The Secret Admirer of Dusk
PRC 58. Recognition
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Parangtritis Beach Yogyakarta, became a silent witness of Andra's despair. Throughout the night he pondered the events of yesterday, regardless of the coldness of the sea breeze piercing the skin. Without feeling the sleepiness that usually comes when night has arrived. Did it happen because of his mistake that never expressed his true feelings to Dusk? Is it because he is too cowardly to hide in the shadow of their childhood, and now he can only look at the adult twilight in the distance? What if he expresses his feelings to Dusk, then the girl will remember and accept him? Or did he just have to give up here? Is that really what's best for them?
"No! I can't give up until I know how Dusk feels about me. I won't waste my sacrifice all this time." Andra muttered to herself, she shook her head. His eyes stared straight at the vast expanse of the ocean. The morning that was about to show a beautiful sunshine, as if encouraging Andra to rise again.
"But..how can I know it? do I have to tell her directly?" Andra still asked herself, "impossible, do I have that much courage to face her?" And answer the question itself.
"Oh my God, help your weak helpless servant, give me a little confidence to be able to look him in the face."
"Okay, I'm doing something, Ndra spirit! You can do it!"
After arguing with his own thoughts, Andra immediately went from the sand and to his motorbike parked not far from his place. Before wearing a helmet, he had a glimpse of the shadow of his face in the rearview mirror, he was back in the mirror and surprised to see the reflection of his own face.
"Astaghfirulloh. Is this me?"
Moist eyes, dull face, tangled hair. Only last night did he feel upset, but he had become so confused. Then he decided to find clothes to change and go to the public toilet before returning to the city. Because if he comes back in that state, people can be afraid to see him because they think zombies. After feeling refreshed, he immediately launched his action.
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"Hmm, what a beautiful Sunday morning.." Dusk opened the door of the room in his room wide so that the morning sunlight could enter it. He went out and greeted his favorite flower plant, "my crysan morning flowers.."
At the same time he saw someone with a closed appearance with a gift box walking towards his store. Dusk quickly turned around and immediately came down to find out who the secret admirer who always put the package in front of his store every week. But again too late, as quickly as he ran down the stairs, still losing fast to the person who left a medium-sized box on the front seat of his shop.
"Huh huh huh.. already in the streets as well as the way, still not kesangkep people," the breath of twilight gasping to the bottom lanatai.
"I'm sorry, Dusk. I have not dared to show you who I am at the moment. I'm not ready yet, I hope you can understand and wait a little while." The person who laid the package was still hiding near the Twilight shop, so he could still clearly see the expression of Dusk.
"What else this time?" muttered Dusk while taking the gift box and bringing it inside.
"Huh? Uuch, so sweet.." Dusk picked up a hello kitty doll carrying a heart pillow in his hand, and there was a bouquet of colorful roses in the box.
On the heart pillow in the doll's hand was a letter paper that read 'touch me, press a little harder right in my heart' . Dusk frowned and did just that, beginning to hear the sound of singing from there.
...🎶🎶...
...Look at me here...
...You hurt this heart and this feeling...
...But I don't know why...
...I can apologize to you...
...Maybe because.. The love.....
...To you...
...From the bottom of my heart...
...Maybe because.. I'm.....
...Wish you could...
...Understand love...
...Look at me here...
...Persist...
...Even if you hurt...
...Until my tears...
...Unable to drip and unravel...
...Maybe because. love.....
...To you is sincere from the bottom of my heart...
...Probably because.....
...Wish you could understand my love....
...Even though you keep hurting me...
...This love will always forgive...
...And I will believe you later...
...Understand that my love will not die...
^^^Rama^^
^^^Bertahan^^
...🎶🎶...
*Sen..
I'm the one who always sends you gifts..
I am the one who is always there for you,
Even if you don't see me, I'm always around you.
Sorry, if I'm too cowardly to be able to express my feelings to you directly.
Sorry if I'm interrupting your life too much.
Sorry, if I haven't been able to show myself until now.
I don't know why I'm so helpless when I get too close to you.
Obviously, the song represents how I feel about you. That me..
.......
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Loves you..
...Your secret devotee...
...A P'S...
The powerless twilight held back her tears upon hearing the recording sent by her secret admirer, "why is your voice so familiar to me? hu. hu.."
"Is that really you, Mom?"
"Why don't you talk to me directly? if it's you, I'll definitely take it." Dusk continues to speak while sobbing.
"Now how should I repay you? I don't know who you are, and where you live." Mumbled at Dusk when he could already ease his cries a little.
"I hope you'll show up in front of me soon, Mas.." Dusk looked up and hugged the hello kitty doll.
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A week has passed, now comes the anniversary of Eyang which will be held in the place of Dusk. Behind the Dusk house which has now been conjured into a mini garden that has a variety of flower plants, fruits and vegetables. Various types of brung and other pets are not left behind to enliven the garden behind the Dusk house which is directly limited to the rice fields. Yes, Dusk has bought a plot of land and rice fields located behind his house, his goal is to expand his crop land.
The natural decorations of the Twilight plants are neatly lined up, spoiling every eye that looks at it. Fruits that are cooked and ready to be picked at any time, are also arranged as decorations.
Andra who disappeared a week only gave news to her grandmother, if she was fine and would be present at the birthday of the grandmother later, making her not too worried even though she did not go home. That means today Andra is coming? Eyang continued to singleness smile during the journey to the place of Dusk, making others feel astonished to see it. They only thought that he was going to have a birthday, and that made him feel happy.
"I can't wait to meet my favorite granddaughter" he said in his heart.
After arriving at the Dusk residence, the group was greeted by Dusk and his parents. The brand guides the family to the back garden where everything has been prepared for the eyes. But there is one who holds the heart of Dusk when he sees Nick and Angga also present to join the group.
"Nak Dusk my most beautiful grandson.." eyed kissed the cheek and right Dusk after the girl kissed the back of his hand.
"The healthy ones, right? Same mom, too?" tanya Dusk to Eyang also the two married couples who rented the place. His eyes glanced at the two young men behind Mr. Herman and Bu Ratih who were displaying their best smiles. Now he only understands if they are children and daughters-in-law of the eyeang. Because when he went to the house he could not get the pictures of the big family. Somehow he did not like to display family photos in his living room, he only arranged them in a special room, or a private family room.
"Alhamdulillah, Son of Dusk. We are healthy," the couple replied compactly.
"Waah.a very beautiful decoration. This is you who put it up, son?" Bunda Ratih observes a simple but neat and pleasant place in the eyes of the work of the hand of Dusk.
"Yes, Mom. I'm just tidying it up, all right."
"Ah, you're too low."
"Oh yes Dusk, Eyang has not introduced you to the same granddaughter of two, right? The handsome ones are also wayward." Eyang pulled Angga's arm and Nick approached him. Dusk smiled and nodded.
"This Caucasian guy's name is Nickolas, he's Eyang's granddaughter who lives in America.." Dusk nodded in understanding, then turned to Angga who was beside Nick.
"If this one is Angga, the first child of Eyang's eldest son, Herman," he clearly pointed at Mr. Herman who was smiling towards Dusk.
"The girl was the sister of Andra, the youngest granddaughter of Eyang who was on our same vacation, to the beach. You inget,*to?"
Deg*
The smile that had just gone before Dusk suddenly disappeared.
"That means.."
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Dusk why surprised?
Hayo, who's inget?
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