
“Sister Alex,” said Diana softly when they were standing in front of the room door.
Alex looked at him fixedly, there was a strange rumble in his heart when the girl who was not the girl called his name by including the name 'Sister'. Try to remember the last time Diana called him that.
Bad memories never fade in one's memory even though the heart tries to strengthen. The shadow of the past that scratches the wound so deeply even by the person He now loves. The shadows will always be there.
Diana stood in front of the door with her strides choked. He looked around where the bad things that had happened to his life had happened there. Diana tried to steady her heart, nodding as Alex looked at her waiting for the girl's approval. Alex opened the door to his room. The same room may have different memories.
That day happened in this room. The rude behavior, swearing and insults that He received from someone who is now in his presence. His steps seemed fragile, hesitating to continue venturing in. However Alex, the man looked at her fixedly as if his gaze was saying 'all will be fine'.
You have to fight your fear.
His eyes reminisced, Alex who had seen him bowed down feeling guilty. If it all started well, if only. But in fact time cannot be turned back, old wounds will never disappear. All he was able to do right now was to make amends to the girl, just like he had promised.
Her tears broke in silence. His heart was broken and sick as if he was drawn back into the past. Diana wanted to run away from the place. But his mind kept saying 'You can't run you have to fight your fear!'.
He wanted to start again, closing the pain in his heart with a new happiness. Before the time's up. He knew there wasn't much time left.
“Ahhh,” Diana grimaced with pain bending her body and her left hand holding her lower abdomen.
Depressed. The most fragile condition for a pregnant woman. Alex who saw that soon might approach her and lead Diana to sit on the edge of the bed.
“Are you okay?” ask Alex with a worried tone.
At least today, Diana wanted to feel fine.
“Ya,” the answer is short. “Kak?” He looked at Alex.
“Hm?”
Diana began to wrap her arms around Alex's neck and reach out to her lips to soften. Alex who got a sudden touch just fell silent and gawked. And soon he accepted the kiss and returned.
At least today, Diana wanted to cover that pain with love. Do it gently, not with swearing or insults and harsh words from the man who is now in the most intimate position with him.
What did Diana do? His eyes kept being closed intertwined with the pleasure and pain in his heart. The pleasure covered his heart, the thought of which continued to be stirred by the words of his father-in-law.
***
His eyes kept shut enjoying the pleasure Alex gave him, as his lips held back the small groans he refused to let out.
“Release,” said Alex gasps, “Say my name.”
His heart beat so fast that with the beat Alex gave, his eyes closed withstanding the immense pleasure when Alex entered it deeper.
No fear, no coercion, no harsh treatment, no swearing or even insults. Diana will remember this day and forget about it.
Diana will remember, this is the place that gave her so much love. His union with Alex exists without coercion. He will remember everything that was done by their will. Put it together even deeper. At least, the place that carved bad memories of the past is now covered with good memories today.
***
Diana opened her eyes slowly, feeling a chill all over her body. Still without clothes he fell asleep in Alex's arms with Alex's arm as a cushion. Her husband's chest seemed to be the most comfortable place for her to stop. The scent of Alex's body scent gave her her own calmness.
Diana slightly shifted her position slowly, knowing that Alex was asleep was heard from the subtle snoring He made. Diana slowly raised Alex's coiled arm on her hip and slowly put it back on the bed. Diana inched down from the bed and walked towards the bathroom.
Diana opened the bathroom door slowly trying not to make a squeaking sound as slow as possible. He came in and closed the door again.
Diana looked at the reflection of her body in the mirror then smiled faintly. His face looked smooth, his white skin no longer displayed the scarlet bruises of a slap. His neck and chest had red marks of possession that Alex left there. Remember that! Do it with love. Not with a rough suction until it leaves a blood red spot. Similarly, the arm, there is only a smooth white skin with no bruised bite marks.
Diana smiled faintly though with a clear liquid soaking into her beautiful face. It would be so happy to start off like this, she would feel more perfect as the luckiest wife in the world. Spend your honeymoon full of love and affection. Like Diana's wish.
His feet began to swing slowly towards the bathtub then he turned the cold water tap which immediately radiated across the bathtub. Diana began to step her legs and went inside. He washed his face slowly with water that felt so soothing. Diana breathed a sigh of relief, She began to enjoy her bath.
***
His eyes opened wide when the bedside of his rabbi felt empty. He immediately inched down and moved his feet quickly towards the bathroom. Afraid that bad things would come back Diana did.
Alex reviewed the thin smile on his face and heaved a sigh of relief when he saw Diana standing under the shower. Yeah, 'cause that girl doesn't want to soak in the bathtub for long. Diana prefers to take a shower that she feels will be more refreshing if bathing under running water.
Alex walked up to him and hugged him from behind, causing the girl to twitch in surprise. Alex kissed Diana's neck gently, the distinctive fragrance of the girl's body clearly smelled.
“Kak loose,” said Diana when she started applying soap on both her arms.
His little girl returned to being the innocent girl he had accidentally brought into his house. The girl who would cry when she jolted, looked fragile and helpless. With the frills of the word 'Sister' that clearly Alex misses. The submissive girl with her meekness, the girl who never defied her, the girl who was always nervous when she looked at her face. The girl came back, back to her true self.
Did the girl really come back?
Alex expected all that, the innocent attitude that Diana showed when she first met him. Not a haughty and cold attitude as if ready to invite him to war at any time. Diana's gentle demeanor, in which the girl would cry just because of one loud jolt from her. Alex wants. The innocent girl He always tried to fox in such a way even though in the end He still liked the real Diana.
You recall? 'Be my woman, my strong woman and not easy to beat!'