The Secret Admirer of Dusk

PRS 79'S. Only In The Heart

Andra was startled when she had just entered her room and heard the voice of her wife furiously, cursing with a loud voice. He even heard like a heavy thing had fallen.

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The man immediately ran quickly towards the source of the voice, because his mind was already wandering everywhere with negative thoughts. He thought that Dusk was angry because he forbade them to leave the house for the next month. Yeah, you guys didn't read it wrong, it's a month ahead. It is a Javanese belief that is still very thick, if a newlywed couple should not travel long before their wedding is 40 days old. Suddenly the two young people gawked in disbelief at the thing he had just heard.

Andra was surprised to find a 32-inch television in her room was already on the floor irregularly, while the wife was in the corner of the mattress covered her entire body with a blanket so that only the ends of the crown were visible. Andra approached slowly and tried to reach Dusk. Faintly the man heard sobs from inside the blanket that wrapped his wife's body.

"Dec, what's wrong with you? angry at being banned from going out? or sad that you're just gonna be cooped up in this house for the next month?" andra asked quietly and very carefully.

He saw a small movement from outside the blanket. Actually Dusk shook his head, but because he was wrapped in a thick blanket so his movement was not visible at all. Andra crawled up the mattress, venturing out to reach the blanket in Dusk. The girl's cry grew as the blanket blushed from her head. Dusk lowered, still turning his back to Andra.

"I'm sorry if you consider it outrageous to forbid us to go for a long time, maybe that's the best thing for us. Mas Andra was sure, everything he did, and what he said must have been for our own good," all the sentences that Andra said today are the longest sentences ever heard since they got married.

Again Dusk shook his head, making Andra increasingly clueless to his wife. He thought, cooking Dusk did not want to understand with his explanation just now. He refused to forgive eyeang, really it is not the nature of twilight. Think of that guy.

Then Andra went down from the bed to return the LED television to its original place. Dusk raised his head, peeking out from the messy crevice of his hair, watching what her husband was doing.

"Mmm-ma sorry Mas, Dusk accidentally fell on his face," said Dusk softly with sobs.

Andra reflex turned his head towards his wife, he frowned trying to digest what Dusk said, or he heard wrong. Then he walked back to his wife. On the soft side of the hair that feels wet and covers the face of ayu Dusk. He felt sad to see his beloved wife crying as much as that, really he just wanted to see Dusk laugh happily as usual days, as before when he always looked at her from a distance.

"Sir, Dusk.. Why are you?" patiently he stroked the head of the Twilight. "Don't cry! you make Mas sad," Andra's voice sounded soft but there was firmness in it.

Slowly Dusk turned around, but did not dare to look at the husband's face.

"I'm sorry Mas, I accidentally threw his fingers with a pillow. Don't know the tightness keeps falling, if damaged how?" the girl came back crying.

Andra gawked, she had already thought of something far away in space and it turned out that Dusk was just scared and crying because of a small thing. The man smiled with relief, apparently not because of the prohibition of his wife's eyes so rampage and cry.

"No need to think about the problem of his division, no papa even if it is damaged. Later Mas buyin again better for you, cup ya.." Dusk was silent at once hearing her husband's words, so easily she said buy again? he thought he couldn't believe it.

"Mas even thought if you were angry because of the prohibition of the eye earlier," Andra kissed softly at the twilight forehead.

Twilight shook her head after her husband's kiss came off, "i know what the ban was, I've heard it but just found out that it's true and still applies today. Dusk is not angry at all, juatru I'm grateful there is still always advising us and remind us, eyang really the best grandmother ever."

Andra smiled as she listened to the response of Dusk who was so respectful and loving to her grandmother as she loved Kumala's eyes. In the arms of the body of Dusk into his arms, channeling calmness to the wife so that her emotions are stable.

"Keep why did Adek throw tivi using a pillow?"

"Sorry, Mommy.."

The twilight froze, what was he worth to Andra? if you know Dusk, if Andra willing to turn over for your sake, can stroke your impromptu.

"So I saw that soap opera doom in tivi, the good guys in zolimi and the crowds, in the caci maki until he was crying on his knees still those people were heartless and kept talking badly to him. I don't accept Mas, I keep on throwing emotions at the bad guys. No idea it's on the floor, and so it is.." Unknowingly Dusk squeezed and hit Andra's chest holding her.

"Douh.." groaned Andra while grimacing in pain.

"I'm sorry, I'll be emotional again if you remember. Hiks," the girl will again cry, Andra immediately prevented her. "Hey, don't cry anymore, I'm not papa. I'm willing to be your samsak as long as you can be relieved and stop crying." Dusk smiled shyly to hear Andra's words that impressed dreadlocks, "Mas Andra ikh, can be a dreadlocks."

"Well, what's the gimbal? must be a dreadlocks," seduced Andra.

Dusk throws his lips.

"Nonsense. Mas seriously the same saying Mas earlier, whatever Mas Andra will do for your happiness, never sad again yes, let alone to cry like that earlier. My heart is hurting,"

Dusk looked into Andra's eyes as her husband said that, a sincere look and honesty that he found there. There is not the slightest element of covetous seduction or implicit lies.

How do you feel about me, actually? From your words and treatment towards me, I feel genuine affection. But why hasn't there been any recognition from you about your true feelings for me? Is it true that love does not have to be expressed and only felt?

Dusk rose from his mind as he felt a soft and supple touch on his lips, a sweet taste mixed with salt due to his tears. His eyes widened to see the husband who had closed his eyes kissing his lips with affection, and the hand that still held him tightly.

Is this your answer to my question just now? Do you love me, Mas? I would give my life, the most precious thing in me if you truly love me. Inner Twilight also closed the eyes.

Trying to resign and give the best service to Andra, if her husband really wants it. Though both are inexperienced, their inner instincts lead them to kiss each other, taste, and begin to deepen their kiss. At first it was just a kiss that stuck tightly and Andra began to open her mouth slightly to feel the sweetness of the lips of the wife, taste it gently and affectionately. Then he tilted his head to be able to deepen his kiss, at first Dusk was only silent and resigned, but for a long time he tried to return the greeting from the husband even though he was still stiff.

Long both fenced, until they both feel oxygen thirsty, then the lip link was released. The two scooped up a lot of air and started laughing together. Feel the sensation of heat radiating on both of their cheeks. Andra also felt her breathing start to hunt, her heart pounding fast and sweat started to pour out. He who is still very minimal experience, interpreting if it is a disorder, an abnormality in the self. But all of that is normal.

"Thank you.." Andra again kissed Dusk.

"Make what?" *I have not given you anything yet Mas, even what you should have received you have not asked for, your right as my husband. Dusk could only continue his sentence inwardly.

"Everyone. I'm sorry, Mas can't be your whole husband yet, Mas Andra hasn't been able to give you an inner living" Andra said with Dusk leaning against her chest, as she said, let the girl listen to the pounding of her heart. "Don't get me wrong Mas.so Mas Andra doesn't want you, as a husband and a normal man, of course, Mas really wants to do that" said 'it' it sounds ambiguous in the ears of the Sun. What did Andra mean by what he thought.

But I'm waiting for you to really love me Twilight. I want us to do it because we both want to have, love each other. Not because you feel obligated to serve me as your husband. Andra continued her speech inwardly.

Dusk looked up trying to look at the husband's face, but as if Andra would not allow it, the man buried his head in his arms and hugged him tighter and tighter.

If you knew how I felt at this time, I loved you so much, wanted you. But I can't be selfish, I can't be greedy by asking for more from you at once. I know there's nothing instant in life, nor do you feel. I will always be patient and faithful waiting for the love to grow in your heart for me. Now let me be proud to have succeeded in making you my wife, the queen of my life, my heart. Andra repeatedly kissed the head of Dusk.

I'm waiting for the word love to escape your lips Mas, why don't you continue what you said earlier. I'm waiting for Mas, I'm waiting for a word of love from you. And I'll answer that I'm starting to get comfortable with you, I'm getting used to being with us. I'm starting to feel lost if you don't look a little out of my sight. Can it be called love? Dusk enjoy every soft kiss given by the husband in his crown. While inhaling in the fresh aroma of the husband's body.