
The cold of the bed did not make Ans feel pain because he was used to meditating every three months. The room used by Monica is a cement room. Obviously, the body is used to it.
The face that began to return to normal with regular breathing resuscitated Ans that Monica had picked up the dreamland. Even so, he did not intend to leave his woman. For a moment want to know the human body that is now part of his life.
He never thought he would have the chance to be someone's lover. Especially being the father of a child. As a monster, he is self-aware of the natural conditions that require him to live alone. If the world is busy reading vampire stories. There are soul monsters, too.
Well, he's a soul month. But because the exchange of souls that are done runs perfectly without obstacles means, then life becomes a walking hell that is used to help humans. One chance of life was obtained but instead he saw the family one by one died.
Again, who wants to know his real age? Ans was not a young man of twenty but he was already ninety-nine years old. His face did not change after he was an adult. All of that is because the energy in the body always burns dead skin cells which are the main cause of premature aging.
The blood flowing in his body is more potent than chicken cemani blood. If one were to perform a ritual, then it was better to use only his blood. Unfortunately no one knows so Ans is still safe because he always hides his identity from the public.
The world is filled with many deceptions including what is invisible. Both humans and other creatures will always try to get their goals and some do not care about the brunt that can be a problem in the future.
"Where areyou? I'm worried about you." Kevin hugged the picture frame of Monica on his study desk. He felt lonely because the friend was lost like swallowed by the earth.
It could have made a report to the police but still not twenty-four hours. Now you can only wait for time because all the places have been explored and the results are nil. Nobody saw Monica.
Tired after running around like a top makes the man sleep enjoying dreamland. A body that feels hot shaking feels frightened when asleep and then jumped in shock because of a scary dream. Heartbeats pounding so fast.
"What dream was that? Why did I see Monica holding a baby but the baby was on fire." Kevin rushed to wash his face to get back awake, then hurriedly picked up the paper and pen.
His fingers were so deftly scribbling the paper into a painting. For two minutes finally a picture made his eyes narrow trying to pay attention to detail without exception. The picture was indeed Monica who looked happy but the baby, was completely incomprehensible.
Time gives Kevin the clue of Monica's current condition, but the man is just an ordinary human being who has many flaws. A picture that seemed to him indistinct. It is precisely the life of a happy friend to get a loved one after a long time.
Time moves on into the night. A tired body now feels fresh again once awakened, "His comfort. Ans, where are you?"
The voice of the call reached the place where Ans was preparing for something else. The man rushed out of the next room and approached the lover who was already awake. A welcoming smile helps Monica to get out of bed.
There is no question other than to guide the lover into the next room. Where there is a gurney for lying down and some medical equipment used for self-examination. This time he had to do something that made sense.
At least Monica won't complain or think too much. He asked his girlfriend to do everything she said. The girl was very downhill and remained happy. It really feels so sad when what is obtained is good but what he will do will definitely hurt.
Without waiting for long he applied the gel to Monica's stomach. Well, he was doing the USG which is now visible on the monitor screen. At first the Beloved did not understand what it was because he had just woken up but slowly began to realize what he was doing.
The look in Monica's eyes stared so intensely at him that she didn't even blink. He knew that look was on him. "At this time you're pregnant and she's the baby-to-be who's going to be our child."
"How is that possible? Aren't we ...," Monica's words stopped at once remembering what had happened.
Slowly, memories begin to hit reality. So everything that is done in the dream has finally come true or what? He is really confused about the current situation.
Ans helps Monica wake up, then holds the girl's body into her arms. "I know you're very confused about this but here's the fact that you're pregnant with my son."
"I really don't know what else to say but there's something else you should know about me. Monica, I'm not actually human. This body is true just like your body only my soul is not the same as yours.
"Maybe you remember about the seance ritual performed in the villa. The ritual aims to exchange the soul from an already lifeless body possessed by a dead soul.
"I am one of them. Not as a victim but only as a victim. I proved the results of the ritual and I realized that this self is not a whole human being. I am a soul monster that could endanger mankind.
"I'm being honest with you today because you're pregnant with my son. The truth of my identity should not be said just that circumstances forced me to tell the truth. I know, this isn't fair to you. Monica is more than the truth of who I am, there's still something you need to know.
"If people out there call me more by the name of a soul monster. So I believe myself to be just a body with a soul that no longer breathes. Do you still want to be with me and have our baby?
"This baby Monica will not only bring you suffering but may also take life at stake. So think carefully before giving a decision, whatever your wishes will be obeyed." Ans concluded after being honest without giving a pause to be strong to explain who he is.
Honestly, it is an inviolable obligation. Just like Ans did. The man gives what is rightfully Monica and does not intend to be binding to know who she is. He doesn't want any more secrets because fate has said something else.
Monica's silence was a question mark. He had no idea what the girl was thinking or feeling. His heart beat was pounding so fast that he was afraid of the girl's decision, which he might reject.
But suddenly the hand reply that was coiled around his waist as his face looked up at him looked so calm. "I don't care who you are because to me, you are a good human being and a man I love.""
"Do you know, Ans. A woman can leave her man but I as a mother don't want to be selfish. How can I risk my son's life for my own? It doesn't matter to me if you're a monster or whatever.
"Over this time, you're a responsible man even willing to help a stranger in distress. Other humans can not be like you who still obey the ego will greed. At first I thought this love was clapping one hand but now I realize.
"You love me too, and what else should I worry about?" monica asked to end her heart confession.
Monica's statement made Ans breathe a sigh of relief. Although not completely calm. One truth has been revealed and it is time for a second truth that may change the girl's decision. Even if Monica made the change she wouldn't have fussed about it.
Monica frowned because she did not understand the purpose of Ans just trying to digest it. Ans who realized his confusion suddenly did something to make him understand. The man took a knife that he always carried.
Then slice a few fingers to prove that the blood has excess. He also did not forget to take a jar with an animal that was almost dying from running out of oxygen. The jar was opened, then a drop of blood was allowed to fall on the head of the animal.
At first the animal looks convulsed even weak helpless but in the next second it looks fresh fit like it never experienced dying. The scene is real and there is no manipulation.
"This is the difference between me and a human being. It could be that using my blood to make the injured person heal again just for that matter, the risk is too great that the person would be the same as me.
"Although it was only slightly exposed to my blood droplets. My impure soul will make other people as contaminated as you are. Especially now that the one in that womb is my son.
"In outline he will have the same strength and blood. Do you know the big risk when giving birth to it, then the stakes are your life and my life. Here when you are having difficulties I can feel but when I am experiencing distress only our children can feel.
"This blessing cannot be broken or ignored. One of us will always stay but maybe not the other. Are you able to always see me as you are now but your body is aging."
The explanation was too fast to make Monica silent not to interrupt. The girl simply held herself back from listening while trying to understand with her remaining common sense. The pain cannot be felt when it is left.
"When other children will grow up. Then our son will stop at the same age as me. Even if I could turn your blood into the same blood as mine, the chances of saving would still be minimal. Monica, I'll still give you one choice.
"Continue or cancel? The final choice and decision is in your hands." said Ans ended the recognition of both like an express train that immediately reached Surabaya.
The man tried to remind Monica of every risk she would take and pass. But the girl didn't seem to care about it. He knows how stubborn a Monica is. Especially if you have faith in destiny that is already in the hands. It is not wrong to be ambitious.
She was grateful when Monica said she had received their baby and was about to give birth to him. Whatever it is will not change the reality when it is destined it will happen. But he will not be able to enjoy guilt if something happens between the two.
"Ans, I only want one thing: to enjoy the rest of my life with you because I've been sincere since I gave you the rights of a spouse. Do you know what? All this time I was thinking about what I lacked so you wouldn't come back to me.
"Then you came through a dream and I was very happy for it. If suffering were to be replaced now, I would no longer be concerned about it. As much as any suffering in this world, as long as you are with me. Then everything will be good."
The heart says yes but what else can it do? In addition to resigned to the desire of the heart although it does not deny the turmoil in the mind. Monica's decision remains the same. The girl wanted to go through a pregnancy that Ans said was just filled with suffering.
The two men try to complement each other. Time that makes life more colorful until not felt a month has passed. Ans' confession became the beginning of a new world but now Monica's body is just lying on an ice block bed.
Drastic life changes but the girl never once complained or groaned in pain. How stubborn the Beloved is to face difficulties during pregnancy. He never left the girl for the benefit of the world.
In addition to busy accompanying Monica, the man occasionally brought his lover to enjoy the fresh air outside just changing the mood that is needed by pregnant women. A couple trying to understand each other.
Now Monica's body looks so thin but her stomach is getting bigger. The girl was not able to enjoy food carelessly and had been prepared by Ans to keep getting nutritional intake. If the world is busy reading vampire novels, the man is busy caring for prospective children who make the lover must be strong to survive.
While on the other hand, Kevin is getting tired of not necessarily direction. Of the many destinations of the road even the old people who have been visited but did not find a single way to find the existence of Monica. The longer he doesn't calm down when nightmares always come.
The hope is that wherever the woman is always healthy and in the care of the Creator. There are already three images of the same and all that adds to the anxiety of his heart besides Monica is doing goodbye. Honestly he really wished he could find out before the premonition he felt actually happened.
The students still continue to come in and out of the faculty but Kevin is increasingly reluctant to study. All of his time was spent on searching. The man's fear was also being watched by Bryan and Fatih. Of course there is a sense of guilt for making a sincere man have to be distraught.
Silence does not mean they do not know what Kevin did, even anyone who can be a clue has been removed so that Kevin does not find the whereabouts of Monica who is now in their home.
Wicked? No. gabe. Everything was done for Kevin's sake as well so they tried to make sure everything went the way the big brother wanted it. For three months there are no obstacles from the outside.
Ans wishes that no one would approach their home without the permission of the host. It doesn't feel like days change weeks, and weeks change months. Monica's pregnancy was really very unsettling.
The woman always used up more blood than usual. When the first month only spent one bag per week, then turned into four bags per week but now it can spend two bags a day.
While the blood must be obtained from the hospital which of course with logical reasons. The three brothers also had blood transfusions. At least minimize people's suspicions because they just want Monica to be able to stay in good shape until giving birth and seeing her own child. All will be done for the good of mother and child.
A moonless night with no stars adorns the cloudless sky. Ans is trying to calm Monica who looks so angry. After a long time the girl was not strong with the pain that was increasingly slashing the kink.
The whimper was so weak that Ans was even more heartless. "Do you want to give birth now?" tanyanya also felt pain because the baby was trying to free himself.
Monica shook her head slowly. He did not know what the baby wanted it just felt like a hand was tearing apart the wall of his womb. The pain was very sick but he did not want to see the gaze of the lover was getting weaker.
Right now he needs more spirit than suffering that might just make him more helpless. "May I ask you something?" monica asked as if she felt she had to say what she wanted to say.
Almost three months of silence without doing anything and giving little complaint. The heart expects something simple. Ans nods to allow Monica to say a request that she feels is very important to listen to. The man helped the lover to sit down despite the difficulties.
"May I meet Kevin one last time." Monica's eyes lowered her eyes, making Ans realize the best friend should be by her side as well.
How do you find those two friends? When Monica's current state even has trouble waking up. I want to refuse but it is impossible. He nodded in acceptance of the lover's request.