THE PUZZLE OF MY LIFE

SINGLE MOM

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My marriage to my ex-husband had to run aground because of the third person, after nearly 20 years of his ,, we built a household and in the bounty of 2 great daughters like Rani and Rere.

They are both my strength, when I'm down on this..

Without them I might have given up ..

I didn't think it turned out to be my ex-husband, having an affair until he was married to that woman, maybe because I used to trust him too much. Though it has been a few years, my household is always a lot of trials and more severe until several times I found evidence – evidence ranging from sms, telp, photos and even hotel notes..

I was always alone, never telling anyone about my personal problems, including my – children.

Not to mention that my in-laws are too cute, and always compare me with his other daughter-in-law and there is always his will when it comes to material , just confirmation to my ex-husband , not to me who incidentally his son's wife.

Turn there is a new difficulty ask for help in finding help!!!!

It was just to find a loan, whether it was to sodara – my sodara

Or borrow it to another.

Sometimes I wonder with my former in-laws and my sister – my sister-in-law ,, ko can they have such a small heart,, let alone treat my children very different,,,,, ko can they have such a small heart, and even more,, though the granddaughter is only of the two of them, but their treatment is like treating the grandchildren of others.

Lacking anything I've treated them this long deserves my own parents and family.

Maybe it's like it's her nature, just what I regret, right,, ko there are yes female in-laws instead support her child for polygamy and blame her daughter-in-law for obvious debts - obviously her child did it himself, she said, my mother-in-law scolded me during the Eid al-Fitr holiday, in front of – children and on the front porch of their house where many people passed through God!!!

Even the family including my sister-in-law and ex-husband and ex-father-in-law did not break up, instead becoming a spectacle.. But it also comes from their own families.

Since that day, I realized that I was never considered to exist by my ex-husband's extended family. And my – children are also sad it turns out that the family of his papah treats me like that.

I just surrender to the almighty, after all it is revealed will the affair of the husband with his former ex-girlfriend who said his .

I sincerely live all this, but I make sad why my ex-husband's family thinks I'm the one who caused my ex-husband to stop working, but if necessary they know ,, everything we have starting from home, land, vehicles, ornamentation , savings even savings – children all run out to cover all existing debts ,, that doesn't include debt to my family.they think I'm thirsty for material things.

Since we parted , for the cost of education and daily child – my son , my ex-husband has not given a living , even for my child's transportation means my second child's school is asked to choose between school or vehicle!!!

IS THAT HIS NAME A FATHER?????

Even to my two children there has long been no communication with his father, let alone communication with the extended family of his father is no longer there at all.

Especially when my oldest child is getting married, my ex-husband does not give the cost of his child's marriage.

Until the day my son gets to Kabul, my ex-husband is hard to call..

It is very draining to remember that my eldest son is getting married but I see my son who is patient, even though I know he is very disappointed in the attitude of his father.

But fortunately the event took place solemnly, even though there was a momentary tension..

I'm grateful that my first child has got her soul mate. Easy – hopefully this becomes a marriage sakinah mawadah warohmahdan until old later. amen

(may not experience like both parents )

Now my dependents for the youngest child, especially now that he has entered college, hopefully I can finance it until it is finished later, even though I know my youngest son is now in college on a scholarship.

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