The Rose Does Not Crown

Inner Pressure

Home for now is the most comfortable place for Emily. Although the original is not uncommon he feels bored because it is always in the house.

In addition to feeling lonely and difficult to communicate with his friends, at this time he is also not allowed to hold a cell phone anymore. Though a lot of tasks that he had to look for to reference Indonesian assignments.

Even now if he wants to get out of the house, there must be permission from his father, and even then there must be a driver.

Unlike the previous, he can be free to go with his best friend wherever he wants.All this really makes it more stressful.

“Exit wrong house, silence at home is wrong. Then what should I do”.Emily grumbled by tugging at her hair and scratching her head.

Emily for now is really strictly prohibited by her father out of the house alone, because the father feels now he is in the target of the family of the son of a jerk.

His father feared he would be kidnapped to be forced to marry the man.

It may be admitted that the man loved Emily very much. But the way to get Emily's parents to agree to her and Emily's relationship is wrong.

Devan, yes Devan is the man who took away Emily's chastity. Somehow he did yes, until Emily felt nothing but pain felt in the intimate part.

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That afternoon, Emily was pensive to remember her papa's message.

"Son, remember papa's message, you don't have any more contact with that man, that man is not good for you son. Papa doesn't want anything bad to happen to you." said his father at the time.

But at that time Emily was very stubborn, she still believed in her stance. And in the end now it all boomerangs itself for him.

Finally, at the age of 17 years old, he has to face the name of a legal case, to restore his marwah.

Even though it is difficult, because everyone has given a negative value to him. But at least it gives punishment to Devan who has rashly damaged the honor of a young girl.

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Nowadays people only hear glimpses of stories by word of mouth, and without knowing the real problem. It would certainly give a bad assessment of Emily, they would think Emily did it on the basis of liking, like, Or just deliberately pretending to be a victim so as not to blame many people aka hiding behind the mistakes.

But the reality is different, here Emily is very depressed, indeed she is very confused why it can happen, when clearly she does not feel anything. But if all this had not happened, he would have lost his crown.

Flashbacks..

The day that the terrible thing happened. Emily came home with lethargic steps, she was alone in her room. He was really confused with himself.

He went to the bathroom and splashed himself with water .

He was crying so much...

“What's wrong with me, obviously from home I've been thinking about breaking up, but why when I meet I even easily change my mind.” Emily's crying broke.

“For the sake of God I never wanted this to happen to me, there was not the slightest thought to do such a despicable thing.but why do I seem to have no power, I have no power, I was conscious but why did it feel like my mind was so empty far away. Even deep down in my consciousness I asked what I was doing. My desire was very strong to resist but my body at that time felt like it was locked, which I myself felt had no strength to rebel. If I'm in a conscious state doing that, but why don't I feel anything in that relationship i. He said it was a wise thing, heaven of the world. But I really don't feel anything. No!!, not because I want to feel it. But that's exactly what I felt, I was completely numb back then." Emily was confused.

"Actually I was conscious or not back then.” Emily was really made to be upset.

His mind seemed to stop unable to think clearly, his heart was turbulent violently.

"God, why is it that when I am far from him I hate to be fed up, and am determined to break up with him. But when I met him and wanted to say all that somehow my mind could change drastically. I feel like it's not me. Why do I feel like a buffalo pierced by his nose, who obeys everything he says." Emily sniffles.

The desire of his heart to be angry with the bastard, but now another fear haunts his mind.

If he conveys to his papa, surely his papa will be furious and will throw himself as a child not even hesitate to expel him.

Second, he was very afraid his father had a heart attack or stroke because he had a history of high blood pressure.

Then if he breaks off the relationship just like that with Devan, of course he is also afraid if the jerk spreads slander that is not about him. And feel afraid also no man will accept it if he knows the true state of himself.

"Did I just shut up, and obey her and even continue all this until I married her ? Ahhh !!! but I'm actually disgusted and really fed up with it. But, if I decide Devan, with my situation like this, will anyone accept me and believe my story, Is there still a bright future for me ?.”all those questions spontaneously filled his head.

“AAAAAAAarrrrgggghhhhhhhh.”

“ God, truly I have no more passion for me to live, this body is dirty. Would I rather just die ?" Her tears were unstoppable again.

The night was getting late, Emily who had been flushing her body was soaking wet. And now I can't feel the cold.

He immediately cleaned himself up and put on his kimono towel walked out of the bathroom.

Emily changed her clothes in pajamas. Then he climbed on his bed to rest, his eyes so hard to close.

“It feels like all the dreams I want to achieve, will be what I will be. My mom and dad were very disappointed in me. Oh God, how do I convey all this to papa and mama."

All these questions continue to rage in the emotions of Emily's soul to bring her to sleep in the dreamland.

Flasback....

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“ Ting nong...ting nong !!

bell's voice ripped Emily's daydream.

Bi Mira the housekeeper immediately approached the door and opened it.

Emily's coming in the back to see who's coming. And it turns out that the two friends came, Emily was very happy with the arrival of the two people.

“Vina, Bella.” Said Emily who immediately ran and held warm her two best friends.

“What are you doing now, Ly ?it's been more delicious belly up, we miss it just as you know." Bella.

“Ah cook anyway, do not you guys like anymore I did not enter and enter the school ya !!,” Emily denied Bella's speech in a joking tone.

“Eh really, don't believe it very much anyway, Ly.”Bella is blinking her lips.

“No Bel, I'm kidding. Let's go directly to the room yuk.” Take Emily to her friends.

Emily invites them in, and goes upstairs to Emily's room, not forgetting Emily asks bi Mira for help to make water, as well as bring a small snack for them.

“What do you want to drink?” ask Emily.

" Well, Ly, we're here to look at you."Vina.

" Yes Ly, don't bother." Connect Bella.

“Ya already then, Bi please make two sweet tea and a glass of water container big bottle for me ya bi." Emily said

" Non good." that's all non. Ask Mira.

"And also please bring a snack in the refrigerator yes bi.“ pinta Emily to bi Mira.

“Good non, later will aunty bring it to the top.” Answer Mira.

After reaching the top, Bella and Vina blinked each other's eyes, Actually their goal is to ask something about Emily's person. But they were confused about where to start to get Emily to tell a story.

"Widiih, very comfortable mattress ni ly, really long I did not come here. Oh yes, yesterday on vacation I want the same vina want to take you on vacation to Jogja at the home of his grandfather Vina. But unfortunately your number is not active, I kept calling the house number he said you were on vacation to your uncle's house in Bandung. You're really on vacation there, Ly?." look at Bella while lying on Emily's bed that is so comfortable.

“Iya Ly, tumben really know your number is not active!, usually also if you vacation it always updates the story on IG. You're really on a vacation, what's the move to hibernate there, Ly ?" Vina also asked questions.

“What the heck are you guys, suspicious of me. I just want to enjoy a vacation with the family there, besides there's a hard signal bestie." Emily's smile was full of falsehoods .

Emily still can't tell the truth with her two best friends. Emily really doesn't want her best friend to be so hard-hearted because of her.

“Hmmmm, it turns out like that anyway.” Sahut Vina who returned to throw each other glances with Bella.

It can be said that actually Vina and Bella feel there is something strange that is deliberately hidden Emily. But they have to respect privacy, it's possible that Emily Belom is ready to tell and share her story with them.