The Rose Does Not Crown

I'm Sorry

After being tired of facing various problems this week, it feels like Emily wants to take her off with a vacation, coincidentally this Sunday, a relaxing day gathering with family, or loved ones.

Emily and her family today plan to go to a tourist spot located on a peak, which has very cold air. There are so many rides for just berselfi, family gatherings. Green grass, really a suitable place to unwind and calm the mind.

It took about 2 hours, finally they reached their destination. While sitting down, Roy started a conversation.

"Darling, aren't you planning on taking Dannis ? roy asked his daughter suddenly.

Emily who was asked like that just gave a smile that did not know what it meant that she herself did not know. Roy who did not receive any answers from his daughter just kept quiet, maybe there is something that can not be explained now by his daughter. Then Roy also teased his son by asking about the same thing.

"And you son, when did you get to know your girl to us ?"

Alvin who was drinking happened to be choking on the water he was gulping on. Emily helped him pat his back to feel relieved. Roy and Dila who saw the reaction of his son chuckled amusedly.

"You're Alvin, asked as if papa was choking at that." ledek Dila felt funny about his son's reaction.

" Yes end papa strangely asked." ketus Alvin while glancing sharply at his papa.

"Loh, papa's just asking you. Where is it wrong to try ?" Roy continued to tease his son.

"I still don't think about it, ma. Having a sister one girl just a ribetnya for mercy. Moreover, want to be added to have another girlfriend." said Alvin while glancing at Emily with the intention of tempting her brother and took a swing to run.

"That's so fucking Lo yeah, Lo do me yeah. Look out Lo yes, if my dapet Glyikin Lo yes to bedwetting".

Emily pursued her sister so that the action of chasing each other and struggle but was full of jokes between them in the green meadow. Faces of happiness flashed across the faces of Emily and her family. For a long time they had felt no warmth and gathered again like this.

"Already, we've been here all, we ate together first, this mama has cooked your favorite food." Shouted Dila.

Alvin and Emily who was joking was immediately rushed to run to his parents.

" Yeay I win, the loser can eat later." Alvin who intends to tease his brother.

" lady...Alvin.." whining Emily spoiled to the mama.

"Of course, you're like little kids. It's also big, it's see kids who are still small can get along with playing." Said Roy while pointing towards one of the visitors whose children were still small.

"Mahaha." They all laughed.

...***...

By late afternoon, Emily and the family had arrived home. Just as Emily got out of the car, she saw the main door open.

"It looks like there are guests, but who is visiting this afternoon" said Roy curious.

" Yes, who is it, let's look inside." Said Dila who immediately grabbed her husband's arm to walk in.

"Alvin you helped your brother put those things down." Reciprocity.

"Yes ma.." replied Alvin.

Dila and Roy walked inside to see who the guests were inside.

"Assalamu'alaikum", Roy greeted someone sitting on the sofa wearing a white long-sleeved t-shirt with jeans.

"Wa'alaikumsalam, Om Aunty" replied the young man who immediately stood up to reach his second hand to be kissed with respect.

" Have you been a long time ?" Ask Roy

"No, just got in, Om." Answer it quickly.

" My plan is to follow my uncle to Kalimantan Om." replied Dannis who looks a little sad face.

"What .. Borneo ?? Shouted Emily who without them knowing it had just stood up to hear their conversation. He then walked up to the two men. Roy who realized there would be drama between his son and his close friend immediately said goodbye to go clean up.

"Ehm, Nis seems to want to take a shower first yes, it feels like Om's body is sticky and smells so bad" he said

"Please, um."

After Roy entered, Emily put on a pouting face while folding her hands over her stomach. Emily's expression like that instead of making Dannis worried but instead makes Dannis more nervous.

"God willing, your creation is for the clamorous servant, his tiny, red lips are what I want to taste. May you make it easy for me to justify it later."

"Why even bengong, don't you know if anyone else is angry ?." Said Emily who broke Dannis' daydream.

Dannis smiled and walked over to him, separated the folded hands and took the girl to sit down. On the soft elus the hand was then taped towards his face.

"If you are angry please, ready for slap, or want to be in elus is also okay" said Dannis with a teasing smile.

Dannis' sweet treatment of her further confused Emily with her feelings.

"Mas, you are the best, you understand me the most, appreciate me the most, and your love is very sincere. And this heart really wants to have you again, but it is my circumstances that do not allow us to be with you. You deserve better than me, I don't deserve you." - Emily in her heart.

Dannis who saw the tears fall back immediately felt very worried.

" Hey, why are you told to hit even a cry. What's up ?". Dannis felt wrong to want to hug but could not, not embrace the cry of Emily increasingly become, until finally he decided just rubbed the head of Emily Only.

"You're seriously going to Kalimantan mas, you want to leave me ?." Ask her.

"Don't want to leave, but I have to go with my uncle there because there's business I have to finish. When I'm done with the business there I come back here again to see you, and even...."

Dannis has not finished speaking her lips closed first by Emily's finger. For a moment the two of them looked at each other, felt silence and felt each other's heartbeat as if they were exploring each other's feelings.

"Mas, you should know at first my intention to come back close to you to avenge my heartache, but the heart says otherwise. My heart can't lie, my heart still loves you, but I can't be with you anymore."

Degh,

Dannis felt a heat rush in her body. His heart seemed to want to stop beating hearing Emily's statement. What he tried to endure wanted to feel like he overflowed. He wanted to hug the body of the girl in front of him but he was unable to do so.

"Emily, I'm sorry if that was the original purpose you accepted to be close to me again, but hearing your words that still love me but can't be with me my heart aches, Ly. What does all this mean ?".

"I still love you and I love you, but I can't be with you anymore, 'cause." she said.

Emily thinks there's no way she'll ever be so forthright that she can't be with Dannis again for fear of putting Dannis in danger and that she doesn't deserve Dannis anymore. Surely Dannis would not accept that excuse. He wanted Dannis to get the best. Intentions that initially wanted to avenge his heartache but he stuck alone with the situation of his heart.

"Emily, because what ? tell me, give me a clear answer." Dannis grew curious as to what Emily would say.

" Because you're going far away, we can't afford to have a long-distance relationship" Emily replied lying.

Dannis was silent looking at the soft eyes in front of him, but the eyes could not look back at his eyes. And Dannis knows quite well that the girl in front of him is lying, but she won't force what's really the reason for the girl, which she knows she still has to convince him.

"Well then your decision, I know enough that you love me and I love you too, because there is no condition that you have to have a binding status to be able to love, I just tell you, I just tell you, if I've always loved you and always been there for you even though our bodies can't have each other."

"Mas, I'm sorry. Just an apology I can say."

Dannis immediately grabbed the girl's head and tucked it on her shoulder.

" No need to apologize, then I beg you to say yes. Take good care of yourself, may God unite us in a better relationship."