THE SCREAMS OF AN ORPHAN'S HEART

Depressions

Ali's body was immediately carried and immediately buried in Palangkaraya, Humairah who saw his favorite son in the tomb just kept screaming and crying, he also collapsed many times.

"Dek, eat it, already 5 days you do not want to eat, please eat let it be a little" Bahri told his wife who was lying weakly on the bed, with her hands attached to the infusion, Bahri said, Humairah continued to shed her tears and did not respond to anyone who invited her to talk, Nur, Hadi, Umi, Mei and Caca also came to the ship.

"Dec, we must sincerize now that Ali has calmed down in Allah's paradise, we must

"Where is Bahri, why is Humairah eating..?"asked Umi, while frying a banana with Nur in the kitchen, Bahri shook her head weakly and sadly.

"Humairah still does not want to eat Umi, she also does not respond if spoken to, even she continues to cry" Sahut Bahri told, Umi also sighed long.

"Here, let Umi try her, to persuade her to eat" said Umi, while taking a plate containing rice and side dishes to Humairah.

"Humairah.. eat first son, you have to eat and spirit back, Humairah. sincerely the departure of Ali son, we are very fond of him.but Allah loves him even more,if you keep going like this, Ali's kasian over there sees you"guh Umi tries to make Humairah spirit again.

"Ali..?where is Ali..?Umi...has Ali eaten..?I've made fried rice for her, has Ali eaten her, where Ali umi, why didn't she look for me..?"asked Humairah, who suddenly wanted to talk, Umi furrowed her brows in confusion.

"Son, realize...Ali is no more" said Umi, telling her.

"Where is Ali Umi, why isn't she there..? Ali...! Ali..!where are you son..?"humairah shouted to her son, hearing Humairah's voice shout, Bahri and the others immediately came to Humairah to the room.

"What is Umi..?"ask Bahri.

"Son, Humairah is not aware if his son." said Umi paused, it feels like Umi can not say it.

"Mas, please call Ali, why hasn't Ali seen me since yesterday..?he said he wanted my fried rice..! quickly mas.. call Ali here"pinta Humairah to her husband, Humairah immediately got up from the bed and was about to pull out the infusion in his hands.

Bahri's heart was deeply saddened and felt seething, hearing and seeing the current state of his wife.

"Son, don't unplug it..!"said Umi prevent, but Humairah did not hear it, he still plucked the infusion by force, and immediately the blood came out pouring out of his hands.

"Yes Allah.." said Umi and Nur surprised to see him, Bahri immediately embraced his wife.

"Sir, where are you going..? as well as you rest, you are very weak at the moment" Bahri said, persuading and restraining his wife, trying to calm her.

"Mas, I want to look for Ali, he must be hungry, I want to make his fried rice "sahut Humairah while smiling to himself, Umi was crying to see the current state of her daughter.

"Second, you better rest, you're still limp, and. Look at your bloody hands, let's treat your hands first" Bahri said, switching right, while raising his wife's hands that poured a lot of blood on the floor, Umi immediately took a cloth and wrapped Humairah's hands, so that the blood stopped..

"But Ali will starve later."hut Humairah protested to her husband, he did not realize that his son was dead.

"Dek, please rest.."Bahri, as he made his peace, he tried to be patient and hold back his tears.

"But mas... Ali.-" Humairah's words were directly on the sidelines by Bahri.

"Ali is no longer on deck, Ali we're dead..!"sahut Bahri while crying, Bahri could not bear his sadness, what else the situation saw his wife like this.

Humaira was immediately fixated, and too sat on the floor, his memory was back spinning when he saw his son drowned, immediately Humairah immediately screamed and raged.

"Ali....!!! no. gabe...Ali is alive, Ali is alive.. Ali we are alive..!!!Ali...!where are you son..?" screaming Humairah while raging, Bahri and Umi immediately catch Humairah and try to calm her, while Mei and Caca are frightened to see the state of their mother.

"Ucup..!!!"bahri shouted to Ucup, Ucup immediately ran over to Bahri.

"Please call the doctor here" told Bahri, Ucup nodded his head.

"Okay sister."sohut Ucup, then immediately ran away to call the doctor.

Before long, the doctor came to the ship and examined Humairah, because Humairah continued to rampage while rummaging indistinctly and was about to run behind the ship, Bahri was afraid and worried if his wife suddenly unconscious then desperate to plunge into the river, for safety.finally forced doctors to give a tranquilizer injection to Humairah, the, after a while, Humairah calmed down and fell asleep.

"Where's my wife doing, doc..?"bahri asked, who was very worried about his wife.

"The wife of the father is currently depressed, so that makes him unconscious with what he is doing, you should immediately take him to a psychiatrist" the doctor told and advised, and advised, Bahri was devastated to hear her, while Umi could only cry to see the state of her daughter, Caca and Mei also cried to see the state of their mother.

"Oh my God..do I have to take my wife to a psychiatrist...?"inward Bahri while looking at his wife, he felt unacceptable and could not believe if his wife said she was depressed.

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The next day, Bahri and Umi went to take Humairah to a psychiatrist.

"Where is my wife doctor..?" bahri asked, she hoped that her wife would recover as soon as she did.

"Like his father's wife, must be treated immediately at the RSJ" the doctor told him.

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Bahri and Umi were very surprised to hear, Bahri was immediately angry at the doctor.

"Sorry doctor, my wife is not crazy.she only suffered excessive shock" said Bahri, she did not accept if her wife had to be admitted to a mental hospital.

"But sir, this is for the good of my father's wife" the doctor explained.

"No doc, my wife is not crazy, she's fine, please the doctor find another alternative to cure my wife, I don't want if my wife is treated in a mental hospital "pinta Bahri, pleading.

"Sorry sir, that's the best alternative for your wife at this time "the doctor said, Bahri was upset with the doctor,and decided to bring his wife back home to the ship and take care of her own.

Humairah just sat quietly in the room, while raving himself calling out the name of his son who was so dear to him, and continued like that every day.

"Assalamu'alaikum" said someone who came to Bahri, Bahri immediately looked back.

"Wa'alaikum hail, brother Nilam..!"sahut Bahri's.

"Where is Humairah deck..?"ask Nilam, Bahri's cousin.

"So my brother, it's been almost a month he was like that.."sahut Bahri while looking at his wife, Nilam was also sad to see the state of his cousin's wife.

"Bahri, you should try to take your wife to the place of Kyai Ridwan, and ask her for water do'a, who knows your wife can recover after being brought there" said Nilam told.

Kyai Ridwan is the spiritual teacher of Nilam's family, he is famous for 'Alim and tawadhu.

"Okay, sister, would Nilam take us there now..?"pinta Bahri, Nilam nodded his head.

"Sure deck, wait brother phone first his aide, what now buyu we can meet.."sahut Nilam, while taking his cellphone.

"Hopefully I can, brother, I really hope" Bahri said, very hopeful.

After a while, Nilam told Bahri.

"Alhamdulillah, you are lucky deck, today he can be met" said Nilam told, Bahri was grateful to hear him.

"Alhamdulillah O Allah" said Bahri, they immediately set out to take Humairah to the house of Kyai Ridwan.

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