
"I'm sorry RIS. I was wrong to tell you to go home.." Wati still continues to feel guilty.crying was unstoppable again.they are more tightly embraced in tears.
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Days pass.. Wati is still taking care of Rissa who is still depressed..
"RIS. let's eat first"
Wati invites Rissa who is daydreaming in the room.It has been more than 5 days Rissa just shut herself in the room while daydreaming.. there was a ray of hatred from his eyes every time he looked at that wallet..
"This is a man's wallet..who's Ris's got?"
Wati grabbed the wallet from Rissa's hand and opened it. It looks inside there are SIM credit cards and ATM ID cards as well as a number of cash that is not small..
"Is this the guy who.. ?"
"It's not necessary to talk about it anymore!" said Rissa flat while taking the ID card from Wati's hand and then entered in the wallet..
"But RIS.. there is an address.we can go there and ask for responsibility!" Wati tries to persuade Rissa.
"No need to. I don't want to see him anymore..!" rissa said slowly but firmly.
"But RIS.."
"Don't make me mbak. I don't want to see that guy b*****k again.."
"Why RIS. however he should be responsible.." Wati was still insistent.
"Please don't make me go there. I've run away from him. leave it like this.." Rissa was crying..
"But what if you're pregnant?" Wati was so worried about the future of his best friend.
"I'll take care of the baby myself rather than being made a slave to that depraved boy's lust.." There was anger from Rissa's tone..
"What do you mean?" Wati is not understanding..
"Sir I ran away from him, for he will not let me go and I will be made a satiating satiation of his depraved lust.I will not mbak.." Rissa said she almost cried considering the tragic incident.
"Then we eat first and you must rise again.."
Rissa nodded and followed Wati into the dining room, although she was not lustful, but Rissa still insisted on eating.
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Thomas' change has been seen.Some weeks he has started to study religion.and also studied the problems of the company.. while continuing to look for the whereabouts of Rissa who still have not met..
Thomas still keeps Rissa's clothes left in his car at that time, which every day in his view... but until now there have been no reports of the card being used..
It made him believe that the girl was not a matre girl who made use of people's wealth even though it was the one who had already hurt him.. whether it was conscious or not in his heart there was a strange feeling every time he remembered the girl..
"I miss you." he muttered involuntarily while smiling to himself..
Thomas took Rissa's shirt and hugged her.
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Rissa has risen from her slump.she has returned to work even though it is not as happy as before..
His friends feel a change in Rissa's attitude that became cold not as happy as before. including Ilham who felt Rissa increasingly shy away from him.. now Rissa shuts herself away from anyone other than Wati and Herman who always understood her..
Rissa felt there was a change in her lately she always felt like she wanted something and had to exist.. Wati begins to get suspicious of Rissa's unusual behavior..
"Mom I want to eat a meal today, like a mother's meal" Rissa said, imagining the desired meal..
"Anyway I want it mbak.who will be shopping nitip cassava ya.." whining Rissa makes Wati more curious and astonished..
Wati drags Rissa into the bathroom near the restaurant kitchen..
"Mbak.. Why the hell?"
"RIS... This month you've come the moon yet?" tanya Wati was slowly full of worry..
Rissa just shook her head.. Wati looked more anxious..
"Emang why mbak.. ? am I.. pregnant?" Rissa was worried..
Seeing Wati expressionless see Rissa already know the answer.The girl was sitting limp on the floor.Tears flowed back.. even though in this place his friends know that he is not married..
"Later in the afternoon we check out RIS?" Wati tried to calm down Rissa who looked in shock.
Rissa only nodded silently. The tears on her cheeks were wiped away.. Wati followed Rissa's steps out of the restaurant towards her room..
"let me go to Mas Herman" he said softly without looking at Wati..
"Yes, take a break" Wati understood Rissa's current feelings.
Rissa was crying again in the room. There was disappointment, fear, and shame in her mind.. how should she talk to Yoga this matter.what Yoga still loves her with her state like this.what Yoga is willing to accept her son from another man...
"What should I do..? I'll just throw this kid out!" rissa muttered in the middle of her crying..
The girl picked up the bag and jacket and went out and looked for a taxi..
Rissa stopped in front of the labor clinic.There were already many patients who queued up. Most came with a partner. whereas she was just alone.. the more steady he also wants to drop the content..
Rissa sat in the waiting area speechlessly. Besides, there is a husband and wife who are no longer young..
" Want to check your pregnancy?" ask Rissa the wife..
Rissa just nodded slowly without a smile.
"Are alone, brother? which husband?" ask the woman again, the more pain in her heart.
Rissa was only able to nod unable to make a sound..
"Make sure her husband is busy.it's okay not to be sad.Blessed you can have children.. we've been married for over 10 years but God hasn't given us a child. We long for the presence of a child until it has to check up constantly. "looks sad in the woman's eyes..
Rissa just looked at him concernedly.but did she have to feel happy?
"If this child is the fruit of my love with my husband I must be happy.but this child is a disgrace.do I have to be happy.even his father where I do not know" Rissa's inner heart cries bitterly.
"Please Mom. Maybe you should try harder again.maybe soon be granted mother's wishes" only that can come out of Rissa's mouth.
"Thank you for your prayers, take good care of your child.He takes care of God, our most precious treasure as a mother" she said with a smile.
The woman's words suddenly made Ida's heart feel hesitant about the decision to abort the baby in her womb.but if it is maintained the baby will be born without a father who will make her ashamed.. Rissa was confused by herself.
Long Rissa waited for a queue of almost an hour and finally her name was called as well.Rissa hesitantly entered the examination room.. Rissa told him to lie down on the patient's bed.
"Do check how many times" the doctor asked.
"Newly this time doc. because I've been menstruating two weeks late" answered Rissa quietly and hesitantly.
"All right, let's check first. Please take the basket!" the doctor's orders.