the scratches of life

bereft

when Zayn was on his way home he saw widya who was walking with a suitcase, Zayn got out of the car and immediately approached him.

"let's get in the car" Zayn said.

"i don't want to" said Widya.

"it's not good for a woman to walk alone, aren't you afraid that someone will do you any harm?" zayn.

"let it go" said Widya.

"you are stubborn, if you don't want me to go" said Zayn.

zayn went to drive his car, while Widya continued to walk without a clear purpose.

"sad mama's son is fine in there.sorry mama yes you have to suffer like this, mama will continue to fight for you" said widya while stroking the fetus in his stomach.

the day was getting darker, the widya was still going, the cold air started to freeze his body, he did not know where to go, at noon widya went to ryan's house, but there was no ryan, surname, no,or even gizel.the servants have cleaned up his things and also gave them to widya.

"where else am I supposed to go?I seem lost" said widya puzzled.

"hallo miss, why hang around at night like this?" said a man who suddenly came.

"agh.a-I seem lost, can you show me the way?" widya said fear.

"alright come with me." said one man by pulling his widya hand.

"no..let go of me!!" widya yells.

"come on.." said the man.

"hey!!release her!" zayn's snapping suddenly came.

"sir zayn..help me.I beg you.." said widya frightened.

"you better not interfere!" said the man.

the man pushed his widow down into the street.

"you talk a lot" said Zayn.

buggs....

buggs....

zayn beat the man until he was unconscious, while widya felt his stomach hurt.

"you're not papa?" ask zayn.

"that man pushed me, saved my baby.I beg of you.." said widya who began to lose consciousness.

"hold on.I will take you to the hospital" said Zayn.

on the way, Zayn could not focus, he felt very scared, especially when widya asked him to save the baby.

****

in the hospital...

the doctor was checking his condition, while Zayn was still waiting in front of the room, a few hours later the doctor came out the doctor's face looked not good, Zayn began to feel worried.

"how?how's she doing?" ask zayn.

"sorry.." said the doctor bowed.

"what's up?tell me he's okay, right?" zayn.

"the woman is fine tomorrow morning she will be conscious, but she lost her fetus" the doctor said.

"he?what should I tell him" said zayn limply.

"then excuse me" said the doctor as he left.

zayn felt very afraid, even though he had just known widya but somehow when he saw widya in pain he also felt it.

****

widya woke up from her sleep, her body felt very uncomfortable, she saw it turned out she was in the hospital, she remembered that yesterday a man pushed her to fall into the street.

ceklek...

"you're awake, I brought you breakfast" said Zayn.

"i want to go home" said Widya..

"later in the afternoon you can go home" said Zayn trying not to be sad.

widya touched her stomach, she felt something different, her stomach was the same as when she was not pregnant, she asked zayn.

"sir zayn...Is my baby okay?" ask widya.

zayn was silent, he was confused as to how, did he have to tell the truth?.

"why are you silent?my baby's okay, right?" ask Widya while getting out of bed.

"calm down first, I'll explain" said zayn.

"explain it to me." said widya.

"yesterday you fell down the street really hard, and it made you miscarry" Zayn said.

"no!!this is impossible!hiks..hiks.., don't take my baby.." said widya.

"quiet.you must be patient." said zayn.

then the doctor came and drugged widya to keep her calm, she slowly started to calm down..

"forgive me. I couldn't save him" said zayn, staring at his closed eyes.

time goes fast, widya has been allowed to go home, Zayn brings widya to his house.

every day widya just stay in the room and daydream, Zayn always tried to talk to him still he did not respond.

"said the waiter you haven't eaten anything since morning?" ask zayn.

"hmm.I brought you dinner, eat it" said zayn.

widya just silent with a blank look, Zayn continued to try to comfort widya so that he did not continue to dissolve in sadness.

"i want to go home" said Widya.

"where home?you're alone here, aren't you?" zayn.

"i want to go back to Indonesia, to my parents' house, help me to go home, I beg you" said widya.

"alright, but you have to eat first" said Zayn.

"you promise?" widya.

"yes I promise, I will come with you to Indonesia" said Zayn.

"why are you coming too?" ask widya.

"actually I had a child there, I left him in the dorm, he was very naughty, since his mother died" said Zayn.

"your wife's dead?because what?" ask widya.

"he had an accident, there were people who deliberately wanted to eliminate him, until now the culprit has not been found" said zayn.

"don't be sad.at least you still have children." said widya.

"you can also think of him as your son if you want" Zayn said.

"can I?" ask widya.

"of course, tomorrow we will go to Indonesia, so rest now" said zayn while leaving.

'i will come to avenge you, you who caused all this to happen' inner widya.