The Secret Love Affair

32

what are you looking for

you can't find in my heart

what do you want

I can't fill it anymore

maybe I'm not perfect

but my heart has you all my life

maybe I can't have you for the rest of my life

😫😥😥

the most beautiful time when with you

so deeply did I get lulled

I actually had hoped

I will have you forever

all my heart was broken

accompany my grief that lost you

I really can't afford to dissect the pain of my heart

to let go of your departure

🙅🙅🙅🙅

"assalamualaikum" said the guest in front of Nena's house

"wa'alaikum salam" answered the parents

"son zyan, let's go in?!" mother says

"how's nena sir?" tanya zyan while putting a parcel of fruits on the guest table

"Alhamdulillah has improved son, only this end2 more silence son!" sired

in Nena's room, I found nena standing looking out the window

"you're fine2 son, there's a zyan in front"

"let him go home Mom, I don't want to see anyone?"

"meet Nena for a moment, love her come from far away to meet you, I made you drink to zyan first!" mother left nena who was still sculpting

"this is nena, I live first nak zyan" said the father

Nena walked without paying attention to zyan, sitting next to his house on a large rock where he and his family used to chat

zyan smiled "I remember eating coconut milk here with you" zyan tried to remember the beautiful period2 with Nena

"what does the ribbon know about our relationship?" Nena spoke softly with a blank look in her eyes and did not listen to Zyan who was returning the good times first with her

"it looks like" zyan tucked his shoulders

"you know zyan, what's the connection between ribbon and knight?"

zyan fell silent, not wanting to tell nena what she knew but not a child who would tell her opponent's ugliness, because he wanted to know for himself and not from her

"i think my miscarriage yesterday had something to do with our unhealthy relationship zyan!"

"no Nena, don't think like that, it's real destiny!"

"i think we should end it soon zyan!"

"i can't Nena, please don't talk like that, I love you, I can't live without you!" zyan pleaded for nena

zyan tried to pull the hand of nena who was going to go into his house but his steps stopped when his body collapsed

bruugghh

zyan was snored by the loud bang on his stomach

"b*ngsat, why do you make me cry" said the knight who came suddenly

his second struggle happened

many crowds of people who witnessed the incident, a free spectacle reluctant neighbors to miss

"stoppp" shouted Nena "go you two from here!"

braakks

Nena slammed hard on her door, leaving her father and mother aghast

"why are you like this again Haah?" angry nena's father

"zyan go home" said my father

zyan staggered into his car

"come in and clean your wounds satria" said the father

regardless of the pain of his wounds due to his struggle with the zyan earlier, Satria unceasing2nya knocked on the door of nena's room

"unfortunately open, we need to talk!"

"Miss"

"Nena, want to open you can't stand by to solve the problem" said the mother and father along to call nena in her room

already passing magrib nena did not open the door of his room, after praying magrib satria knocked on the door nena back room

"honey, open you gotta eat!"

"Nena, get out Nena"

satria slightly raised her emotions

"Nena's out, you have to be clear if there's a connection you're with zyan?"

Nena opened her room

"not me to be clear, but you bang? what is your relationship with the ribbon, until the tape dares to lose my baby's life, why bang, why..?" nena cried hitting Satria's chest

"please, don't be like this"

"why don't you answer bang? wh why? or are you happy that you have lost my baby? get you from here bang! go" nena cried hysterically

mother and father calm the quarrel of the two couples, husband and wife,

"relax Nena, relax!" pinta mom

"satria boy, let nena feel calm first with us, you go home..

"let him go, ma'am, sir I don't want to see him again!" yell nena

"my father's mother said goodbye please take care of nena" said the knight softly he stared at nena with a heartache

I'm sorry nena, it's so hard for me to leave you like this, but I don't want to feel you sad about my presence right now

mother and father still calm themselves Nena, both parents are heavy to ask the knight to leave his house considering the late night and the rain that was wetting the earth