The Return of Lost Love

Feeling Useless

While Arsy felt a little guilty, because he did not welcome the husband when he came home from his office.

"I'm sorry, baby, I'm so focused in this kitchen. Until I don't hear your voice when I get home." Arsy said he felt guilty.

"It's okay, honey, I'm not angry either. Let's go to the dining room, it looks like your cooking is very appetizing." Darma replied praising.

"Well, I'm not the one who cooks. Zelyn's been cooking, too, which is okay, right?" arsy asked.

"It doesn't matter, don't think about anything that doesn't. Now take off your apron, and we go to the dining room. Looks like Mom and Dad are waiting for us." Darma replied, then immediately took his wife's hand.

Arriving at the dining room, all looked at Arsy with a face of dislike when they saw Arsy's affection with her husband. While Arsy does not care about it, Arsy tries to dismiss his bad thoughts.

Darma immediately pulled out the chair that Arsy was going to sit in, then the two sat side by side. Arsy painstakingly took a meal for his beloved husband, Zelyn who saw him put on an upset face. Somehow Zelyn felt jealous when Arsy was so concerned with her husband.

After taking a meal for her husband, Arsy took it for himself. And now that everyone is enjoying dinner together, no one is opening their voices. All was quiet, only the sound of spoons clashing against each other while sweeping the dishes.

"Tara... I went home." cried a beautiful girl who arrived at the dining room.

"Yona.." cried Zelyn who immediately stood up and stepped her feet to hug her best friend. And the two are hugging now.

"Well, it's even more beautiful that you're Zelyn." Praise Yona.

"No, there's something even more beautiful here. Who else if not Darma's wife. Aye, right?" zelyn said as he glanced and smiled cynically at Arsy. While Arsy who was being glimpsed Zelyn immediately threw away his face.

Now Zelyn and Yona are sitting close together, then Yona immediately takes her portion of dinner and enjoys it with the others.

There is no sound other than the clang of spoons clashing against each other when sweeping clean on each side.

"Honey, spent his meal. After this, I'll give you a surprise." Said Darma while whispering near his wife's ear. While Arsy has started to smile, when the husband tried to calm down. Arsy immediately wiped the food that was on his side.

After finishing dinner with the family, Darma invites Arsy to enter the room. With a slow scarcity, the two climbed the stairs to his room.

Ceklek, Darma opens the door to his room. Then Arsene closed the door immediately. With her feelings raging, Arsy immediately puts her husband's briefcase on the table. Then she sat in front of the mirror, looking at her beautiful face now as if it had faded due to her illness. Arsy kept looking at her beautiful face, as if bad luck would befall her.

Arsy feels that she is very fragile, even though her husband still loves her. However, fate can change. It may still be acceptable, but every year Arsy really cannot imagine it. If his bad thoughts had occurred, and only misfortune would have been accepted. Thought Arsy was busy with his mirror.

Darma who saw his wife was looking in the mirror, and also seen the middle of his tears. Darma soon approached his wife, and also hugged her warmly. So that the feeling of his hump is forgotten, and no longer think like that.

"Mas Darma, let go. I'm hard to breathe." Arsy said while releasing a hug from her husband that made it difficult to breathe, because Darma hugged him so tightly his hands wrapped around his wife's waist.

"Where is the evidence. Can you prove it to me?" arsy asked curiously. Both have started to get carried away with the mood. Darma placed both hands on his wife's shoulders, pushing her slowly to the ground on the bed. Arsy is clumsy, Darma's attitude is increasingly dusty and looks savage. As if what was in front of him wanted to be devoured immediately.

Darma was without a second thought to bring his body closer to his wife's body. Both of them fell on the bed, now Arsy's body was crushed by her husband. Darma immediately started the action without remembering anything.

When both of their lips almost stuck, Darma suddenly remembered the message from the Doctor.

"No.." said Darma immediately stood up.

Prak.

"Mas Darma...!" arsy exclaimed in shock as her husband was hitting the mirror and spitting out fresh blood. Arsy was crying, tight in his chest. Instantly, Arsy dropped his body and bowed down. Arsy could do nothing for her husband, her husband's blow thrown into the mirror like a terrible whip about Arsy's heart.

Darma who has not realized if his wife drowned limp and cry. Darma was still looking at his face full of frustration at his destiny. Darma still curses himself, even his sobbing wife has been ignored. Darma is still trying to calm his emotions.

How not to growl, the desire that has peaked suddenly must stop just like that. His emotions were not controlled, making him torture himself to look for an impingement to throw his frustration.

Arsy was still curled up by the bed, unable to support his body. Arsy just cried while resting his body on the bed.

Not long ago, Darma's emotions had been slightly reduced. At that moment, Darma remembered his wife. And saw his wife

curled up beside the bed, Darma immediately lifted his wife to the bed and held her body with a pillow. Without a second thought, Darma immediately hugged his wife to apologize for her mistake.

"I'm sorry, baby. Because of what I did you have to be sad." Said Darma who still hugged his wife.

"I'm the one who should apologize, because I'm the cause. Because of my illness, you must accept this harsh reality. Really, if I knew it from the beginning, maybe I'd back off. And I'm sorry I let you down, Mom. I give up.." replied Arsy who was powerless and could not do anything. Only tears that wet both cheeks belonged to Arsy.

"No, honey. You will be healed, I will take you to foreign medicine. You have to trust me, that you can be healed." Darma said encouragingly.

"Doctors say that very little opportunity exists. I resigned, and it's free." Replied Arsy who was desperate for his illness that had been sentenced by the Doctor.

"Darling, what's wrong with trying it. You want to, right?" pinta Darma pleads.

"But.." said Arsy stopped.

"But why, baby?" ask Darma curiously.