The Prince of Dreams Poor Girl

Episode 120 Rania is pregnant

A bright morning welcomes all the people of the world to start the day again through the daily routine with enthusiasm.

But not with Rania, the girl is too afraid to live today, the article today is where she will do a pregnancy test using the tests she bought yesterday in the pharmacy.

Thinking about it, Rania couldn't sleep well last night. He was afraid that if his test results would not match his expectations, he was too afraid to face reality if the results actually disappointed him.

But today has arrived inevitably Rania still have to pass it, Rania still have to do the test, Rania must face whatever the results will be.

Rani stepped foot into the bathroom, her steps filled with doubts in her heart.

Now Rania is in the bathroom, reading the instructions for use listed on the second package of pregnancy test that is now in her hands.

After he felt familiar with the instructions for use, now he immediately did a pregnancy test with both tests.

Rania returned to her room, placed the two tests on the nightstand, intending to take a shower first while waiting for the results to come out.

Rania took a clean towel from the closet and rushed to the bathroom, a while later Rania came out of the bathroom already looking fresh wearing a bathrobe with wet hair dangling from her back.

Rania also began to wear her work clothes and polish the makeup on her face, after feeling perfect she walked towards the nightstand to reach for her phone but accidentally netranya caught two tests lying there.

"God! I forgot about this test" he murmured.

Rania's outstretched hand grabbed the two tests with her eyes closed, her heart began to beat fast, her body suddenly trembled uncontrollably, Rania was afraid, very afraid of the results.

Slowly he sat on the edge of the bed as his hands clasped one of the tests.

"May line one, may line one, may line one, may line one," his lips continued to chant the word while opening his eyes slowly and opening his hands slowly.

Seconds by seconds passed the testpek showed a line one when his grip was partially open, there was a sense of relief in Rania but the next second she reopened her grip until her palm was perfectly open and how surprised she was when she showed one more line, yes the result was line two.

As long as Rania's body felt weak without bones, her body was trembling violently, her tears began to pour over her face.

Rania screamed and cried, why line two? Is this true? Rania moved from her seat and grabbed another test that was on the nightstand.

Rania's eyes bought when she saw the testespek also showed line two, that means she was really pregnant.

Rania's body decayed to the floor feeling unable to support her weight, her future was completely destroyed, she was pregnant out of wedlock, she had tarnished the good name of her extended family.

Rania hits her own head crying, condemning all the stupidity she had done with Rendy, her stupidity for giving up her chastity to a man who never loved her.

The shadow of the night's events turned back on his head, the night he consciously did the cursed act with Rendy who was then affected by alcohol.

Why was he so stupid, why was he just so lulled by Rendy's touch-by-touch that night? Why was she so resigned when the man began to take pleasure that he should not give to a man who was not her husband.

Rania's heart was further slashed as she recalled Rendy mentioning Nabila's name as the man reached his release, pangs, like a sharp pain tore open a wound in her heart, her tears sounded heartbreaking to anyone who heard them.

Right now Rania doesn't know what to do? His mind was completely dead-end unable to think clearly, though, the fear of the anger of Mr. Angga and Rangga as well as the fear of him will be ostracized and ridiculed by the world makes his body tremble even more violently to let out cold sweat that splashed all over his body.

Rania hugged her own knees, screaming screams spilling all the turmoil within her. Voicing the burden that was piling up paralyzed his body.

It crossed his mind to eliminate his fetus, yes maybe this is the only way, the best way for everyone, for him, Rendy and her family will not bear the shame of his actions.

Rania leaped both her legs on the luxurious tapestry that stretched across the floor of her room, leaning her body on the bed, her hands began to touch her still flat stomach.

"Son, I'm sorry. Mama must send you back to heaven" he murmured, his tears rushing from every corner of his eye.

Rania closed her eyes, her hands would not be separated from her stomach, would she really eliminate the fetus? Is he that tall? After all, the child is innocent, does not know what, if he does it is not the same as doing a cursed deed for the second time.

Rania shook her head as she said, "Ngaa, I can't get rid of this fetus, she's innocent," while rubbing her stomach.

"I will take care of this fetus, bring it into the world and take care of it myself, this is all my fault, this is all my folly so I have to bear it myself" she said sobbing.

Rania decides to keep letting the baby grow in her womb, she intends to raise the baby herself, Rania still does not have the courage to admit her pregnancy to her family including to Rendy.

If Lord Angga knew she was pregnant, it was not impossible that Lord Angga would expel her and cross her name from the Pramudita family list.

And if Rania tells Rendy about her pregnancy, then, maybe the man will take responsibility and marry her as he said at that time but really he did not want to be married just because of his responsibility and compassion for her.

Rania does not want to marry a man who does not love her, just imagining it makes it crowded especially if you have to undergo a marriage without love.

Perhaps this was a rebuke from God for him for having committed a great sin that night, Rania should be able to face and live this all, because all this was the fruit of all his deeds that night.

Rania still can not stop crying, her mind is chaotic, there is no more spirit in her to live life, her future has been destroyed because of her own actions, inevitably he must be able to account for all of this, although difficult and very heavy but want how else there is no other choice but to live it, sure this ordeal will be quickly passed, the storm must have passed.