The Silent Facebook Account

The Silent Facebook Account
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The sun began to set in the western horizon, both Lina's parents had gone home, so Riri decided to go home.


On the way home, he walked while kicking small pebbles in the street. He came home with a heart so empty.


"Assalamu'alaikum." exclaimed Riri.


"Wa'alaikumussalam." said Ambu and Abah who were in the TV room not far from the living room and his room.


Riri went to the toilet to wash her face. After that, Riri went into the room and replaced it with a nightgown.


Huhhhhhhh!


Riri lay down on her bed, hugging a blue bolted pillow with her favorite cartoon motif, and staring at the white wall.


Riri also played a silly song on his phone and listened to the song using white earphones that he bought in the park when he was going to meet with Irwan.


"Is it my fault that you ignored me?" riri said sad with tears that were so heavy, because it was supported by a song that was in accordance with the feelings he had at that time, and made his heart more broken.


Triings..


The sms from Riri's phone rang.


Riri was happy, he hoped that Irwan would return the message. As he looked at his phone, it turned out that the incoming message was from Lina.


"Ri, Irwan bls cmc aq." (Ri, Irwan bales sms me).


The night felt like it was filled with a dark dordar sound. In fact, the night looked peaceful because of the sound of small animals to put together a sweet sound.


"Huh? Irwan bales a message from Lina? I texted him, but he didn't get a message from me. I sent him a message on Facebook and he just read it?" riri Gumam.


Riri felt jealous of Lina, because her idol preferred to reply to a message from Lina, rather than to tell her. He shed tears as he waited for his lover who never gave him news.


Riri decided to call Lina.


Tuutt..


The phone call was answered by his best friend.


"Hello Ri?"


"Yes Lin, how is it? Irwan bales what to you?" asked Riri curiously.


"She just said hmm doang Ri." replied Lina.


"Lin, he didn't give me the news for 2 days. But he bales your sms. Hikkks, hikksss, hikksss." said Riri sadly.


"Why is he? Yes, I will be angry with him, it could make my best friend cry." replied Lina soothing.


Hikkss hikks..


Riri who heard Lina's words can make her heart feel peaceful and moved, because it has a friend who is very understanding to her.


"Yes Ri, you don't cry anymore" said Lina to calm Riri's fragile heart.


"Yes Lin, thank you, yeah,"


"Yes, you're welcome."


They chatted with each other over the phone call, and the childish Lina could be a good listener for Riri.


He listened to his best friend's heart for almost half an hour. Because it had been heard adhan maghrib, they finally decided to end the phone call.


Riri also re-thought while staring at the screen of his cellphone, he waited for news from his lover.


Ckliikk the sound of the door handles of the room sounded like someone wanted to open it.


"Ri, pray first!" exclaiming Ambu who can not open the door to Riri's room because it is in the key from the inside. So, Ambu knocked on Riri's room door, and called her to get Riri out of the room and immediately pray.


"Yeaha Ambu!" sahut Riri wiped her tears.


Riri immediately opened the door of his room which he locked using a cellot. He immediately rushed out of his room and went to the bathroom to wash himself with ablution water.


After finishing the prayer, Riri's heart felt so calm. So as to make him not feel the sadness that he experienced.


Riri went to his bed and took his phone which had no text notification at all.


"Ah, I made a status on Facebook" he said while opening his Facebook account.


Profiles


Rhie Eanx Clallu


Living in Bandung City


Working at PT Searching for Love Sejati


"Hmmm, what status do I make?"


Riri thought of a sentence that fit his heart. So, he typed that status with the feeling that was in his heart.


Rhie Eanx Clallu


If my presence is not desired, it is okay. .


Let me try to realize that I don't deserve to be around you.


Riri's status that is being upset does not use writing that is quite better. So that makes it a little bit wise in controlling the turmoil, using clear writing.


As usual, that status was instantly in the crowd by a male friend on his Facebook.


What : Knp nenx? (Why neng?)


Where: Knp nenx? Crita ma aa's. (Why neng? Same story aa)


Whan : Pntez koq. (It's good)


To : Cma aq ajh. (Just like me)


Shi : Galau


Angan : At dkat qu ajh. (Near me only)


Not long after he made the status, the comments came to make Riri dizzy, because his inbox was getting more and more.


"There are so many inboxes" said Riri.


Trong..


Suddenly, a text message rang from Riri's phone.


1 message not read


He opened the message immediately.


"Ri mff ea, aq gx ngasih tw qmu klw aq sbuk krja. Td aq lg bgt, aq puzink. Jd aq mrah2 ama qmoe., mff ea."


(Ri sorry, I didn't tell you I was busy. I was busy, I was dizzy. So I'm angry with you, sorry!)


It turned out that the incoming message from Irwan, made Riri smile back, because he was waiting for his lover.


"Yes gpp." replied Riri, even though his heart was broken for him.


They sent messages to each other, but not for long. Because the time had started at night and Irwan had started to get sleepy because of his activities that made him feel tired.


"Huh, not very sensitive to be a person, already know I miss him. I can understand him too, if he's busy. At least tell me cake! So I also understand that he is busy." muttered his sour face.


If you're tired of me, please tell me even if it hurts my heart and my feelings.


If you don't want me, I'll try to understand. Because I realize that I'm not perfect like other women.


Then, don't hang my feelings, and you defend me, because you feel sorry for me. Inner Riri.