
Rendy was silent still did not open her mouth, her throat as choked to make it difficult to express what was the purpose of coming to Nabila's house at that time.
There was a feeling of doubt that was so great that he intended to undo his intentions, He was afraid that Nabila would avoid him or even worse hate him but there was a feeling so strong that it encouraged him to express it.
Rendy took a breath so deep she threw it away slowly, adjusting her breathing hoping to regulate the nervousness she was feeling at the time.
Rendy grabbed Nabila's hand and grasped it tightly, her eyes so deeply filled with love.
"Bil, maybe you'll think that I'm the most shameless person in the world". The man closed his eyes for a moment and looked back at Nabila.
"I've already expressed my feelings twice as much as you, and this one is the third time, even though I know you will answer it with the same answer as before, but at least I've revealed my heart".
Nabila just fell silent looking at Rendy with an unreasonable feeling.
"Bil, my feelings for you from the past to the present have never changed, I still love you even more this feeling grows in my heart". Rendy's black bead has started to look glassy.
Making Nabila feel very guilty, from the first Nabila did not like a moment like this, the moment where Rendy expressed her feelings, and the, He will feel very guilty because he cannot repay the feelings of the man who has loved him for 3 years.
The man he had always regarded as a friend, as a brother, and a man who was always there for him.
Nabila did not know what to say, He could only silence listening to every speech Rendy who took him deeper into the abyss of guilt.
"Bil, I know you don't have the same feelings as I do, but Bil don't you want to try to open your heart to me, try to accept me and learn to love me". Rendy clasped Nabila's hands tightly.
"Ren, I told you I'm more comfortable we're in office, I'm afraid that if we're in a relationship more than this I'll lose a friend like you".
That's one of the reasons why Nabila has not tried to open her heart to Rendy, even now she has a love for another man, Nabila himself does not understand why he can not love Rendy but instead love other men.
Does not love come by itself, without being told, and without reason to whom He came and how He came. Maybe that's what happened to Nabila.
"I'm sorry Ren, I can't because my heart is already filled by another man, I already love another man". Batin Nabila's.
"Ren, you better forget me, you should be able to fall in love with another woman Ren, I don't pantes for you". Nabila lirih.
"Ren, I love you just as much as I love Lisa and Maya, even I've considered you like my own sister". Reciprocity.
Nabila's speech made Rendy like electrocuted, in fact He knew from the beginning the girl never loved him, but somehow the word Nabila made him weaker, his body limp as boneless, his heart felt like it was slashed with a very sharp knife.
"Ren, I'm sorry, sorry". When she let out her tears, she felt very guilty to see Rendy at this moment like she was weak and helpless.
The tight grip on the girl's hand now began to droop, there was a little clear grain in every corner of the man's eye, but he immediately threw his face in any direction and immediately removed it.
"Is this all because you love Rangga Bil?". The man looked back at Nabila with a sad look.
"Mom.no Ren, that's not why". Say Nabila doubt.
"I don't accept you two, because I don't want to hurt any of you". Finally Nabila tells the reason for not accepting the love of the two men who already love him.
There was a feeling of relief when Rendy heard the reason Nabila, but he also felt guilty because it seemed Nabila harbored more feelings for Rangga.
"Bil, if you really love Rangga, why don't you just accept him". Rendy's words made Nabila gasp.
"You can't lie about your own feelings, Bil, if you love her, she doesn't care about me. Pursue your love". Rendy smiled strangely.
Nabila still could not believe what he had just heard.
"I know very well what it's like to harbor love for someone, it's not an easy thing Bil, there is such a deep pain when we try to lie to our hearts".
Nabila's tears grew louder and louder when she heard what Rendy had just said.
"I don't want you to feel the pain I feel, I just want to see you happy even if it's not with me". Rendy's tears dripped unbearably again, the man quickly wiped them away hoping that Nabila did not see him, but unfortunately Nabila had time to catch him.
"I know Bil, love can't be forced, I understand that. I know your position is very difficult, because you don't want to hurt my feelings right?, You actually love him, don't you?". Tanya Rendy makes Nabila more sobbing.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry Ren". Only that Nabila was able to say to the man who was so sincere in love with him long ago, Nabila hugged Rendy and cried in the arms of the man, Rendy also let go of her sadness.
It's been 3 years He loves Nabila, but he still can't get the girl's love, making him even more frustrated.
Rendy let go of his embrace and looked at Nabila fixedly, holding both of Nabila's arms.
"But I may ask one thing of you Bil?". Rendy asked with a sad look.
"What Ren?".
"Never avoid me after this Bill, it will make me even more tormented". Rendy's words made Nabila's tears grow louder, the guilt drowned her even more.
"Even if I can't have you at least I can take care of you, and always be next to you, I want us to stay like this Bill". Nabila nodded quickly.
"But Ren, you better stop loving me, forget me Ren. I don't want you to be tormented because of me".
"Bil, you may reject my love because it's your right, but you have no right to forbid me from loving you much less tell me to stop loving you, I can't". Rendy replied in a slightly annoyed tone.
"But Ren, when will you be?. It'll just hurt your heart Ren".
"I don't know, but obviously I'm not going to stop loving you Bil, I can't have that feeling grow by itself, I hope you understand".
Nabila increasingly felt to be the most evil person in the world.
"What's important is that you promise never to avoid me after this".
"Yes I promise Ren".
Rendy smiled, He could breathe a sigh of relief Nabila would not avoid it no matter what happens they can still love each other as friends.
After the two of them revealed their hearts, now they chose to look for another chat and forget the chaos of their hearts that had happened.
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Rangga looks very busy with his laptop, although on Sunday he still has to finish some urgent office work.
Rangga took a sip of the black coffee that had accompanied him since.
Suddenly his phone rang that there was a sign of incoming messages, Rangga ignored him and remained focused on the monitor screen in front of him.
Alan: Bro, I'm waiting at a regular cafe, we're having coffee together.
Half an hour passed Rangga still did not see the contents of the incoming message from Alan.
Until the ringing of his phone rang made him want to not have to lift it.
Rangga folded his laptop and kept it on the study table as well as the work desk in his room.
Rangga took his phone from the top of the nightstand that was still ringing very nayaring, then shifted his phone towards the green color icon.
**Alan: "Where, no message I have nugguin from half an hour ago here!!". Alan's strangulation made Rangga momentarily keep his phone away from his ear.
Alan : "Bro... Is...!!". Shouts again.
Rangga: "Hemmm, what's wrong?". Ask Rangga with his comfort.
Alan: "E buseeet!!, you're not horrified from earlier I said". Screeched again.
Rangga: "Lo yells mute yells, I'm sorry for that too".
Alan: "Yes, you didn't hear me say anything". Cetus Alan's.
Rangga: "Udah hunted, Lo want to say what, I'm doing a lot of work anyway".
Alan: "Work?, Now Sunday bro time is relaxed, lo money has not been accommodated also still a Sunday work, wonder me".
Rangga: "That's a big deal!!, I closed the phone as well".
Alan: "Don't dong, ah have sensi very lo so doang".
Rangga: "What do you want to say?".
Alan: "Lo here yeah, I'll wait at the regular cafe. We're coffee together".
Rangga : "Gue can't, a lot of other work I'm still males, you go to my apartment".
Alan: "Kok lo in the apartment bro?, why not stay at home?".
Tag: "Like me vid**!!".
Tut...Rangga closed his phone call. Makes Alan stop swearing across there.
Rangga leaned his body on the shoulder of his bed while straightening his legs suddenly there was a shadow of Nabila flashed on his head making him smile his own smile.
"When I say yes". Mumbled wailing.
Rangga immediately looked for Nabila's contact and then made a video call.
After a while the call is connected and ayu Nabila's face appears on the Rangga phone screen.
"By the Bil". Greet Rangga with his best smile.
"For Rangga mas". Nabila replied with a wry smile.
"What's wrong?". Ask Nabila.
"Nothing, I just miss you". Rangga's serpent to make his cheeks reddened because of his own words.
"Open.uhuukk..". The word Rangga makes Rendy who was drinking sweet tea next to Nabila sprain for a moment.
"Whose voice is Bil?". Tanya Rangga full of search, on the screen of his phone does not look Nabila's face but the sky of the house Nabila makes Rangga more curious.
"When..". Call Rangga, the girl's face has not yet appeared on her phone screen.
Apparently Nabila was helping Rendy who arrived just sidelrk.
"Bill..". Call Rangga again.
"Sorry, sorry". Nabila has already appeared on the screen of the phone by developing his smile.
"So who's been sprained?". Tanya Rangga was curious.
"That was Rendy sobbing mas". Answer Nabila doubt, surely Rangga will misunderstand his thought.
"Well, that guy was in your house in the morning?!". Said Rangga in a dislike tone while glancing at the wall clock that was straight in front of him.
"So Rendy didn't pass by on purpose, kept stopping by here".
"Mode him that". Cetus Rangga who already looks upset.
"Ehhl". Rendy who heard it all pura berdehem.
"Some of you why not go to the Bil store, this is definitely a Sunday your store is crowded with visitors".
"This is me just going to the store, this morning I have to clean the house first, mas Rangga will know my house is very dirty yesterday".
"You're being escorted by that guy to the store?".
"Well, I took a taxi, Rendy's coming home too".
"Yes, if you have a heart yes, I will be there with Alan later in the day".
"Yes, I hope I'm going to leave now".
"Yes, Bye". Rangga waved his hand before ending his video call.