The Rewarded Revenge

Farewell

POV Riana

After arriving at the lake, we immediately sat on the edge of the lake with a view that stretched beautifully around the lake.

Before telling me I took a slow breath, I don't know why I was so nervous.

"Tell me." said Mas Damar

I just glanced at him, then exhaled again. Then I started to tell her everything without anything I covered, from the black-robed figure and her bodyguards chasing her to the bloodshed, then from Sri's story about everything that happened to me.

I turned towards Mas Damar, he was stunned for a moment then exhaled violently.

"I am happy and happy if you survive, but.." mas Damar could not continue his words

I understand how he feels, but we won't be able to unite.

"Then what about me Riana" said Mas Damar with a heartache

"Sorry, how good it would be if we walked each other." I said lowered my head

Instantly I felt the body of Mas Damar tremble, seconds later he cried without a sound.

"Sorry." I said

"Please don't go again, we are together okay, we are together to crush them please." said Mas Damar while holding tightly my hand

"I can't mas, it could hurt me. It can kill me slowly, and I don't want to die before I reply to them." I said with emphasis in the last sentence

Mas Damar was unable to say anything, I clasped his hand again.

"Riana please mas, mas Damar don't be like this. Just like Riana, live the destiny as she must. Don't be sad anymore it will make me sick mas, be happy even without me." I said slowly

Honestly for whatever I have in this world I feel tremendous pain, I have to leave my loved ones again and again.

But this is the best, I can breathe again because of the help of keris. If I take off that keris it's not impossible that I'll be gone, and it'll make Damar's mas sicker.

Not only was Damar injured here, but I was too. I have to choose between love and revenge, if I choose love it's impossible we can't be together. And, I'm also not sincere if the murderers are happy.

"Mas only loves you, tell the mas how it can survive." said Mas Damar

Instantly we were silent for a few minutes with each other's thoughts raging, before finally mas Damar spoke again.

"So is our relationship over?" ask Mas Damar with a straight view

"This is what's best for us." I told him to strengthen my heart

"What kind of separation is Riana" said Mas Damar turned towards me

"Sorry." I said down

"If you really want us to part, say it again with my eyes."

As soon as my whole body felt the heat, I was eager to scream saying I loved her.

'I must be strong' my inner

Slowly I looked at him, I looked into his eyes.

"We have to split up, we can't be like this because it's free. Until whenever we can't be together, don't hurt your own feelings by imposing fate" I said

Mas Damar was silent for a moment by looking into my eyes, his sad gaze that could have swayed me but I had to be strong.

"Well if that's what you want, from now on we part" said Mas Damar with a smile

I couldn't say anything, I could only feel the inner outer claustrophobic.

"I have to go." I said

"I'm intervening, it looks like mbok Sri is also still at home."

"No, I can do it myself. You just go, and have Sri meet me outside the village." I said coldly

"Where are you going?"

But I did not answer the question mas Damar because it would make me sicker, I quickly stood up and left. Before leaving, I glanced at him who was looking at me with sadness.

I drew and breathed a rough breath, tried to strengthen my heart and left.