The Presence of the Actor

chapter 8. Terror

  After the debate, finally Dimas and I decided to go home. There are a lot of things to talk about, but not here. Dimas and I agreed to discuss this matter alone, without the other party having to know it. Because after all this is a disgrace in my household.

On the way home, Dimas and I did not say much, even his sense I was powerless to do anything.

After some time the car drove, we both ended up at home. I wiped my tears, and tried to calm myself. I don't want to until others see me sad, especially Willi my favorite son.

Dimas and I got out of the car and walked into the house, but I saw a box lying under the seat on the porch. I immediately took it, but there was no sender's name, only my name as the recipient.

" What package is it baby?, do you shop online?"ask Dimas curiously

" No mas. I don't have a package message.I don't know who it is from, just like it was sent to me, no name of the sender," I replied

" Yes, you open it now, how do you know the contents are important." Mas Dimas's

Sreet....

I ripped the package off, and it looked like it was a black box. Curious I opened the package, and it turned out....

Aaaaa.....

Bruuukk....

I was so surprised by the content, the reflex I threw it down....

"Darling..kamu why, are you okay, right,?" Ask Dimas to panic

"ii.iii.it's mas,, I'm afraid,!!!" Answer me with a trembling body while covering my face with both of my hands

Mas dimas was curious about the contents of the package and he immediately picked it up...

"Astaghfirullah.who would dare to send a package of kayak gini to our house dear, how insolent ,!!!"  Mas Dimas also looked shocked and angry to see the contents of the package.

Who is not afraid if sent a package containing a photo of me with a red streak, and there is also a threat written on a piece of paper that says "life must be paid for life" .

This is a threat and a terror to me. Without knowing what I had done wrong, suddenly someone threatened me like that. Honestly, I feel really scared if it really happened. Not only my life feels threatened but my worry is also on my only child, William....

"Honey, don't think about it, maybe it's just the work of a prankster, you've calmed yourself down, now we go inside first," take the Dimas mas while trying to calm myself who is still afraid

Mas Dimas also threw myself into the house. In the middle of the room there is a pure bik and Willi who is busy playing. When he saw us enter, Willi immediately ran over to us both ...

"Willi darling.let mama rest first yes, mama again not feeling well, Willi play as pure bik first yes dear," mas Dimas persuaded Willi to let me rest first

" Mother queen is sick sir, will I make you some food or anget tea, sir,?" Pure bik asked with a worried face

"No bik.my wife just ketapekk anja, just need a break. I tipped Willi yes bik, I want to take my mother to the room first," replied mas Dimas,

"Don't you sir.biar Willi I take care of," reply bik pure.

My body feels all limp, not to mention my head feels like breaking. Not yet finished the problem one, now instead comes another problem. Lord, why do you give such a test....

With the dregs on Dimas, I went into the room, and Dimas put my body on the bed.I was like an undead, Raga had but no life...

"It's drinking water first baby, let's calm down..." Mas Dimas gave me water that was always in the room.

" Thank you mas.I want to sleep, can stay alone mas ..." My request to Dimas

"But baby ..."

" It's good, I'm fine. I just want to be alone, I want to remember myself first. I'm pretty tired of everything that's going on, so plis.please leave me alone first." My asking

"Okay.mas will come out, but if you need anything, just call me."

" Hey."

Dimas came out of the room. I need some time alone to calm down.

The Sinta residence.

Aaaakkhh.....

Pyuuro....

Braakk....

All the goods scattered and destroyed on the floor. Like an urn, a flower canvas, a photo on display on the nightstand, all destroyed by being thrown by Sinta to vent his emotions.

"Braven you are Dimas, brengs*k!!!

Cowardly man.can you ignore me and more pursue your wife who does not know herself..I hate you mas,!!!

Sinta goes berserk and berates Dimas and his wife. He does not accept being treated like that. He thought by re-establishing a relationship with Dimas, his life can be guaranteed.karna now Sinta's life is not like it used to be, which is where he lives all luxurious and glamorous.

After his papa's death from a heart attack, and left so much debt that the company's assets were all confiscated by the bank,and before long even her husband's company went bankrupt because it was fooled by a bodong investment that caused such a huge loss.

When all the roads are closed, his mama sinta also run away somewhere, karna can not live hard. Sinta also chose a divorce with her husband, the color she did not want to bear the burden of the bankruptcy of her husband's company.

Sinta is back as a model, but due to her age, she is not as famous as before. The salary he got from the photo shoot was only enough for his daily needs.

Until one day he met with dimas at one of the launching events of beauty products of a famous company. He was so amazed to see dimas who was now much more handsome and established than he used to be. He was amazed and unblinking looking at every curve of Dimas' face.

With confidence, he walked over to Dimas who was talking to a colleague.

"Hay dimas's..." Sapa Sinta with her spoiled voice

"Eh,Love..you!!!" Mas Dimas seemed surprised to see me here too

"Yes, I was invited to this show. By the way, we have not seen you for a long time" said Sinta.

"I'll excuse you, Mr. Dimas.mari...." The friend who was chatting with Dimas mas was saying goodbye, as he understood this situation

"Yes sir, please...." Answer the Dimas

"Mas ..you how are you? Now you look successful yes," said Sinta started the chat

"Alhamdulillah sin.so that I get married and have children, my career is getting better." Mas Dimas replied, which immediately made my heart ache

"Oh, you are married, you already have children too, congratulations if that is so," I replied by pretending to be happy.

"Thank you sin.oh yes I say yes, it looks like it's night, I want to go home immediately, kasian wife and my son at home." Said Dimas mas which made my heart jealous

Mas Dimas also immediately moved from his place, he did not want to linger long chatting with me. Mas Dimas is now no longer what he used to be, which is always attentive and does not want to be far from me, but now he has changed. I feel like I don't have any meaning to him anymore.

When I saw Dimas mas out of the event room, I immediately went to follow Dimas mas out.

"Mas..wait a minute.can I ask your phone number, who knows there is an important thing I want to obrolin with you." I said when I caught up with Dimas

At first, Dimas looks hesitant, but finally he gave me also his mobile phone number, I immediately recorded it into my mobile phone contact.

From there we often communicate.although the beginning of his mas Dimas still stiff, and cold to me, but over time he turned warm to me. We often met at the cafe, had lunch together at the restaurant. I'm so happy to be like this with Dimas.

I became more and more convinced that the Dimas mas still keeps the taste that used to be to me. With confidence I'm getting brave enough to show Dimas that I want him to be more than a friend. I want to be like I was before, even more than that I am willing to.

I was thinking if I could get Dimas's mas back, my life would definitely turn out better than this.

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