The Rewarded Revenge

Resignedly

POV Riana

The next day, after my conversation with Mas Damar ended in vain yesterday I did not want to leave the room at all. From last night until today I was faithful on a soft mattress, there was no spirit whatsoever.

Tok tok tok tok

The door on tap slowly, I was silent not even to move I was not excited.

Tok tok tok tok

"Mother open the door" said mother, knocking back on the door

I finally got out of bed and turned the door handle

Cclek

The door opened and showed the face of my mother who was no longer young, but was still beautiful at her age.

"What mom?" ask me shimmily

"Mother you eat first after that shower, you must be ready to be ready. Later, the Karno coach came to discuss when your marriage will be carried out" said the mother slowly while rubbing my shoulder

I just kept quiet and didn't budge.

"You must surrender all to Gusti nduk, just follow where fate will take you" said the mother again while hugging me

I can only give up, and I can't do anything.

"Yes wes, you are ready to be ready first nggeh." said the mother while releasing her embrace

"Suggeh ma'am." I said softly

(Yes, ma'am )

My mother smiled, leaving me.

I quickly picked up a change of clothes, and walked to the back well of the house I had no appetite at all.

Arriving in the kitchen, I saw mbok Sri cooking. Mbok Sri who saw me also quickly approached me.

"Your patient mother yo, mbok understand the feeling you just leave everything to Gusti Allah" said mbok Sri while rubbing my back slowly

I could not hold tightness in my chest, as soon as I clenched the body tightly and shed all my tears. Indeed, all this time, only the mbok who always understood my feelings, the mbok also sometimes helped bring me and Mas Damar together in silence.

"Wes cah ayu, spill all the anxiety in your heart but after this there are no more tears" said mbok Sri

(It's a pretty boy )

"Well, Riana wants to go to the well first." pamitku as he walked towards the well

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After nightfall, the Karno courtier came along with his wife Bude Nining, and Purwo. I mean Purwo still has a brother, but I don't know where. We welcome them and invite them to sit down, mbok Sri also came with a tray containing tea and snacks.

After talking for a moment, the Karno photographer immediately discussed marriage.

"What if Ariana and Purwo we marry immediately" said the Karno

"Why rush kang anyway?" ask my mom to chim

"It's okay mbak yu, is not faster better as the saying goes." said the Karno juragan smiled knot

We were all silent for a moment, I glanced at the father who was thinking hard. A moment later, he looked up at the Karno master and said.

"When will the wedding plan be opened?" ask dad

"What if the day after." he said, smiling

We were all surprised to hear the words of the Karno photographer, I wanted to speak up but the father who already knew my intentions quickly cut in.

"Yo wes, then tomorrow we will deliver her as a yo." timpal bude Nining

"Let's go Ning." said mother

"What if now the approach of the candidate manten first" said Bude Nining teasing me and Purwo mas

I silently bowed, Purwo who noticed me raised his voice.

"No need to be ma'am, after all we are married." said Mas Purwo refused

"It's mom, don't try to tease the kids." said juragan Karno

After talking for a moment, the Karno family came home, we delivered to the terrace.

"Be careful on the road yo" said the mother

"Yes mbak yu." said Bude Nining

Mr. patted the back of the Karno photographer, the family of the Karno boss also glanced at me at a glance I just smiled as I nodded. After the horse-drawn carriage of the Karno master disappeared in the darkness, we quickly re-entered and sat in the living room. I can't say anything else, and I won't listen. Now I just go where destiny takes me.

"Have you invited mom?" asked my mother about my eyesang eyang kasum

"Tomorrow will you tell the roof we call mother." said the father

"All right" said my mother

"Yes it's better we just rest, because tomorrow we are all busy" he said

"Let's go sir." said my mother

Dad rushed into the room first, now it's just me and mom. Mom glanced at me, and clasped my hand.

"Sorry mother yo, can't do anything" said my mother felt guilty

"Mother is not wrong, it's not my fault who this is my destiny that I have to live." said I as I returned my mother's hand

"You are patient yo nduk" said the mother softly

"I'm sincere ma'am, I'm resigned to the destiny that will take me." I said with a big smile towards my mother

Mother just nodded slowly

"Yes you have rested, it is night" said my mother

"Yes ma'am." I stood up and walked slowly to the room

I opened the room door and went inside, not forgetting I closed and locked the door.

Brakkkk

Cklek

I lay my body on the bed, in a supine position. My mind was empty, and my eyes were staring straight at the ceiling. I can't do anything else but surrender, only surrender I can do now.

'Mas Damar, Riana misses.' my inner self

"Why are we not allowed to be happy?" I murmured softly

"If it is with us parting this is the best then I will." murmured again

'May we be happy, even if not with my inner Damar.'

Without feeling like I'm falling asleep.

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