The Passion Of Soul

This is how it should be...

The Passion of Soul

Hall 34

"Brengs*k!" yell Adinda. He sniffled while hugging Jonathan. While Jonathan was just quietly fixated.Her eyes reddened holding back tears.

"Brengs*k! how dare you leave me, do you want to drive me crazy!" maki Adinda in between her sobs.

Jonathan's tears came. His heart ached hearing Adinda's words. He also returned the embrace of Adinda. He hugged Adinda tightly. From the beginning he was heavy to release Adinda let alone see the behavior of Adinda who is now, increasingly making him lower his determination to stay away from Adinda. She knew very well Adinda was a woman who was mature, independent, and had high self-esteem. But now what Adinda did made it even harder to let go.

Jonathan broke his embrace to Adinda.in the absence of tears that flowed on Adinda's smooth cheeks. "Why are you like this?" ask Jonathan.

"I should have asked! why are you like this?! adinda said with eyes staring at Jonathan.

"I have to let you go, I'm afraid you'll get hurt if you stay with me" Jonathan said at the end of his sentence. Like reluctant to say the sentence, he turned his face, reluctant to look at Adinda when saying it.

"Omong empty!!" yelling Adinda makes Jonathan look directly at Adinda. Can't believe the woman can talk like that, even he was also cursing.

"Didn't you love me?!" ask Adinda

"I.. I love you so much, but.." neither did Jonathan continue his words Adinda cut him off.

"Then don't leave me, you fool!" said Adinda.

"You.." Jonathan's words were again cut off by Adinda.

"I don't want to accept any excuse, as long as you love me, you can't leave me!" say Adinda again.

"But I.." his words were cut off again, not with the words of Adinda, but with a kiss from Adinda that had landed on Jonathan's lips.with tears still running down his cheeks, he said, and ignoring his embarrassment, Adinda kissed Jonathan in the middle of the road, Jenita who saw Adinda's actions was a little surprised. fortunately the road to the Villa was quiet as usual.

She let go of her kiss, "Do I need to kneel down and beg you not to leave me" said Adinda Lirih with a look of hope as her tears continued to flow.

Jonathan's heart was completely filled to hear the words of Adinda.he then brought Adinda in his arms. "I'm sorry.I'm sorry" Jonathan said in a very raucous voice, only the word came out of Jonathan's mouth.

"True, like this is what Joo should be. say sorry if you're wrong, say sorry if you're sorry, don't just hold it for yourself and make you more hurt. Say... just take out all your heart. I will listen to it. I will always be by your side" Adinda said in Jonathan's arms, making Jonathan increasingly tightened his embrace. With tears streaming down his cheeks, he nodded in understanding.

Jenita was seen wiping away her flowing tears. He was so happy and moved to see his cousin find the right person who could help treat his heartache while loving him sincerely.

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They finally returned to the villa, not a second Jonathan released his hand to Adinda. Adinda then invited Jonathan to sit in the middle room of the villa followed by Jenita who sat in front of Jonathan.

"Do you feel better, Joo?" ask Jenita. Jonathan nodded.

Jonathan took his breath in, his hands trembling slightly. The younger sister who saw it immediately clasped Jonathan's hand with both hands, trying to give a hand to the man who was beside him.

And finally Jonathan told him the secret that he had kept for himself, the thing that made him so tormented every day......

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"I'm really, really not on purpose, mommy and Jimmy... Dad, Syasa and you will hate me for being the cause of mommy and Jimmy's death" Jonathan said with his sobs ending the story.

Tears Adinda dripped just hearing the words of the man she loved, she did not expect her lover had borne such a burden of rice in her age which is still fairly children. Adinda stroked the back of Jonathan's hand, trying to give strength from his touch, while Jonatan sobbed as he told about his dark past.

"Don't blame yourself Joo, you're innocent." said Adinda.

Jenita's eyes were teary, although she tried hard to hear the story of her brother, but she could not lie her feelings of sadness when she found out the reason for the death of an aunt whom she greatly admired, and also Jimmy's cousin. He nodded in understanding why Jonathan could be like this, the death of the two people he loved so much in front of his own eyes and also the guilt of thinking it was all because of him. It's natural to make Jonathan Depression severe.

Jonathan kept sobbing. Suddenly he held onto his head which was very painful, "Arrghhh!" his yell.

The younger brother who saw it did not stay still, he immediately pulled Jonathan to bring him into his arms. "Calm Joo, it's okay everything has passed, calm down"

Slowly Jonathan tried to regulate his breathing. At this time he was grateful that there was a figure of Adinda who was by his side. He does not know until when he should keep the burden himself if Adinda is not present in his life.

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After everything that happened today, Jenita returns to Jonathan's family residence. He told Natasha and Mr. William that Natasha was crying, but she was also relieved to hear her brother's condition had improved.

Another with Natasya, Mr. William just fell silent listening to the story of Jenita. he was like thinking of something. However, all this happened because of his negligence to take care of his family, if only at that time he could behave more wisely, all this would not happen, but the rice has become porridge, rice has become pure, the broken glass could not return intact, he could only regret his actions just yet. Now all he thought about was how he could repair the relationship with his only son.

"Then what should we do now?" natasya asked Jenita who immediately disperse the daydream of Mr. William.

"We should just let Jonathan set his feelings again.We trust everything to Adinda" said Jenita who received a nod from Natasha and Mr. William.

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While at the villa this afternoon, Jonatan's eyes blinked, trying to find his consciousness. Remnants of drowsiness are still clearly visible on his face, when both eyes are fully open, he realized he was sleeping lying on a sofa with his head on his lap Adinda.

He immediately changed his position facing Adinda who was now asleep leaning on the sofa. He saw Adinda's face, a smile painted on Jonathan's face as he remembered what had happened on the road. "I didn't expect my gentle woman to dare to curse" Jonathan muttered.

To be continue...