The Silent Facebook Account

Webbing

The clock showed at 8am, half an hour later the sentence was over. Activities outside the school have begun to be quiet, because learning activities have begun. However, there are students who leave the class for permission to go to the toilet or other activities that make them reasonable to leave the class.

Tuk.. Tukkp.. Tukkp..

The sound of shoes sounded like approaching.

"Ihh awewe eta meuni geulis pisan." (Women are very beautiful), said a man who walked from the east to the toilet with his friend passing the law student. It turns out that he is Rizal, Riri's 12th grade student F, the man with a sharp nose and a tall stature.

"Where's nu?" (which one?), asked Rizal's friend curiously.

The narrow-eyed girl glanced towards Rizal who passed by, with a distance not too far from where he was standing. Riri's heart was pounding very fast when he saw the idol of his heart, and heard their conversation curiously.

"No eta, no bodas kulanna!" (That one, whose skin is white!), exclaimed Rizal as he pointed towards one of the schoolgirls in the law.

Jleebb..

Hope does not fit with reality. Riri who has been to GR-an becomes down because Rizal points towards Dini who is Riri's classmate. Dini who accidentally heard their chatter was shocked, to make the tiny face of white skin reddened, because she blushed embarrassed to hear the speech of the 12th class F.

"Oh, sugan tea nu eta zal, whereas it fits pisan da!" (Oh, kirain that is zal, but it fits perfectly), said Rizal's friend while pointing at Riri, by heating up Rizal using a high tone, with a high tone, let his words be heard by those who are in the law.

"Ih teu hayang, jeung maneh we nu eta mah ah." (Ih don't want ah, that's for you), said Rizal acting cynical while shrugging his shoulders.

Haha..

Rizal's friend laughed out loud. While the other 6 students who were in the law were whiny while looking at Riri, because they heard the chatter of Rizal and his friend. Except for Lina who felt sorry for Riri.

Because the chatter is heard by those who are being punished. Rizal and his friend were embarrassed, so they immediately ran to their destination.

Either looking for attention, or just making jokes that are funny to him, to humiliate others in such a way. For them it may be a satisfaction or a pleasure only, but not for those who are the subject of ridicule.

Riri just kept quiet, and had to endure the sadness of hearing the words from Rizal that made Riri disappointed. The feeling he had been feeling for almost 3 years was bitter. He should try to let go and dispose of the feelings he had been holding back for so long with an unrequited feeling.

The girl knew Rizal during the School Environment Introduction Period. At that time, Riri once gave a smile to Rizal, and he returned Riri's smile. To him, he was a very friendly man than any other man. So, he always remembered the incident, and put his feelings to him secretly.

However, the circumstances of the day made Riri's heart feel broken, Riri's heart like screaming, "why? Why does it have to be like this? Am I less beautiful? What's wrong with me? Is it because I'm too indifferent to my appearance? Ah, harboring feelings turns out to be more painful than I imagined. Moreover, the person I like prefers others." Riri said in a sincere heart.

Riri's head was bowed down with an increasingly clear position of respect, and held back the cry that he really wanted to let out, "huh, I can't cry, I have to be strong!" riri said in his heart, encouraging him who was fragile.

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After the sentence was completed, they returned to class to attend learning activities. Monday's lesson schedule is Indonesian. As usual, all students/schoolers are told to do assignments in groups, and each group consists of 4 people.

Everyone has got a group, while Riri and Lina do not have a group. So, they were randomly selected by the teacher's mother to enter another group.

"Huh, sucks." ketus Riri.

Riri got into the male group, as only that group was left and there was less than one person. While Lina, entered the group of women whose group members were less than one person.

Teng.. Teng.. Teng..

The doorbell rang, all students/schoolers dropped out of their classes. Riri came home alone on foot, while looking at the rice fields and the countryside is very beautiful, making Riri's heart feel calm. Even so, but still Riri always remembers what he has experienced.

"Assalamu'alaikum!" riri said as he entered the house and shook hands with Ambu who was sitting in the guest chair.

"Wa'alaikumussalam!" ambu Sahut.

"Mom, Riri went into the room ya." exclaimed Riri put on a badmood face.

"Kok lately Riri has always been moody anyway? What's up?" ask Ambu.

"It's okay, Mbu." said Riri while opening the door to his room.

Riri who looked gloomy went straight to the room and changed her school clothes. Riri pondered while looking out the window to calm down. Without feeling, the clock has shown at 14:05 WIB.

"Riri.i.i.i.i.i..i." a voice came from outside the house, and Riri approached her.

"Eh Lina, come in here!" riri yelled at him while taking him into the house.

"Yes Ri, let's go to cafe yuk! We're working on a paper that Ms. Diah asked for." asked Lina.

Bu Diah is a teacher who teaches Indonesian at Riri and Lina schools. Riri accepted his invitation.

"Hayuuu, I said Ambu first yes." said Riri.

Riri decided to do the task at the cafe while playing with Lina. Ambu also allowed with reason, Riri must eat first. After that, Riri can go with Lina.

After being in the cafe, and working on paper assignments. Riri noticed Lina who was playing Facebook. Because it looks exciting, finally Riri was interested in creating a Facebook account like Lina.

After he finished creating a Facebook account, he added friends by looking at photos and names of people he knew, and the rest he added friends with careless (facebook accounts of people he did not know). At that time, Riri was happy because he would have many new friends on Facebook.

The atmosphere of the cafe was quiet, because there were only 5 people there. Suddenly, Lina told Riri about her romance.

"Ri, I got a handsome guy on FB" Lina said.

"Oh yeah? How can? So, have you met?" ask Riri.

"Not yet hehe, but I have plans to meet with him later this year. You'll see me Ri!" take Lina.

"Oh, yes definitely dong dong dooong." said Riri gave a thumbs up, while giving a smile to his best friend.

Since then, Riri has been increasingly excited to use Facebook, so that he can get a girlfriend, as well as many friends like Lina, and immediately move on from Rizal the hebitan.

Because I realized that I was just a secret admirer, who couldn't have you. I don't want to continue to drag on in grief just because of you. Therefore, I will try to turn to another heart, so that I can forget you.