THE STAIN OF THE PAST

Chapter 42. Athalla's Apology.

"If that's true, take the woman you've taken her chastity to and marry her as soon as possible!"

Athalla was surprised to hear his mother's words. How could he marry a woman who had been snatched away by him. That means she has to marry Chika? To meet that woman alone Athalla would not want to marry her.

"Why should I marry that woman?" athalla asked disapprovingly of the opinion of her Mama.

Indeed, he was in a relationship that crossed natural boundaries with Chika, but that does not mean he has to be responsible with the woman.

If Chika doesn't sleep with Adit, maybe Athalla will take responsibility. Unlike the current, the woman was shown to also sleep with other men.

"You're so the man has to take responsibility. You should even have been whipped for the adultery you committed. Mami asks you to marry that woman just to cover up her disgrace. If she were to marry another man, what would happen when her husband found out he was not the first for his wife?"

Athalla took a deep breath. He can't cover up anymore about Chika. This is all so that Mami doesn't force anymore.

"I know what Mami said is true, but I can't marry Chika, even if I'm the first in her life" Athalla said.

"Why?" ask Mami. He just wants his son to be responsible for what he's done.

"Chika wasn't just sleeping with me. That's why I broke up with him. I'll take responsibility if I'm the only one who's been in contact with her."

Hearing Athalla's words Mami's body felt weak, she immediately sat leaning back. Mami did not run out of thought, what kind of association Athalla did before. How can one woman sleep more than a man.

Mami shook her head thinking about what happened and what Athalla used to do. Why did he never know about it? They knew after Athalla overdosed.

"Sorry, Mi. I was wrong and wrong. Mami must be very disappointed, but I promise to change and try to be the best."

Athalla said in a stern and slow voice. He was ashamed to remember his former caliphate. His sins are so great. Athalla approaches Mami and rests at her feet.

"I'm sorry, Mi. Mommy must be disappointed. Please forgive me again, for I am so sorry. I'm sorry to disappoint, Mommy. Accept my apology for ignoring your feelings." Athalla knelt before her mother.

"I know my behavior goes against everything that Mami and Papi have taught me. As a child, I didn't know what kind of apology I had to say. I don't know where to start the conversation either. I hope Papi and Mami are still left for your son who has too many shortcomings. Every drop of your tears will be my regret and a reminder to me to try to improve as a person you deserve to call a baby."

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Elsewhere, Kania is sitting on the deck or deck of a ship that will take itself to the city of Batam pensive itself. While looking at the waves that are chasing. Her tears could not be dammed anymore considering her love that ran aground as it began to develop.

Kania must be willing to separate for the happiness of the person she loves. After all Kania feels unworthy to be Athalla's companion.

He leaves Athalla, to prove to his Mami that he wants to change. That past incident was the fatal mistake he had made. Kania will prove that he deserves a good man like Athalla.

Since I can't be with you for now, I should be content with just dreaming about you and looking forward to our meeting later. My broken heart and I have agreed that we can never be together. That's why it's as good as I can try to let you go.

Tomorrow you will understand my choice, which is to go and find something uncertain. Perhaps, God brings us only to know each other, not to have each other. We are two people who once had the same feeling but were not destined to continue together. If I knew this sick farewell. I prefer not to know you at all.

It is undeniable that separation is often so painful and heartbreaking. Especially if the separation is only done by the side of the party which makes the pain may last long.

The happiness and sadness in life will come back and forth. Every day you can meet new people and part with old people. Sometimes not all meetings can give togetherness. Some even end in painful partings.

However, every goodbye and goodbye is not the end of life. Sometimes even from that breakup you get a lot of lessons.

Kania promises to come back with a different self. Before success, Athalla would not meet him. This separation was also a test of his love.

If Athalla and he are a match, they will be reunited. As long and as far as he goes, he will definitely be together again if he is a match.

There will be a time, without you planning, a soul mate will never be changed. There are times when you fight and be fought by someone. Be patient and focus on strengthening yourself. Be assured that Allah will present and show you the perfectors of your religion at the right time.

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Some quotes are quoted from google.