The Real Beauty's
Get far
The more days Clara increasingly away from Riyant and Riyant was very aware of it, even Clara asked Andi to sit with Riyant so that Clara could sit alone, of course Andi agreed.
Riyant was bothered why his bag was in the place of Andi who should be in the place of Clara, but Andi prevented Riyant from protesting much.
It was felt more and more by Riyant that Clara stayed away from him even when Riyant asked Clara to be his group that day, but Clara refused. Riyant offered Clara a ride and Clara refused, until Riyant asked Clara when the class was quiet because of the break, before Riyant trained he approached Clara first.
When he knew Riyant would approach Clara in a hurry to avoid Riyant, but unfortunately Clara lost quickly with Riyant's step, Riyant clasped Clara's hand and asked, “What's wrong with you? Why are you avoiding me?”
“I'm not away from you, it's just your feelings,” elak Clara. “No. Obviously you stay away from me.” Riyant insisted.
Silence, Clara and Riyant were silent, then Clara said something to Riyant that made him disappointed, “Go, do not be friends with me. I don't like you being friends with me. From now on, you are not my friend anymore,” and Clara left Riyant alone in class.
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Since then they have not been friends, both Clara and Riyant have not been as adamant as before.
This utilized people to bully Clara, and Clara's life returned as before.
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One afternoon, the Princess approached Clara who was reading a book. “Fat, buy me food dong,”
“Iya, I also” said Arin and Cindy, Clara looked at the three of them confused ‘why suddenly’ picrinya.
BRACKET
“heh! You're deaf yeah, I said buy me food,” The Princess snapped at him while pounding the table, making the whole class stare at them, no teachers at the moment so they dared to bully Clara.
Riyant looked at Clara from a distance, he did not defend Clara like yesterday, he just sat still, in his heart he wanted to help, he said, but hearing Clara speak to him so disappointed him and chose to look on without doing anything.
Clara who was still silent on the crest of Clara's short hair by the Princess then pushed her to the floor, when she wanted to stand up Arin stepped on Clara's body, seeing that Riyant rose up to Clara, and came up to Clara, The princess and her friends, then push Arin who stepped on Clara to fall to the floor.
Everyone was surprised to see Riyant pushing Arin, while Arin grimaced in pain, Riyant just fell silent, then Clara got up and said, “I told you, don't help me” and just leave.
Riyant stayed there for a long time, he still heard Clara say that and also heard some whispers of people who said, ‘do not know themselves, have been helped even say so’
Riyant was inexhaustible with the way Clara thought, he was confused what was wrong, he just wanted to protect Clara, nothing more.
Riyant tried not to care about Clara anymore, even when Clara got bullying from the Princess and her friends or others, because it was Clara's wish.
When Riyant saw Clara being treated harshly right in front of him, Riyant would walk away and would not deal with Clara, he left because he could not bear to see Clara treated so in front of him and also he could not do anything.
Riyant had reprimanded the Princess and her friend for always disturbing Clara but it made Clara suffer even more, so Riyant decided not to do anything.
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One day he followed Clara to the toilet after lunchtime, he looked around and in a sense of loneliness he began to go into the women's toilet, a bit worried indeed but Riyant was very curious. When he arrived, Riyant heard the sound of someone vomiting in the woman's toilet room,
Riyant watched him from afar, and when Clara came out of the room, he saw Clara wiping her mouth and then into the sink to gargle and put something out in the pocket of Clara's school uniform, like a medicine tube, in the mouth, and it's true that Clara took a medicine out of there and swallowed it,
Riyant was still watching Clara, Riyant thought Clara was sick because lately Clara looks pale and limp.
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Every day Riyant watched Clara like that, to the bathroom vomited and then took medicine, and instead of getting better it was more physical Clara getting worse, ‘ada that was not right’ thought Riyant.
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On the other hand, at that time Clara was determined to lose weight in an instant way, she did various ways one of which was to regurgitate the food she ate and then consume drugs so that her weight quickly fell, he said, he does this to this day, every day even every day he eats, be it lunch or dinner.
Actually he felt very weak from day to day, but he still did it, Clara's mother did not know it so Clara thought it was safe, if her mother knew maybe Clara would be angry, Clara said,
Clara once went on a diet, but she fell ill so Clara didn't want to do it again, so Clara ended up doing something like this to get what she wanted.
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Today after he ate the lunchbox his mother had prepared as usual, Clara began to launch the action, he went to the toilet and checked if the toilet was empty, if there was no one but her in the toilet, Clara started to go in and go to one of the cubicles and started spewing all her stomach contents out.
When it tastes enough. Clara came out, wiped the remaining vomit on the corner of her lips and gargled and then swallowed a pill violently, she looked at her reflection in the mirror, hoping she could change her physique instantly, after all he also wanted to look physically beautiful like the others, without Clara realizing there Riyant noticed Clara, always like that almost every day.
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“Clara, what are you doing?”
Clara was stunned, then quickly turned her head towards the source of the sound, “Riyant? Why are you in the ladies' room?” tanya Clara tried to divert the question Riyant asked.
Riyant then stepped up and pulled Clara out of the toilet, “What are you doing?” search Riyant again. Clara. "Tell me, what medicine are you taking?" search Riyant again.
“Jawab Ra!” Riyant kept asking while shaking both shoulders of Clara. “That, I... I just..” Clara hung up her words, she couldn't see Riyant now, she was ashamed. Really am.
“Maaf” breaks up Clara finally. However Clara could not lie to Riyant, “Explain to me,” urged Riyant to make Clara cry
“I just.. I just want to look skinny, what's wrong? I'm tired.” isak Clara in the end in front of Riyant.
Riyant sighed. “Listen me, Clara,” Riyant pulled Clara's chin so she looked at him. “You are beautiful, even much prettier. You are beautiful with yourself, your personality, your intelligence and even your talent. Physiques can be changed, but a beautiful heart cannot be changed. Be yourself Clara, you are beautiful in your own way.”
Clara was still sobbing, then Riyant hugged her hoping Clara would no longer be sad, “Stop throwing away your food, later you will be sick.” Riyant said while stroking Clara's mane.
