The Shadow of Love Polwan

Lake of memories

"cici, wait!" al said pulling the wrists of the cici.

"what's the matter with you?" tanya Al was confused by the cici's attitude

"why didn't you tell me that you're not Albert, you're not the proud man?" tanya cici with teary eyes.

"i guess you've known who I am for almost four months, we get to know each other almost every day we communicate there's no way you don't know who I am!" la said that seen from the look on his face he was very disappointed.

"so you blame me? deservedly every body I was close to you but my heart was far away" said the cici who began to pour her hardness of heart all this time.

"what do you mean?" ask Al who doesn't understand.

"the first time I met that haughty man Albert my feelings became erratic in contrast to yours, yes I knew you were a very nice, sincere man whatever you would do to me, no matter what, but my feelings for you are different from the feelings I felt when my eyes met Albert's eyes" she said

"sorry I'm Al, I didn't mean to hurt your heart, this is my feeling, this is what I feel, I'm so happy to see you you're so nice but once I find out I'm so disappointed in you, why would you hide this. It's the same you want to torture your own feelings Al" continued Cici dripping clear liquid.

"you don't need to apologize, I'm wrong I'm too selfish, too ambitious to have you!" al said regretfully as he pulled the chirp into his arms.

"i beg you after you know this don't leave me" continued Al whispered in his sneaky ear,

"sorry" said the cici releasing his embrace

"let me think about this" he continued, leaving the place where Al was silent.

***

leaving the hospital empty-eyed, feelings of hate, resentment, anger, sadness mixed into one.

why is this all happening to me? why is it that when I start to feel what sweet love is in hempas right by my own feelings, the person I consider to be like a second home where I complain why would he have the heart to hide all this? why Al? and you're a haughty man why are you leaving? when I started liking you, you went to see now where we found you when you had a family.

"god did I misrepresent the man who now has a wife? if it's wrong please lose this feeling, I beg you. hiks hyks" said cici venting his frustration.

"i hate you guys, I hate you Albert Danendra I hate Aldrich Danendra you two!" chanted Cici by the lake,

he did not pay attention to the views of people around the lake who while looking at Cici crying, shouting emotional pouring in his heart.

" Yahoo!" shouted Cici with all her might.

"Let'soo!" shouted a man who was beside Cici.

opening her eyes then Cici glanced towards where the man was standing.

"you..."

" a haughty man?" tanya Cici nodded her head,

he was afraid of guessing wrong, but now he could see they had a difference in terms of dress, hair especially with the scent of his body, the scent of Bert's body always hypnotized me,

"yes, bebel" Bert answered flatly without expression, different from Al who was always sweet with Cici.

"why are you here? what don't-don't!" cici scrunched her forehead by pointing at Bert's face.

"don't-don't what?" tanya Al brushed off the hand of Cici who was a little more touching his pointed nose.

"uh uh? come on baby, you never turn too confident" replied Relaxed Bert.

hearing the word baby from Bert made Cici's heartbeat impossible, a feeling she felt when she first heard it from Bert, but now in a different atmosphere the time and place were different.

"ballo!" bert waved his hand in front of the face of Cici who was daydreaming.

"e-iya" said Cici nervously by throwing her face towards the lake.

"no change, you love to look at my handsome face,

"idih pede lu, here many times a handsome man, Maco, rich not you alone haughty master sometimes your spiciness exceeds cholesterol capacity" said Cici.

"didn't you miss me being a pussy?" bert asked who suddenly the atmosphere turned silent.

slowly Cici advanced her face close to Bert's face just a few centimeters away.

"eeh why close to me, do you want to kiss me, do not like it" said bert with pura scared.

"no, I don't miss a haughty man like you, don't miss remembering you just don't exist, and one more don't be a pariah, the kind of way you're a teenage girl I'm going to touch" annoyed Cici a little hold back laughter looking at Bert's eyes glaring when he said teenage woman.

"oiya, why are you here?" ask Cici.

flashback off 📌

after Clara is examined by a doctor, Bert leaves Clara and tells her to rest, he decides to go out in search of the wind to be able to win himself, and,

"i'm happy because I can see you back Cici, I'll be happy when you're happy soon you'll be my sister-in-law, funny not my love always ends in pain, now my love is my sister-in-law" Bert murmured with a laugh even though his heart was not.

Bert walked leisurely to the room where the little boy was being treated for cancer, there he can get happiness by making the child laugh at least it can eliminate their pain even if only temporarily.

while passing through the park Bert saw Cici and Al were having a serious conversation, he thought maybe they were both having a little fight, anyway a fight in the relationship was normal, normal,

Curiously Bert watched them, yes even though he could not hear what they were saying, when watching Cici cry Bert felt his heart ache like a slashed knife, he said, there was a furious feeling of seeing Al which made Cici cry.

when he wanted to get close to Cici and Al, his steps stopped he remembered that who he was? what are their rights in their relationship? so he just became a spectator of the drama, which is more heartbreaking is Where when Cici fell into Al's arms, that's where Bert decided to leave them both there.

now the direction that originally wanted to leave the room where the children who had cancer, now changed. Bert decides to go to the lake where he spends a romantic evening with Cici for his last.

sitting by the lake by throwing small rocks while saying his annoyance.

from the corner across the lake Bert saw the woman he knew who else was if not Cici, who was alone looking very sad.yelled followed by a scream that could not be heard clearly by Bert.

feeling compassion he decided to accompany Cici on the basis of friendship no more. yes only in the mouth but not in the heart.

flashback on 📌

" it's up to me where this is going to be a public place, here is a place where I can pour sadness and can remember the good times I went through with you for the last time and it will not be possible to repeat it again but if the power wills what can do" said bert relaxed.

"i'll name this lake a lake of memories" he continued looking into Cici's eyes.

hearing that Cici just gawked in disbelief that the haughty master was still recalling the sweet memories for the first time that I felt in my life.