The Rain Is Pouring's
Embolden Yourself
January 2022
New year, I'm still sad and I keep waiting. Waiting for when I can find my mother soon. This is what it's like to grow up without my mother.
Along the way he saw a child who was taken by his mother and stroked.
"May your mother live a long life so that you may feel her love always." whispered inwardly to see the little boy who was so dear.
He stopped by the grocery store to buy matcha. He breathed in the still hot steam. Sipping slowly. "Aaaaaahhhh.
MEL, NOT BUSY? IF FREE I PICK YOU UP WE'RE DINNER AT THE NORTH CAFE AT 7 O'CLOCK, HUH?
Aiman texting to Amel.
OK OK'S.
More and more Amel days open the door for Aiman. I don't know what he's been aware of lately. Maybe his life is too lonely, making him learn to accept the presence of others.
NORTH CAFE 07:00 PM
"Stay, Mel." Aiman opened the car door for Amel.
"Thank you, Man. You shouldn't have to do this, man." said Amel.
"Because you are special to me" said Aiman. Amel just smiled.
"Eeehhhhh, don't sit there. Our place is above." Aiman prevented Amel from sitting in a chair. Amel was stunned for a moment.
"Loh, you're doing desk-booking?" ask Amel.
"Yes, Mel. I am grateful for the significant increase in corporate profits. Because I am happy, I treat you." replied Aiman.
"Thank you, very good." said Amel.
"Eh, come onook up." take Aiman.
Amel had never climbed into the upper lounge, but it is said, usually booked by the elite.
"Waowwwww..a very good cafe," said Amel.
"Yes, Mel cafe is semi-outdoor so can still see the glitter of the building out there. You likey?" ask Aiman.
"Yes, I love it." replied Amel enthusiastically.
"Eh, man... But how are we just here?" ask Amel.
"Yes good dong, not rame. can eat & chat quietly." replied Aiman.
Amel mangosteen. In his heart Aiman felt relieved and grateful for being able to make Amel happy, little by little Amel also began to accept it.
"You who have made me love other people again, Mel." whispered Aiman smilingly looking at Amel who was cool to see the scenery.
"Mother, father, what message do you want? Please look at the menu" said a waiter.
"Here I help select the menu. You like beef what chicken? Or seafood?" ask Aiman.
"I love steak." replied Amel.
"Okay, that means beef, huh..?" ask Aiman.
"Yups.." replied Amel.
"Sir, steak sm this package." said Aiman.
Amel peeked towards the menu Aiman had chosen.
"Man.it's a lot." said Amel.
"Please, we're both out" said Aiman.
"What will it take?" chirps Amel.
"It can be, '" Aiman smiled.
Aiman imagined when he was able to say these sacred words in front of Amel.
"Mails.." Aiman nervously called out.
"Why?" Amel looked towards him.
The tongue of Aiman is also a mute.
"Eh, look at that star so bright.." Aiman pointed outwards.
"That's Venus man." said Amel.
"Oh, yes. Called a star of the corps too huh?" sahut Aiman who failed to express his feelings.
"Yes, right, Man." said Amel.
"Konon said, on the planet there are clouds that cover the surface and have a high level of reflection. This type of cloud also contains sulfuric acid points. Therefore, sunlight can bounce easily and make Venus very bright" said Aiman.
"Oh, why am I the cake of IPA teacher huh. It's hard to just say I love U doang." whispered Aiman inwardly.
"Well, you pinter science, man.." Amel praised Aiman's vast knowledge.
"I've read that article before." replied Aiman.
Amel nodded, no wonder he was so insightful.
Suddenly Amel stood up and stared at the glass of the window outside.
"Eh, man.look at the shooting stars. Make a wish yukkk!" amel said, closing his eyes. Aiman hurried after Amel.
"Eh, isn't that a shooting star a devil-throwing device trying to steal the sky's secret conversation huh? I really want to make a wish.." Amel realized something was wrong and held back a little laughter.
"Make a wish, may I meet my mother." whispered Amel inwardly.
"Hopefully Amel can feel my feelings." Aiman is hopeful.
"Where, how do you make a wish?" Amel was shocked when he looked back to confirm Aiman.
"What's the oath he's thrusting a necklace at me for????? My knees are very weak niiihhhh...." Amel did not believe.
"Mel, I just want to take care of my feelings. I'm afraid I won't get to. I'm sorry if it's too soon, but as you know I like you. I refused my mama's match, because I've loved you since we met in Jogja. Would you give me a chance to be a part of your life. Will you be my relationship partner? I don't want to force, so as not to rush to answer, you can think 1-3 days ahead to love the answer." Aiman the kneeel to her.
"Woahhhhhhhhh. This is out of my control, O Lord.." In this heart is truly a surprise.
Amel thought long enough...
"Yes, I will.."
"I will try my best." replied Amel.
"Really, Mel..?" Aiman was moved and unexpected.
"But what about your mom?" ask Amel.
"Let's try together to convince mom and my family" Aiman assured.
Amel nodded and was convinced that it was the man who was able to perfect his life.
The effort he has done so far is enough to be a proof of his persistence to win the heart of Amel.
Aiman put the necklace on Amel's neck wrapped in a hijab.
That night being a beautiful dinner, the waiter had prepared an entire menu at the table that only 2 people received from each other.
I never knew what kind of man would come to me. Apparently, he's the one I've known all along. A man who never leaves even if I don't care. The guy who keeps trying to convince me that he really loves me. I always went away from him, but he always came to me.If I missed it, I would really regret it. I am thankful it is not too late to realize it.
"The one who is not good at reading your eyes cannot hear your heart." - Jalaludin Rumi.
Aiman, the man who always looks to the core of my eyes. Never asked, but always knew what was going on in my heart.
