the scratches of life

regrets part 1

widya is happy because zian always accompanies her, she has slowly forgotten her sadness.

"mama.i'm sleepy" said zian.

"well then let's sleep in your room.mama will read a fairy tale to you." said widya.

"really,yeayy" said zian happily.

arriving at the room, he saw that there was ryan in the bed who was busy with his laptop.

"why did you bring this boy here!?" ryan.

"why indeed?is there a problem?from now on he will sleep here with me" Widya said.

"but.." said ryan.

"let's go to sleep.Let's get very sleepy right" said widya carrying zian on the bed.

"mama.close your eyes for a moment" said zian.

"what's wrong?" ask widya.

"i'll give you a surprise" said Zian.

"hm.well" said widya while closing his eyes.

zian let out his surprise in the form of a red pomegranate diamond necklace and there was initials z there.

ryan looked at zian with jealousy, actually he was envious when widya called zian with affection, yes even though zian was still a child ryan still envied him.

"open your eyes now ma.." said zian.

"this is so beautiful..why is there a z here?" ask widya.

"so that mama always remembers me and also papa" said zian.

"you're so sweet...CUP" said widya and kissed zian's cheek.

widya also read a fairy tale to zian until he fell asleep, after which widya went to clean himself before going to bed.

'if this child continues here I won't be able to touch my own wife' ' ryan swore in my heart.

****

the next day Zian woke up from his sleep, he did not find his mother beside him.

"heyy.boy.you're awake" said ryan just out of the bathroom.

"i'm still sleeping uncle, this is my spirit talking" said Zian.

"you're so funny boy." said ryan random shuffling zian's hair.

"uncle.." call zian.

"what's wrong?" ask ryan.

"i want to take a walk" said Zian.

"then what should I do?" ask ryan.

"uncle you have to persuade mom that she wants to take a walk out with me" said Zian.

"why didn't you just persuade her?" ryan.

"where's mama?" ask zian.

"come downstairs, maybe he's in the kitchen" said ryan.

"alright, I'll go down" said zian.

"eh wait a minute boy.." said ryan.

"what else is uncle?" zian turned around.

"i'll drive you, I'm afraid you'll get lost later" ryan said.

"uncle I was a kid, but that doesn't mean I'm stupid" said zian annoyed.

"mama.." call zian.

"sad you're awake?" ask widya.

"yes." answered ryan.

"uncle mama asked me not to you" said zian.

widya laughed and saw it.

"here zian let mama carry" said widya while taking zian from sling ryan.

"have you finished cooking?" ask zian.

"already.., oh my mom will bathe you" said widya.

"just take a shower, I want my mom to feed me" Zian said.

"yes let's eat" said widya holding zian's hand.

everyone was gathered in the dining room, widya who was busy feeding zian was unaware of the sharp gaze from ryan.

"honey let's open your mouth." said widya.

"mama..I'm full, my stomach will erupt if mama feeds me continuously" said zian.

"really?yes already then we go to the room" said widya carrying zian and bring him upstairs..

"the boy is just troublesome." said ryan.

"what's brother jealous?oh. come on, brother, he's just a little kid" said Arga.

"he and his father are the same as me and make me dizzy" said Ryan.

****

after finishing bathing the zian, the widya immediately brought it down for a walk in the park.

widya is now accompanying Zian who is learning to paint.

zayn who accidentally came to see his son, he smiled at Zian and widya who looked very familiar like a mother and her child.

"what are you doing here!?" ryan made zayn aware of his daydream.

"agh.no.I just want to see my son." said zayn.

"are you happy because you took it from me." said Ryan.

"just go straight to the point." said zayn.

"i know you want to have Widya, and you're doing everything you can to get her, including eliminating my son" Ryan said.

"what happened to Widya was an accident" Zayn said.

"and it's all because of you." said ryan.

"you blame me?on what basis can you accuse me of that" said Zayn.

ryan showed the photo that the art lady gave him, the photo showed zayn and widya sleeping next to each other.

"hahaha.you turned out to be stupid.." said zayn.

"what's your max!?" ryan.

"that cunning woman didn't give you this picture, do you know who kidnapped your wife?she was the art lady of the crafty woman, you were so stupid that you were exposed to her incitement, and because of your stupidity you lost your son, you were still lucky that God didn't take his widow, and one more thing...don't you ever hurt Widya, she's already felt the pain of losing a fetus she's never seen" Zayn said.

ryan was silently pensive, trying to digest the word zayn, was what zayn said true?if that's true, then he's very stupid.

"hey..you why?" said widya trying to wake ryan from his daydream.

"forgive me.." said ryan immediately hugged widya tightly.

"it's my fault.I'm stupid.because of me we lost our son.." said ryan hugging widya tighter.