THE PUZZLE OF MY LIFE

THE PUZZLE OF MY LIFE
PROLOGUES



...It turns out that all my suspicions have been answered so far, everything you say and your behavior reflects that you are an irresponsible man,maybe you think of this marriage as a soap opera or a mere toy....


...What I now think is how I deal with both my parents, especially the mother who gave birth to me, with the heart to make them disappointed let alone embarrassed....


...Do you know how I feel now??...


...sick, destroyed !! but I try to be patient, strong face this test....


...What is now my strength is only my little princess, my life-spiritor , I hope I can be a good mother and father to my son and I will be a lesson in my life if I have a partner back....


my name rere the 2nd son of two brothers


I grew up with my mom because my mom and dad have been separated since my sister and I were teenagers


and now I live with my mother and sister.


first I met him


he was my husband named Inspiration


when I was 15 years old when I was in Junior High she was my upperclassman at school


who at the beginning often met at school, because he was my cousin's best friend.


he always approached me at the beginning only to like the younger class and I only admired him as an upperclassman.


as time went on, we got closer


I felt comfortable being with him


so my cousin talked about my closeness to inspiration and vices to my mother and family.


until the whole family even my mother disliked her so much, even against our relationship


because of the words of my cousin's brother and my cousin's parents who continue to vilify the inspiration of even his parents .


until I was made to wonder why my cousin's sister and her parents are none other than my mother's brother, Hate the inspiration and his family??


even my cousin's sister and her parents were as if they were shingles against me, especially my cousin's sister, always comparing me to her daughter.


even though their daughter is below my age.


until finally I and Ilham did not continue our relationship, because there was a strict ban from my family and mother, added because I was still unstable so I ended the relationship with her.


and I just focus on school, to continue my education to High School


and no longer in touch even communicate with her.


#early introduction


#sorry if the story is a bit complicated


#please understand because it is still the beginning of the experiment for this novel.


#may you like my first work