The Shadow of Love Polwan

The Shadow of Love Polwan
same feeling at different times



"are you worried about her?" tanya El saw Winda pacing back and forth praying for Geof's safety.


stopping his steps then looked at El's face with a frown


"how I didn't worry about him, he sacrificed his life just to save me" said Winda directly sitting in front of the room chair.


"hmm you're right, it seems like the man was very sincere in helping you, so he was willing to sacrifice his own life if he didn't consider yourself important in his life" El said trying to display his smile.


there was no response more than Winda who he hoped for now Geof's recovery.


feelings are feelings.


yes, even though we have been separated for years.


not together, not as close as before


but.


that feeling still exists.


still same.


just for your lipop.


as hard as I try to forget the good memories first,


it's getting harder to remove those traces.


what do I have to do now?


I'm hoping we'll be found soon enough to start a new chapter again,


even if the first one fails,


hindered by my mind


and the wishes of my parents.


I have been successful now


I'm the one who's gonna make you happy, man,


but why would I come when you've forgotten your past,


when your heart is no longer for me


but for a man who is willing to sacrifice his life by still being able to display a smile,


so that you don't worry.


now I can what win?


do I have to fight or mengiklhas right?. Inner El unconsciously he dripped clear liquid.


***


from the morning before noon Cici was waiting for Winda to the point that he had spent a snack that might have just been bought by the widow.


feeling annoyed while waiting never to come, on his cellphone phone fell asleep on the nightstand next to his bed.


"where's Lo win? what until mossy here I wait for people who do not necessarily come to approach me. Geez can usually be in a state of gini-poetic" said Cici decided to immediately go out and leave the apartment Winda.


before leaving for Cici's office took the time to visit granpa, because Raymond was discharged from the hospital today.


***


"are you sure sir with this decision" asked Jeo ascertain, how not he has worked hard to exert all his men and spend quite a lot of money, he said, when what you are looking for is in sight, why step back when you finish a little more,


"you know I'm jeo? I never mess with my own words" Raymond said firmly.


"i'm sorry sir, if it's your decision then we will do it" said Jeo inevitably he had to give in, but there's a point in what Raymond said, telling Cici about who Raymond really is is going to shock Cici,


"but he should know that he is your grandson sir!' jeo continued full of emphasis, Jeo just wanted to see Raymond who he already regarded as his older brother was happy from his black past.


"who should know that she's granpa's granddaughter? meaning granpa?" cici asked in surprise at the serious conversation between the two middle-aged men,


making Raymond stared intently at Jeo who barely mentioned the name of his grandson,


"come here son" said Raymond patted his mattress and gave a code to some of his men including Jeo to leave them both to make room to talk.


Cici approached and sat down next to Raymond.


"what did granpa mean that night that granpa was having trouble with granpa's granddaughter?" tanya Cici remembers her first meeting with Raymond in the park that night.


"yes, rather he didn't know that he had a granpa" Raymond said


"wow, for sure it will make him surprised after knowing, emm can be called suprise but" said Cici hanging somewhat hesitantly continued his sentence.


"but what,?" asked Raymond curiously.


" i'm sure he'll be disappointed one day if he finds out, yes I don't know what granpa's reason for hiding it, I hope everything will be okay" cici replied with a sweet smile.


"you always calm me down with the words you say" murmured Raymond stroking Cici's hair.


"oiya granpa can go home today, right? if that's what I'm gonna drive you, can't granpa?"


"granpa can go home, but granpa will return to Malaysia today" said Raymond made Cici surprised


"why sudden?" cici asked, she felt sad when she knew Raymond was leaving,


just now I feel like it's warm to have a granpa, like my other friend. But why for just a moment why do people I love always leave, should I not feel that happiness for a moment?. Inner Cici held back the dam of her tears.


"because granpa is an important affair that can not be left alone" Raymond replied gently he could see the sadness in the eyes of his grandchild, there is a sense of happiness because Cici began to feel comfortable when with her


"later if the time is right, the granpa business is finished, I will come back here and bring you to my house to meet my beloved Princess" continued with attention so that Cici understood.


"alright then" said Cici forced a curved smile, he had no right to forbid the middle-aged man who was in front of him, after all he felt I was a nobody, what right I have,.


"today's my last day here and I'll meet my beloved granddaughter Cici, if I can hold you, son, just for a second" said Raymond, who received approval from Cici


in a warm embrace at all times the same comfort Cici spilled a clear liquid that could not last longer,


"i'm sure I'm gonna miss you granpa"


"i'll miss my granddaughter too" she kissed Cici on the forehead before leaving the hospital, Raymond didn't want to take Cici away to drive her, it would make her feel heavy to go.


coincidentally this is Al's hospital, he decided to walk into Al's room to share today's story,


while walking with Casual steps Cici narrowed his eyes to see the woman sitting in front of the IGD door looking towards the front like she was losing her way.


"Siris? why her?" mumbling cici


He immediately ran to Winda


"Winda" scolded Cici felt sorry to see the face of the winda that had been swollen.


"what's this?" tanya Cici slowly grasped the hand of Winda.


Winda also recounted the events that befell him and Geof, crying sobbing in Cici's arms, how shocked to hear the chronology of the incident, can feel Vinda very trembling, he said,