The Presence of the Actor

chapter 63. POV Rita's

Chapter 63

I just found out that his ex-wife Dimas married a CEO of a big company, lucky enough, could be reunited with a prince like Kevin.

The queen must now be happier with her new husband, seen from her appearance is now more beautiful and classy. As a woman, I honestly feel jealous, why is it not a girl like me who is Kevin's wife, not even a widow who has one child like a queen. But I realized, one's destiny can not be guessed, maybe my fate became the wife of the young ex-husband of the queen, color all of it can not be separated from my own choice as well.

Since the arrival of the queen to the hospital to visit Sinta, Dimas looks gloomy, like holding back regrets about his past.

"Dim.. why daydream? What the hell else do you think?" I asked Dimas who was sitting in the ICU waiting room

Dimas jerked,"eh, do not think anything kok rit, just tired aja_" replied mas Dimas lying

"Have it, you don't have to lie, surely you're thinking of the queen, right? Are you jealous to see her remarried?" I tried to urge you to be honest with her feelings now

"I'm not jealous, but I just miss William, I'm afraid he was treated badly by his stepfather_" said Dimas.

"Oh..you don't have to worry too much dim, William with his biological mother, he must be okay_" I tried to encourage Dimas, just if he was worried about his biological child

"Do I have to go through the law to get William's custody?" Cetus Dimas

"I don't think it's a good idea on the inside, you know Kevin right, he could hire dozens of lawyers to defend the queen, we don't have any power to fight him on, dim,we will only get embarrassed_" said I disagree

Dimas seemed to be pondering back, maybe he was thinking about my words just now.

It's not that I don't want William to stay with us, but I just don't want to be embarrassed if Dimas loses at the trial, not just spending a lot of money,but we will also lose our pride.

I should be able to persuade Dimas not to do such a stupid thing, maybe William would be better off with the queen and Kevin.

"I want to have another child rit, why until now we have not been able to get pregnant?"

Degh!!!

Dimas' question just surprised me so much, his article during marriage, Dimas never mentioned the problem of children to me, even he never said if I should get pregnant soon, she said,but why is he even questioning that now?

"How much are you like that dim? Maybe it's not the time I'm pregnant_" replied I'm a little upset

"Want you how much longer is rit? You are a nurse, you can not find a drug that can nourish the womb, let you can get pregnant quickly, my age is getting rhythmic, I want to have more offspring_" said Dimas

I was annoyed by Dimas' words, why he was bothering me who was not yet pregnant.

"Cock even silent rit? You better check your uterus, if there may be obstacles or things that hinder your pregnancy, if I where there may be problems, queen can get pregnant, even Sinta had been pregnant but unfortunately she miscarried, she miscarried,so maybe the problem is in you_" Dimas even more cornered me, even he compared me with his ex-wife.

"So you mean I'm barren then?!!! How much you said that to me, you realize that your words hurt my feelings!!" My heart felt sad and disappointed, not feeling a clear circle had fallen from both of my eyes

I was so offended that Dimas suddenly cornered me, accusing me of being barren, even comparing me to his ex-wife and his old wife.

Because there was no word of apology from Dimas, I stood up from the chair and immediately went to leave Dimas in the room. Dimas held me back, but I don't care, I keep going from there , 'cause my heart hurts, I need to calm down for a moment.

I went downstairs and walked out of the hospital. I looked back for a moment, no sign of him catching up with me. I'm really disappointed in him.

I walked towards the park next to the hospital, where there were also children's rides to play. I sat in one of the iron chairs in the garden, looking at some mothers watching their children play.

"Because I already have a child, certainly very happy taste, can play, sing with my son, but why now I am not pregnant , what is said Dimas right, if I have a uterine disorder? Do I have to check with Yudi's doctor, but if the results don't match my expectations? I was afraid that if it was really barren, Dimas would definitely divorce me_" I muttered in fear.

As I was deep in my own thoughts, suddenly my friend came over and immediately greeted me.

"Hay rit? Why are you alone here? Where's loe's husband?" Yuni asked while chewing her favorite gum

"There's in the ICU_ room" I replied uninspired

"Loe's husband is sick? What pain, can Sampek be treated in the ICU?!!" Yuni thinks that Dimas is sick, but his reality is not like that

"Bu-not... Dimas well, but there are relatives who are sick, so he nemenin there_" said I lied.

My fellow nurses did not know if I married dimas to be a second wife.karna to admit her I did not dare, surely they would all blaspheme me and taste as an actor.

I told them that Dimas was a widower, even though the fact that Dimas still dictated Sinta's husband when he married me. Once Dimas menalak Sinta even wanted to sue her divorce in court, but Sinta did recklessly by committing suicide, the color of it, he said,Dimas also undoes his intention and cancels the plan to divorce Sinta on condition that Sinta must accept me as his honey and close the meeting.

"Oh..kirain loe's sick husband, thank God if not_" Yuni smiled

"Oh yeah ..loe have heard from dela yet? She just got divorced with her husband because of being caught barren, really kasian right?" Yuni said with a sympathetic look

My heart feels like jumping from its nest, why the problem is almost the same as mine, the difference is that I have not been sentenced to barren, but my husband has urged me to check my womb.

I still quietly listened to Yuni tell me a story.

"When the beginning of the marriage of her husband dela very dear to him, kayak bucin that.. but after hearing the explanation of doctor Yudi if dela barren, directly on the talak with her husband, not really?" Add Yuni again

I've been unfocused listening to the story about dela, even now that I think about the fate of my own household, would I experience the same thing as dela if I was really barren!!!

"No. I don't want to be divorced Dimas, I don't want to!!!"

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