
I have lost.
And it made me
Very hurt, Till!
I was once buried in black ink.
Because I was too comfortable with the sense of loss, which I felt .
But I realized, that
not all problems must be solved, just by thinking things are not necessarily happening .
I rose from my sense of loss ,
I stepped forward, even though the road ahead was still very dark .
I keep moving forward
With only prayer and perseverance in me.
Because I believe!
Someday , surely there will be a sun ready to illuminate the darkness in my heart .
Early in the morning, Lilu had stepped out of her room.He stepped into the kitchen, which there was already a housekeeper, who had started to work .Lilu spoke a little with the maid, then stepped her feet back to the front door.
Yes, this morning Lilu went to the hospital where Ardi was treated .Lilu who had ordered a taxi online, waiting for the taxi outside the gate of his house.Up to a few minutes later, the taxi orders Lilu until .Lilu immediately stepped inside the taxi.
In the taxi, all the way to the hospital Lilu continued to daydream to watch the road outside the taxi car through the window of the taxi car he was riding .
To the hospital."You have arrived ."Said the taxi driver disperse the daydreams of Lilu.
"Oh, yes bang.This is the money ."Said Lilu giving her the fare money and immediately stepped out of the taxi car.
Lilu who was outside the car immediately stepped into the hospital .He walked casually through the hospital hallways.
Until some time lapse, order Lilu in front of the hospital room occupied by Ardi .Lilu opened the door of the room, and stepped into the room .
"Lilu ."Said Ardi looking at who was entering his room.
In the mind of Ardi .
After yesterday's incident, I thought Lilu would hate me .But I was wrong, Lilu still wanted to come see me .I don't know what he's thinking right now.
But to be honest I don't want to, look at Lilu back .Not because I hated her presence, just me .I just don't want to see Lilu get hurt back, I'm going to lose someone close to her for the next time .
Actually I myself can't go too far with Lilu .Although until now, our relationship status is only limited to friends .It is very difficult for me to be away from Lilu .
Back to reality
"Ehh, just woke up ?".Lilu asked with her smile stepped closer to Ardi's bed .
"He's worried about me."Inner Ardi watched Lilu.
"Make it daydream ."Said Lilu disperse Ardi's daydreams ."Come out, take a walk in the park."The connection.
Distracting her out of her hospital room window ."But ...".His speech was interrupted by Lilu's speech .
"Ettss, can't refuse ."Said Lilu ."Let me help you, we're out for a walk."Her connection helps Ardi get out of bed.
By stepping in accompaniment beside Ardi .Lilu noticed Ardi's occasional steps, she also noticed Ardi's body, which was getting thinner, with a fluid device stuck in her hand .
"It must be sick ."Inner .
"Why he was watching me .But when I looked at her, she turned her face, looked at the others ."Batin Ardi glanced at Lilu .
"Li, aren't you going to college ?".Ask Ardi.
"Lecture ."Lilu. "O , I don't have a morning class today ."Her welcome was followed by her sweet smile .
"O, that's it ."Ardi lirih .
Arrival at the park .Lilu immediately invited Ardi to sit on the park chair, which faced directly to the field .Where there are children playing.
"Ar, if it's healed, then we go to visit the city R."Take Lilu ."If you want to ?".Welcome .
"You're going to Li ."Answer Ardi .
"Lilu ."Call Ardi .
"What's Ar?".Ask Lilu .
"I'm sorry, about what I said last night ."Ardi said with attention facing the field ."You must be very hurt ."Welcome .
"That's not worth thinking about, I've forgotten it ."Lilu.
"Yes, I'd like to ask you, why don't you approve of the operation?".Ask Lilu .
"I'm afraid ."Answer Ardi ."I'm afraid if the operation fails, then I'll lose it all ."Jamshackle.
Grab Ardi's hand and hold it."Then don't be afraid anymore, I promise to accompany you during surgery ."Little Lilu said that made Ardi round his black eyeballs .
"But you can't go along, the operation wasn't done here ."The word Ardi .
"Outside the country ."Saut Lilu ."I already know that ."Reciprocity.
"If you agree to the operation, I promise I'll always send you a letter .So that you will not be lonely there, and not be afraid of being alone anymore" said Lilu .
"Come Li ."Ardi ."Maybe I'll change my mind, and approve the operation."Welcome .
"Is that really ?".Tanya happy Lilu.
"I look so chatty, don't you think?".Ask Lilu .
"Not really, but you're cute ."Ardi said slightly with a smile.
Lilu's cheeks flushed red, her mark was very, very embarrassed .
"Hhehehhh, your cheeks are like tomatoes that want to break."Ardi said with his loose laugh .
"Iiisstt, no yes ."Said Lilu shy .
Elsewhere .
Finished with her college assignments, Riska invites Yani to go to the cafeteria where they go to college .
Upon arrival there Riska and Lilu order food .Waiting for a moment .After getting the order, they stepped in to find an empty seat .
Until they both get ,table right under the mango tree .
The soft blowing wind felt very fresh, accompanying the two of them who were enjoying the food of his order.
"Ris, you know nothing about Ardi ?".Ask Yani to enjoy her meal.
"Why tohh?".Ask Riska.
"He's got heart disease Ris ."Answer Yani.
"H!! seriously you're not boong, are you ?".Ask a surprise Riska .
"Yes Ris, my own father handled him. "Kata Yani .
"Let's look yuk yuk."Take Riska.
"Gue Sihh ayok-ayok aja, but I don't have the heart to see Lilu ."Said Yani .
"Lilu strong woman where maybe she sad Yan ."The word Riska .
"Okeh lahh, straight after school ya ."Said Yani .
"Okeh ."
In accordance with the negotiations earlier, after college Riska and Yani by riding Riska car go to the hospital in place i Ardi .
A few hours later, Riska's car was parked in the hospital car .Finished parking the car, Riska and Yani who had been outside the car stepped into the hospital.
Upon arrival at the Hospital lobby, Yani asked the nurse who was standing guard there .
After already knowing where the room in place i Ardi .Riska and Yani resumed their steps.
On the way to Ardi's room, Riska and Yani cross paths with Ardi's father .
"Night Om ."Sapa Riska and Yani.
"Night, this is Yani and Riska ."Said Ardi's father."It's big now, it's not cute anymore ."Welcome .
"Om, mahh is still the same cake first. "Judge Yani .
"Tau, always badgering us dehh."Saut Risk.
"Hhhh."Laughter Ardi's father."You guys want to meet Ardi?".Welcome .
"Yes, Ardi's room where's it ?".Ask Yani by pointing to the room in place i Ardi .
"Yes, you just go inside there's Mom, and Lilu ."Said Ardi's father ."Excuse me for going home first ."The man stepped away .
"Yes, it's ."The word Riska .
They both stepped inside Ardi's room .Inside there was Lilu and Ibu Ardi who were talking.
The arrival of Riska and Lilu was greeted with pleasure by Ardi .
Riska and Yani were there for a very long time 'they were both too cool to talk to Ibu Ardi, Ardi, and Lilu.
Until a few hours later they both decided to go home because they were afraid to go home too late at night .
Upon arrival outside the hospital, Riska parted ways with Yani, Karna Yani will be picked up by Kiki .
Riska passed away by her car .A few hours later Kiki's car came, Yani stepped over to Kiki's car and stepped inside the car .
Other place .
After Ardi took the medicine, Lilu said goodbye to go home. Lilu stepped out of the hospital .On arrival outside Lilu waiting for a taxi to operate .
"Who are you waiting for ?".Ask someone who stopped the bike right in front of Lilu standing up .
"Taxi ."Answer Lilu Briefly.
"I'll just drive Li home" said the man.
"No need for Dino, there's already a cab ."Said Lilu stepping away past the front of the Dino motor.
Lilu got into a taxi that had stopped .The taxi car passed away leaving Dino.
Look at the taxi's departure ."Why did Lilu go to the hospital ?".Inner Dino .