THE SCREAMS OF AN ORPHAN'S HEART

Funeral and do'a for Idah's grandmother

For 30 minutes Bahri was unconscious and finally he was awake, bahri opened his eyes, he felt dizzy and heavy on his head, his tears were still flowing, he was still bleeding,it proved that his heart was currently so sick and broken.

"Mas, eat first" said Humairah persuading, Bahri shook his head.

"Mas is not hungry" Bahri refused.

"Mas, eat it, even if only a little it can restore the energy of the current mas" said Humairah, Bahri just kept quiet.

"Mas, the body of the grandmother will soon be prayed right and in the tomb right, if the mas does not eat, how the mas can be strong to lift the body of the grandmother "pronounced Humairah, said, Bahri also looked at his wife and nodded his head and immediately hugged his wife while crying, Humairah also rubbed her husband's back to give her spirit and strength, so that he could not help her,she understood that now her husband was at his weakest point.

Humairah also patiently feed her husband to eat, after finishing eating and taking medicine, Bahri had started to improve, his face was not too pale anymore,he immediately came out and prepared to join his grandmother's prayer, Bahri, Yanur and Fahru who raised his grandmother's body to the grave,and they were also the ones who went straight down the hole and put down his grandmother's corpse.

Bahri's tears were unceasingly flowing, she could not resist and stem the sadness of seeing her grandmother's body covered with earth, she said, grandma Idah in the tomb was accompanied by her son, her mother Bahri, grandmother Idah was finished in the tomb right and all the mourners were home, Bahri and her sisters also returned home.

"Mas, just rest in the room first"all Humairah, Bahri nodded his head and immediately headed to the room, he did not refuse this time, because indeed Bahri felt very tired at this time, very tired, his head was still heavy and dizzy.

"What are you doing?"diana approached Humairah in the kitchen.

"Kaka is making warm tea for Bahri mas"sahut Humairah.

"Where is ka Bahri ka?"diana asked worriedly.

"You are still not well, and now you are resting in the room" said Humairah, Diana was sad to hear.

"Ka, what if it turns out, we're really kicked out of this house? really Diana was very confused ka, honestly ka, Yanur, Fahru and ka Rahmat do not have money and savings at this time" complained Diana, Humairah was also sad to hear her, she was also confused what to do.

"Diana you calm down, we better pray, may Allah provide the best way out for all of us, and this house will remain you" said Humairah trying to encourage.

"Aamiin, I hope you're" said Diana.

"Then Kaka to the room first yes, you want to give this tea to the Bahri mas" Humairah said with a smile, Diana nodded her head with a smile.

"Yes ka" her mouth.

Humairah immediately went to the room and gave warm tea to her husband.

"Mas, drink warm tea first yes" said Humairah while putting the warm tea on the table, Bahri who was lying down immediately woke up and sat in aid by Humairah.

"Thank you deck" said Bahri, then drank the tea.

"Yes mas" said Humairah with a smile.

"Dek, tomorrow afternoon grandfather Mukti will definitely come and ask for his money, the confused mass must do what, while the savings are not enough to redeem this house"bahri said feeling confused while staring at my wife.

"If you may know, how much money is in your savings?"asked Humairah, to be honest Humairah did not know so much about her husband's finances, their marriage was only 2 months.

"The money in the savings mas there are only 150 million, and still less than 100 million, confused about where to look for the rest of it" replied Bahri sad, Humairah could only hear quietly.

"By God, we will give all these problems to God, I am sure, God will not give trials beyond the limits of his servant's ability" Humairah said, gently rubbing the hand of her husband, who was not a man, Bahri nodded her head with a smile, she was grateful to have a wife who always supported and remembered her.

"Yes, you're right on deck" Bahri said.

"Emm..oya mas, can I have permission to go to Abah's house for a moment?there is something I want to take at Abah's house" said Humairah asking permission, Bahri also nodded his head with a smile, he forgot that his wife had not come home for a long time and visited his parents, his mother, and his wife, during his grandmother's illness, Humairah was busy taking care of his grandmother and cleaning the house, Bahri became guilty of his wife.

"O Allah, I have been busy with my own affairs for so long as I have forgotten my wife's feelings and happiness" Bahri said.

"Yes deck, let mas inter ya" Bahri said as he rubbed his wife's head.

"No need mas, as good as the rest first, let me go with Wati only, because it happens that later in the afternoon he came here to deliver cakes to make congratulations later that night" Humairah said.

"Well, then, send greetings to Abah and Umi"sahut Bahri, Humairah was happy to hear it.

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In the afternoon, Humairah went to her parents' house with her sister Wati Humairah.

"Assalamu'alaikum"

"Wa'alaikum salam"sahut kyai and umi.

"Mahairah..!"

"Abah.umi"call Humairah while yapping her parents' hands.

"Where's your husband doing?"ask Umi, they are also worried about their son-in-law who looks very hit.

"Alhamdulillah has improved umi, and is currently resting, Humairah here wants to take the goods Humairah left in the room Umi" said Humairah.

"Why don't you just ask Wati to bring, pity your husband should stay" said Umi felt bad.

"Can you lead tahlil and do'a tonight?"asked Humairah, Kyai nodded her head with a smile.

"Yes son, God willing Abah will come with your earth" Sahut Abah.

"Alhamdulillah, thank you Abah.umi" said Humairah, kyai and umi nodded and smiled.

"Humairah to the room first yes Abah,umi" said Humairah, then he immediately went to the room and opened his closet, he took an object that he had long stored in the closet.

"Hopefully this can help and ease the burden of Bahri mas" muttered Humairah, while opening and collecting her, he also calculated the amount of money savings he had long accumulated and he saved.

"Oh Allah, this money only collected 50 million, and still less than 50 million more" complained Humairah spoke alone.

"Am I asking Abah for help?"murmured Humairah, thinking.

"No.. no..! Abah alone so many dependents, where maybe I troublesome and troublesome Abah" his murmuring dialogue alone.

After he finished, he saved the money and immediately said goodbye to his parents, he also brought a small bag containing several sheets of clothes so that his parents did not suspect.

"Change, umi Humairah said back home first yes" Humairah said, while crucifying the hands of both parents.

"Be careful on the road, son, and take good care of your husband" Umi's message, Humairah nodded her head with a smile.

"Wine umi" her mouth, she was delivered back by Wati.

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In room.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Humairah, who entered the room.

"Wa'alaikum salam"sahut Bahri, who was sitting on the edge of his bed.

"Mas, don't sleep?"humairah asked, as she approached and crucified her husband's hand, and she sat down beside him.

"Mas just woke up, are you home?how about just a second?"ask Bahri.

"Yes mas, I was his permission just for a moment, and later tonight there is also an event, it's not good if I'm not there, anyway I still miss the same mas, mas,so could not for long"sahut Humairah with a smile, and hugging her husband, Bahri was chuckling to hear her, he also immediately hugged tightly and kissed his wife's forehead.

Humairah also felt a little relieved to see her husband who had begun to improve.

"Mas, I went outside first yes, want to help make it later tonight" said Humairah, Bahri nodded and took off his embrace.

"Yes mas also want to shower and get ready" said Bahri.

At night all the families and neighbors came and joined mendo'a kan almarhumah grandmother Idah, led directly by kyai from reading surah Yasin and closed with do'a, the event also runs with wisdom and solemnity.

"Bahri, tomorrow afternoon I will come with the chairman of RT, to discuss this house" said Mukti's grandfather remembered, Bahri was just silent to hear it, he said, he did not reply because there were still many neighbors present and had not returned home.

While the neighbors can only wipe the chest and the head gnaws just see and hear the words of Mukti's grandfather, they are not out of thought with Mukti's grandfather who is so hearty with his own family.

"Astaghfirullahal'azim, really has no heart, not his mendo'a kinsman, he was busy thinking about treasure" whispered neighbor Bahri who was furious with the attitude of grandfather Mukti.

"Yes, when his brother had just been in the tomb right and finished in prayer, greedy man" said another neighbor, whispering.

"Pak Mukti, you should discuss it later, we should focus on mendo'a kan lateahah grandma Idah" said Sukri's grandfather, who tried to divert and maintain Bahri's feelings.

"I've been mendo'a kok..!earlier we have read Yasin, again.I only remember Bahri only"sahut grandfather Mukti.

"Yes I know, but there are still many guests sir, it is not good if heard by people" whispered Sukri's grandfather again.

"Who cares about people, besides you are nobody, so there is no need to interfere in our family affairs" said grandfather Mukti while yelling, yelling,he was upset with Sukri's grandfather because he had reprimanded him, Mukti's grandfather immediately left Bahri's house.

"Astaghfirullahal'azim" muttered Sukri's grandfather, while shaking his head.

"I'm sorry Grandpa Mukti kek, because it has yelled at grandfather" Bahri said feeling bad, lucky kyai and umi had gone home first, if not.. surely Bahri will be very embarrassed at his in-laws with the incident earlier.

"No papa son, you don't need to apologize, it's Mukti's grandfather who has to apologize to you, huh. Grandfather is not out of thought with Mukti, it's Mukti,already the smell of the land is still thinking about the matter of treasure, not his thinking of worship charity"sahut Sukri grandfather, while shaking his head, Bahri was just silent and lowered his head.

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(so be furious with the behavior of the grandfather Mukti 😤 for Bahri. who is patient yes, hopefully there is a solution and a way out of his Aamiin ⁇ )