The Poor Little Girl

poor little girl

Schoolmate since childhood..

he now owns a yarn factory business..

before he was successful like now, there was also a lot of suffering that he faced..

she has a stepmother..

her birth mother died since she was a child..

and his father remarried to his stepmother at that time..

her mother loved her very much..

but the love is fake..

he only loved her if her father was traveling out of town while working..

he was always beaten and even slept outside the house..

it is very sadistic..

since his father died of heart disease a few years later..

The dimas were weak and were always oppressed by her stepmother..

he became a strong boy..

he was determined to follow his friend to work when he was an adult..

his suffering was lost and paid for by his hard work..

then his stepmother called Dimas..

but he doesn't care..

I was listening to the story sad and ironic..

I also shared stories and experiences with him about my life..

one full day we both chatted until that afternoon we went home...

dimas wants to take me home..

I didn't reject it directly..

he finally drove me home..

arriving at home dimas stopped by for a moment just drinking tea thanks to me..

a while later Dimas pamit returned home because the day began at night around 21:00

dimas was going home but he asked for my Handpon number..

we changed the phone number..

after the first meeting the two of us often walked together..

Dimas helped me with my job at the boutique..

he's very friendly..

we were close to each other for two years..

he took me to a beach called the beach or the island of love..

there he expressed his feelings after we had known him for a long time..

I was surprised I thought our relationship was just and limited to friends..

but he deliberately brought me to the beach because there was a special speech he wanted to say..

once I know that he loves me I feel confused about whether he will be my loyal lover or will be like before that make me sick again...

I refused her love at that moment..

I just thought that we were close to just friends..

but he wanted to keep me as his girlfriend..

I still can't accept it..

but eventually she waited until I was ready to be her lover..

he will be patient until his time..

when I got home I cried again the fear of disappointment all that I could not get rid of..

still a little deep in my heart..

trauma of everything..

it's been five months since Dimas declared his love..

Dimas came back to see me at the boutique..

he was still asking about that answer..

but I still refused it..

but there was an answer that made me feel afraid of losing Dimas..

Dimas says..

"Dimas" is there not the slightest taste of your love for me..

"I'm" I'm sorry Dimas

"Dimas" well that's okay.during this I always expect you to wait for you to accept me..

but I didn't give up even though you repeatedly rejected me..

but I will not be able to survive in solitude..

it could have been that I would have accidentally found the person who was ready to give me a chance in his heart..

I also cannot live alone..

"Me" just shut up without a word..

i cried..

and dimas saw it..

dimas kissed me...