania tighten her embrace even more. He knows this is wrong. Athalla is engaged and belongs to someone else. However, he still could not contain his feelings. Kania wanted to hug her lover.

"I know it hurts you a lot. However, you need to know Kania, the pain you feel is also I feel. I was forced to accept this engagement because I didn't want Mami to follow Papi's departure. My mom's my only parent right now."

Kania stretched her arms and looked at Athalla's face questioningly. What did Athalla say if the Papa died?

"But you're dead, Mom?" asked Kania with a hoarse voice due to the crying. Athalla just nodded his head.

Kania understood what Athalla was doing. It must be sadder now than Kania felt. Engagement without the presence of a complete parent.

Without both of them being aware, Syafa who followed Athalla in silence saw all the scenes earlier. He did not dare to approach. From a distance he could deduce what had happened.

"Surely, Athalla will always be quiet with me. It was obvious that he had to do all this. Mas Athalla has had a lover," Shafa murmured to himself.

Kania realizes that everything has become God's destiny. Maybe he and Athalla aren't a match. Kania has to let go and let go of everything.

"We are two people who once had the same feeling but are not destined to continue together.Perhaps, God brings us only to know each other not to have each other. Go back inside, Mom. I don't want Mami to know if you're with me right now."

With a heavy heart Kania finally asked Athalla to leave. He will also begin to let go of his love. Maybe it won't be easy. The wound was torn a second time.

"Come, Mas! I don't want any misunderstanding. I'm willing to let you go. Maybe your happiness is not with me. Go, Mas. If you really love me, let go of your love. Love should not have. Don't make me hate your Mami more if you know you're with me here" Kania said.

"Kania I won't be able to forget you. I will not be able to love another woman but you. I'll cancel this engagement. We'll go far away both."

Athalla fell silent at Kania's question. He will never be ready to lose his Mama and will not be able to release Kania sincerely. Athalla is like eating simalakama fruit. Followed by the mother, she will be hurt. Followed by the heart will lose Mami.

Kania knows that Athalla must be worried about choosing between herself and Mami. Kania does not want to be an option and does not want to be chosen if there will be a wounded heart, a mother's heart. Kania can feel how she suffered life without parents.

Kania does not want Athalla to choose him later, but the sadness that he will continue to feel because he does not get the blessing of parents. Kania holds Athalla's hand.

"Listen to me, Mom. It's not goodbye, Mom. It's a thank you. Thank you for coming into my life and giving me joy, thank you for loving me and receiving my love in return. Thank you for the memories I will cherish forever. Remember me with a smile and a laugh, for that is how I will remember you. If you can only remember me with sadness and tears, then don't remember me at all. Go awayl. Rest assured happiness will surely come to you for being devoted to your parents."

Kania begged Athalla to go into the room again. With a heavy heart and coercion from Kania, Athalla finally wanted to enter.

"I will always love you, today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow and forever. I will try until we can be reunited. I'm sure there will be a way for us to be together" Athalla said before entering.

Athalla has promised to be forthright with Syafa. If it was the girl who ended up choosing to step down, maybe Mami would not be able to force her again.

Kania stared at Athalla's back who was walking away from entering the event building. Shafa, who saw Athalla enter, also entered.

After Athalla disappeared, Kania's cries finally broke back. As strong as he let go and let go, it would not be able to cover up his heartache.

Converting someone is when you want him to be happy with his choice.In the beginning it feels heavy, but let him go. Create a new era in your life by letting go of someone and accepting someone new. Evolve in your life by embracing the one who is out of time with you.

Sometimes, in life we have to learn to be sincere and let go. Describe what has passed, and let go of what should have gone. If you understand, letting go is not an easy thing. Farewell is painful sometimes, isn't it?

However, it is better to let him go if it is the best than to force something that cannot possibly last. Sometimes you have to let go of the sadness that has accompanied you all this time to find happiness again. There comes a time to let the one we love go for a choice. My happiness is to see you happy. Sometimes it is better to let go and let God decide. Only God can solve your life problems.

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