The Secret Love Affair

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did not feel the long journey time had both taken, nena held back the steps of the knight when going to mamasuki his parents' house.

nena took over her suitcase from the hand of the knight "fly you go home, it's late afternoon!" nena

"but na, I still want to talk to you longer?"

"it's best to just go home and rethink what I say, because when you're with me you'll probably never feel the perfection of family, unlike when you're with your ribbon and your child"

"na, I've been trying to explain Aulia's moon to my son!"

nena put her index finger on the lips of the knight "aulia and ribbon are better appreciated than me who is disabled who cannot have a child!"

"na----- "

"let me talk bang! whatever your decision will be, I will accept it and if you release me with a breastplate, then no one will be hurt by our relationship, I'll always know you as the best man I've ever known, I love you so much, but when the road predestines us to be apart I've gone to him, because this must be all the best for both of us.

"i wait for your talaqh bang, and I wait for your decision in the next trial" said Nena last

she wanted to cry and talk about what she was feeling for Nena about her confusion, fear of losing her, and her future.

Without asking permission the nena satria hugged the body tightly and Very tightly "i will think about what you say" the knight let out a long sigh "promise me whatever I decide you'll still be my nena, the Nena I knew before we got married??" satria looked at nena

nena nodded at the words of the knight "heart2 yah bang home" and asked the knight to leave his house with a subtle speech

"i go home, take care of yourself" the knight grabbed Nena's shoulder, his eyes gesturing for her permission to do something she thought she had to when she was leaving Nena.

nena nodded her consent sign

satria immediately landed a kiss of her lips on nena's forehead

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zyan looked at the face of mamih elza wanted to immediately spill the gunda gulana he was feeling.

"why is it with this single mamih" asked Elza "you're crying zyan? what makes your eyes so strong that they can shed tears?"

"mih, I blame you?"

"doesn't you understand?"

"i love a married woman!"

"yes you are wrong zyan! who are you telling me she's nena?"

zyan nodded "but I really love him mih, if I hadn't eaten a ribbon, maybe I wouldn't have married him and my wedding plans would have gone well!"

"God has his own way of making all his servants happy" said Elza encouraging her son "even if he deserves to be happy with her husband, and mamih asks you to stop expecting the uncertain let alone to disturb their marriage"

"but what about zyan's feelings? as if zyan's soul and body were gone without Nena!"

"mamih and papih used to be separated for 7 years but God had other plans for both of us and with his ridhonya we were reunited and united in the marriage bond" said the mother "pray that Zyan will have a wonderful wisdom behind all this"

zyan looked at the words of mamih elza

"i approved my mamih a month ago, yes zyan agreed to go to Singapore to run a mamih business there" said zyan to believe his heart

"really son?" ask mamih elza

"yes, zyan is sure, because if zyan stays here it will only hurt Zyan's own feelings and interfere with Nena's happiness" he said

zyan and mamih elza hugged, the stability of his heart he believed, he would learn to forget about nena but not with his feelings. I don't know this is something that is very difficult for zyan, but he should try before saying no.