The Power of Love of an Ex-Cop.

Eps.34 You are not a BURDEN!!

In the morning Kiki has permission to go out of the house, or go anywhere with his Vario 150 honda motorbike.

Kiki went out of the house to see someone she called last night .

Arriving at the bus stop, kiki stopped the bike .Call it yesterday's guy by the name of Dani .

"Ki so we're gonna go to his house first or go straight to your lawyer ?".Tnya Dani who was seated was piggybacked by Kiki .

"We went to his house first because I also needed his approval first ."Answer Kiki who drives the motor .

A few hours drive up to Kiki and Dani at the house of someone they will come to i, which is no other than the house of Zen .

Kiki and Dani get off the bike to step knock on the door of the house .In front of the door Zen Kiki knocked on the door of the house up to three times, until finally there was an answer .Someone opened the door of the house, which was none other than Zen's mother .

"Son Kiki, where do you know mother's house from ?".The mother of Zen with the door of the house already open .

"I know from Zen Bu's friend ."Answer Kiki politely.

"Zen do it again y?".Tnya Zen's Mother .

"O!! no-no ma'am, Zen did not do ko.Just I came here to help the problems that mother is experiencing at this time ."Kiki Word .

Zen's mother who listened to him directly lowered her head .Kiki who saw it became a little unkind."I don't need to be unwell, I helped my mother sincerely ."Kiki Word .

"But what can kiki nak, mother's husband is always smart in reversing facts ."Says Zen's Mother .

"Son Kiki clearly knows, no matter what filing of divorce papers to the court filed by the wife, if her husband does not approve it will be very difficult, and will drain a lot of money .Meanwhile, Mom doesn't have much money to fight her divorce papers ."Says Zen's Mother .

"Mother take it easy I have a great lawyer who will petrify mother .So I don't have to worry ."Kiki Word .

"I came here just asking for approval

from mother to help the problems experienced by mother ."Kiki Word .

"But I don't have anything to return your favor to Kiki ."Says Zen's Mother .

"As I said earlier ma'am, I sincerely help mom ."Kiki Word .

When Zen's mother wanted to agree to it, suddenly a new Zen came ."What's the matter?".Tenya Zen who had been standing behind Kiki and Dani .

Kiki and Dani look at the source of the sound .Zen stepped forward past the two of them and stood right beside his mother .

"Why are you here ?".Tnya Zen is back .

"I'm just here to ask permission to help with the problems you and your mother are having right now ."Kiki Word .

"I don't need your help .I don't want to share my burdens with others anymore 'which I don't even know ."Zen .

"Zen but they're good people, mom already knows them ko Zen ."Says Zen's Mother .

"Whether they are mothers, they petrify us not because they love to petrify us.But they petrify us, because they pity and Iba sees us .And only for their own existence to be recognized as good people!! People's eyes."Zen .

Dani is upset by Zen's words that shouldn't be spoken."Hyie!!! you think everyone is the same .We are different from the people you are thinking about right now .We help you not out of pity or pity for your circumstances .We help you because we love to help and also just want to make good friends with you, not because of our mere existence ."Dani said annoyed .

"So I immediately believe that with you guys, No!!."Zen .

Forward stepped wanting to hit Zen ."You're a real human being ...."Dani said with his right hand ready to land on Zen's left cheek .But deftly Kiki immediately gripped Dani's hand firmly ."Dani control yourself ."Said Kiki trying to calm Dani who had been ignited emotions .

Dani lowered her right hand ."I better wait on the bike alone Ki ."Dani said pass away go .

"Why are you still here ?".Tnya Zen ketus .

"If you want to know, me and my friend are helping you not because of our good existence in the eyes of people .I helped you very sincerely, and I don't want to expect anything in return from you and your mother ."Kiki Word .

"And you Zen try not to be selfish ."Said Kiki stepping away from Zen's house.

After the departure of Kiki and her friend ."Zen mom really feels guilty with them ."Said the Mother who had been sitting on the sova .

Zen only silently pondered in response to the words of his mother .

"Zen if you know, this isn't your first kiki to help you .You must remember he helped you out of prison and he helped you out when you were almost kicked out of school."Said Mother .

Get out of his seat ."Like that ma'am, I don't want to trouble her anymore ."Zen said stepping out of the house .

Look at the passing of his son."I will always pray to God, that you no longer consider yourself a burden ."Saying Mother lirih .

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Zen with a mind in disarray, like this .He went to the hill where he used to contemplate and calm himself .

Sitting under a tree."Why is this self always useless, I always feel that this self is just a burden to others .Especially my mother, I failed to protect my mother's smile, I always made my mother sad .If I hadn't been born then maybe my mother wouldn't have suffered this much .Maybe my mother will live the current part ."Zen murmured not feeling his tears wet his cheeks.

"I just want my mom to get what my mom should get. And I can only plead with you, 'I hope you will understand with the plea of this weary little heart ."Speak Zen by looking at the sun which was already starting to rise .

Suddenly there was a soft voice saying ."All will surely come true Zen , nothing is impossible to be realized if the above already will."Said that person who was none other than Riska .

Zen looked towards the source of the voice ."Riska!! why are you here ?".

"So I went to your house to give you a cake .But mother said, you're out .So I decided to come here ehh!! you are here ."The word Riska .

Riska stepped closer to Zen and sat down beside Zen ."Zen what's the problem ?".Tanya Riska .

"There's nothing."Answer Zen with his fake smile .

But Riska who understands what Zen is feeling , put on a serious face by looking at Zen."Your lies will not work in front of me Zen , quickly tell me what is it ?".Tnya Riska firmly .

Putting up his neck eyeballs, then lowered his head and fell silent .

"If you don't want to tell a story then I'll find out for myself ."Say Riska .

"Tadi ........."Zen said tell everything to Riska .

"Zen shouldn't you say that ."Say Riska .

"But I...."Zen's speech was interrupted by Riska's speech .

"Zen look me in the eye, you're not a burden to anyone else Zen .You are you, a son who was always devoted to his mother, a very good student, and a most independent man, whom I have ever known ."Said Riska with her stern eyes ."If you know Zen , I'm the one who envies you .You who can be independent, you who are good at all subjects, and you who can always make your mother proud of what you do .Unlike me, I did get a lot more affection, even quite enough from my family and my parents .Yet I still can't be like you, who can be proud in parents, and give what ordinary parents want ."Connect Riska .

"Zen Mamah I once said, The greatest happiness of a parent is to see his own child part .But I was stubborn always wanting to try to be more for my parents .Until one day I was sick at that time, and there I felt very guilty to mamah papah .Mamah took care of me day and night until I forgot to eat and Papah worked to die for the sake of paying for all my treatment in the hospital. When I was cured, I just found out, if they were to sell their wedding dowry in order to pay for all the hospital care while I was in the hospital ."Riska said with teary eyes remembering her past .

Zen listened to her carelessly just fell silent by reflecting on all Riska's words .

"Hi!! ko so sad gini sih , already let's go home later to the night hunt ."Take Riska.

Zen according to and followed Riska's footsteps .Arriving at the highway , Riska stops a taxi for her to ride home .When I want to get into a taxi ."Zen's way of forgetting to apologize to them, an apology is more valuable than Zen's pride."Say Riska .

After getting into the taxi, the taxi drove away from Zen .Finished with the departure of the taxi Zen stepped away from there .

At 23:30 Zen who just returned home opened the door slowly, when it was already inside the house .Zen saw his mother who was waiting for him in the living room sova until falling asleep .

Zen woke his mother politely.With a sneak his mother opened her eyes."Zen thank goodness you've come home ."Say Mother by embracing her Son.

"I'd better sleep in a room outside cold ."Say Zen by helping his mother stand up and step away to her room .