
Arriving in the room, Anisa laid her body on the bed with a tilted position. Her tears could no longer stand. His heart was really sick and sad.
Andra, who knew his wife was crying, walked over to her. Andra crouched down in front of his wife, then her hands wiped away the tears that flowed from her two eyes. His heart was so sad every time he saw his wife crying. He saw the face of Anisa, the woman he loved so much. His hand moved gently stroked Anisa's head with a lot of affection.
"Honey.already dong don't cry. Mas so sad if you see you cry gini," said Andra softly while continuing to caress Anisa's hair.
Anisa just kept quiet and did not answer her husband. Her tears kept coming out.
"Anisa dear..," Andra said again.
Then Anisa woke up from her sleep, in a rub of tears on her cheeks. He looked at Andra intensely. Her right hand gently caressed her husband's cheek.
"I feel like a woman and an imperfect wife" Anisa said. His tears were getting louder from his two eyes.
"Darling. You are a woman and a perfect wife. Udah dong darling, do not think too much about the words of Mama Sama Papa earlier yes," said Andra by grasping into two hands Anisa so tightly.
"No mas. As long as I can't give birth, I don't feel like I can be the perfect wife. I'm sorry, mas" said Anisa who now lowered her head with a deepening cry.
"It's not your fault entirely. Don't make it look like you're the only one in trouble. After all, we have checked with the doctor, and the results are fine, right? there's no problem. The doctor also said that we still have hope of having offspring. It's just a matter of time, baby. Be patient and keep praying with God. Mas sure, one day we will be able to have children" Andra said with confidence.
"But this has been too long. It is 5 years of age at our wedding. And all this time I've been keeping all the people out there talking.
I want you to be happy mas. I want you to be able to have children to continue your efforts, continue to also love grandchildren for your mother and your father," said Anisa.
"Udah enough. I don't want to hear anything from you about this. At the end of the day, we always argue. And at the end of it you must have told me to marry again. Plis dear.do not force mas to obey your will. I'll never want to" Andra said.
"Because maybe that's the only way. I'm sincere that Mas Andra wants to marry again. All for the sake of this family's successor," said Anisa staring towards her husband .
"That's not his one-on-one path. There are many other paths. We can still adopt a child from an orphanage, right? we're looking for a baby, baby" Andra said.
"Beda. It's not from your own flesh and blood. I told Mas to marry again not because I do not love you anymore. But even quite the opposite, so unfortunately I to you eat it I told Mas Andra to get married again. If you have a child, I will definitely join in looking at it. What else Mama is with your papa. It must be very happy," said Anisa who remained cool with her wishes.
"Stop Anisa's. I will never marry again. Just love and love with you. You don't need another woman, let alone to get married again. Dear...Please, you must believe the same. Because Mas is very confident we will be able to have children someday. Don't talk about this anymore, okay? Please be the same as you. If you continue to make Mas to marry again, the heart of mas hurts," Andra said. His two eyes began to glaze over.
"Yes already Mas. Sorry about that. I will not be maksa mas anymore. I'll try to make sure that someday we'll be quick in the love of trust to have children" said Anisa.
"Yes, baby, thank you. Don't be sad again, don't cry anymore. I don't want to see if you cry" Andra said, then hugged his wife tightly.
"Yes, thank you for always being there for me, always support me, love me. I'm lucky to have a husband like Mas Andra" said Anisa returning her husband's embrace.
"Mas will never leave you dear. No matter what happens, you will always be there for you" Andra said.
"Again thanks.
Yes, yes, it was night. Sleep yuk," Invite Anisa while removing her embrace from Andra.
"Dear, I'm so sleepy. Mas's body is also tired of it," Andra said, then went up to the top of the bed.
"Want me to go for a massage first? let her get well?" said Anisa.
"Not to be darling. It's for sleep, it's gonna be good tomorrow. You just sleep. Don't think too much" Andra said.
"Yes, that's it. Go to bed first. I want to wash my face first in the bathroom," Anisa said moving from her bed .
"Yes dear. Sleep hunting when it is finished. Don't think anymore" Andra said.
"Yes," Anisa replied.
Anisa then went to the bathroom to wash her face.
This time he will convince himself that this is a test in his marriage. Andra is the only reason that makes her strong and patient. If her husband can be as sure as that, he should be even more sure. Anisa believes that nothing is impossible in this world as long as we are willing to try and pray.
After washing her face, Anisa quickly followed her husband to sleep. His heart and mind are beginning to calm down. Anisa will go forward with more strength and patience. She believes she will get pregnant someday.