The Poor Little Girl

poor little girl

the events of the past have happened again and made me angry and sad..

why could this happen again.The one I love so much left me again..

before the wedding in Hedin suddenly came and apologized to me.

it's not his fault and not his wish, but I don't believe him because of the fact that he's been sleeping with another girl..Hedin who was so confident because it was not his fault.hedin tried to explain everything to me..

that night he went with his two friends..

to come to the house of his other friends, there were already two girls who were not known by Hedin..

Hedin had no idea who the girl was and what they were doing at the men's club..

She just thought that the two girls were her friend's girlfriends..

they talked to each other like always..

suddenly the lights off at his best friend's house.

they're just as usual..

but suddenly someone pulled Hedin's hand..Hedin was dragged and he did not know where it was because it was so dark.

and he also did not know who pulled him out.At once the silence was not heard the voice of his friend friend again..

the lights are on..

to his surprise he saw in front of his eyes that there was one girl who was not wearing a single shirt..

the girl was naked in front of Hedin..

apparently he was in the room of one of his friends..

The girl cried with wonder Hedin asked..

why are you crying, Hedin asked..

the girl replied that you have taken away my chastity..

Sorrow that did nothing to him was immediately shocked..

another friend of his came in and saw them sitting on the bed..

and saw the girl crying..

it turns out he framed Hedin because the girl liked him..

and claimed to have been smeared by Hedin..

I don't want Hedih to marry her..

it was very tight for me. But the rice has become porridge I live this bitter life..

two weeks went by and I was doing my daily activities again as usual..

but that night something happened that I hated so much until now..

it was exactly midnight at about one o'clock..

my uncle entered my room and did what shouldn't have happened to me..

he forced me to serve his Nafs..

with a strong energy I can not move though.I tried to scream but my mouth was closed to unconscious..

in the morning I woke up and cried what happened to me..

what I did last night..

I just cried lamenting my fate..

it turns out that my aunt's uncle or husband was attracted to me a long time ago..

since I first lived with him..

I feel disgusted at myself for why something like this should happen..

I desperately went and ran away from home..

until I am on the brink and want to end my life..

but hedin saw me running and he chased me..

he stopped me from plunging into the abyss..

and I cried as hard as I could..

Hedin asked what happened to me..

what really happened to you..

are you disappointed I married another girl..

you can hit me. You can kill me now replied hedin..

I cried and kept crying..

I told Hedin everything about last night...