The Passion Of Soul

Stupid thought!

The passion of soul

Hall 28

The room that is dominated by white paint looks crooked only a few people, namely the sisters or doctors who are still walking in the hallways of the hospital, in front of one of the rooms were three people waiting anxiously for the fate of the person in the room, Jonathan, whose eyes were still reddened by the rest of his weeping, bowed lethargic on the hospital floor, occasionally covering his face, seemed to feel a sense of guilt that was very strongly implied in his handsome waitress,

Natasya and Zidan are also no less worried about the state of Adinda while Mr. William has returned to his office for a meeting with the company Altomex which can no longer be changed schedule, he said, after that, he waited at the hospital.

It has been almost an hour Adinda get treatment but the doctor did not go out as well, and lapse some time finally the doctor out of the room

"How's Doc doing?" asked Natasya who was standing in front of the doctor, while Jonathan was still sitting on the floor, his legs were not strong to be enforced, he only listened to the doctor's explanation with pushy eyes without looking at the doctor

"The patient is fine, the wound has been handled well, only he has not been conscious because of a little shock, we just wait for his development, he said, in the meantime he'll be transferred to the inpatient room"

Simultaneously after the doctor finished explaining the situation Adinda at that time also the body of Adinda who was lying on the bed the patient was moved to the hospital room, immediately Jonathan got up, and then he got up, seeing Adinda's pretty face that was a little pale with an infusion hose attached to the back of her hand, Jonathan looked at the nanar of the face, his tongue felt like he could not say anything, he could not say anything, instead of approaching he took a step back when Adinda's body was right in front of him, as guilt continued to haunt him, When the medical team pushed the bed that took Adinda away from her face, she stayed on the spot and her tears came back,

Natasya who saw Jonathan's behavior became worried, she remembered when Jimmy and his mother died Jonathan was just silent not to talk to anyone, "Joo, don't worry Adinda is okay" natasya said while holding Jonathan's shoulder trying to calm her brother down,

But Jonathan was still unmoved, without a word he left that place leaving Natasya and Zidan confused,

"Joo, where are you going?" ask Zidan

but Jonathan did not answer he continued walking with his blank look,

"Joo!" call Zidan again while holding Jonathan's hand, "alright, where are you going to take me" Zidan asked, fearing that Jonathan might do something dangerous to himself,

Jonathan kept walking away from Zidan, while Zidan continued to follow him, before Zidan looked at Natasha, Natasha understood, she nodded her head to sign Zidan telling him to follow Jonathan, he will accompany Adinda in the hospital,

Jonathan walks towards the car, after getting in front of his car he opens the steering wheel door, but Zidan immediately prevents him, he leads Jonatan to the back door and opens the door telling Jonathan to get into the passenger seat, after that Zidan got into the car and drove it,

"Where do you want to go?" he asked Jonatan, because there was no answer from Jonathan finally Zidan brought him home to the William family,

On the way Zidan always pay attention to Jonathan from the rearview mirror of his car, Jonathan's face is still the same looks moody with blank eyes, several times Zidan tried to invite him to talk but there was no response from Jonathan, Jonathan said,

Arriving at Jonathan's house immediately down, he went straight into the house but he did not go to his room but to the room where he and Jimmy used to live in the room was also Jimmy and his mother died,

Zidan, who was following Jonathan, was a little surprised at why Jonathan had entered the room, the room he never entered again after the fateful incident 16 years ago,

Jonathan opens the door to the room, though hesitating at first, as he enters Zidan suddenly holding Jonathan's arm, "Joo, would you be okay if you enter this room?" tannya

"Leave me alone!" jonathan Pinta

Zidan exhaled, before saying something "Don't do anything stupid Joo, remember Adinda if you start to feel anxious, remember you love her so much and Adinda loves you too"

zidan said before releasing his handrails on Jonathan's arm,

Jonathan was silent, he exhaled trying to calm himself down and went into the room, and he closed the door,

Zidan is still waiting outside the room, he is on guard for fear of something happening to Jonathan, he wants to contact Jenita to come but he is not good because Jenita is on her honeymoon,

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In the hospital, the pretty eyes of someone who was lying in bed began to blink slowly until finally it opened perfectly, the ceiling of the room was the first thing the pretty eyes saw, he said, he looked confused, where he was thinking, until a voice resuscitated him "Adinda, are you conscious?"

"You're in the hospital dear" replied Natasya

"Hospital?" She was a little confused, thinking she was trying to remember what happened to her before, "Jonathan....., where is Jonathan brother?" I asked after remembering what happened

Natasya exhaled a heavy breath, in this condition Adinda still think Jonathan thought, he thought,

"You don't have to worry about Joo, you better get some rest so that your wounds recover quickly"

Adinda just nodded at Natasya's words, but her heart and mind felt uneasy she wanted to know how Jonathan was doing.

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In the room Jonathan was still sitting behind the door, his gaze through the whole room, many memories with Jimmy stored in this room,

The flashback

"Jimmy, this game is terrible, I don't want to play anymore" Jonathan put the rabbit's body that has been cut into pieces, he and Jimmy were in their room playing with a rabbit that was still moving freely now became lifeless due to a sharp knife owned by the brother who had already torn right in the heart of the rabbit that little, man,

"Come on Joo.. You don't be such a coward, I just want to know how this rabbit's heart is shaped, what's the shape of the same as the human heart in the science book"

"But mommy would be scared and sad if we messed around like this again, anyway I feel sorry for the rabbit" Jonathan tried to be honest with Jimmy

Jimmy snorted annoyedly, he didn't like it when his twin brothers brought their mother "your mommy's my mommy too, so you don't act like I don't know about mommy!"

Jimmy was still playing the small, sharp cutter-like knife, his hand started prying the rabbit's black eye, "it was the size of a marble ball but bigger, um... what size is Joo?" Jimmy asked Jonathan while revealing the rabbit's eyes that were already in his hands

"Em. maybe like the light bulb on the Christmas tree" replied Jonathan softly, he felt a little disgusted and afraid to see that, and he was afraid to see that,

Jonathan sometimes hates himself because he can not be separated from Jimmy who is very dominant to him, understand although Jimmy often acts out of common sense but he is a good brother figure for Jonathan, who is a good brother to him, not only did Jimmy protect Jonathan once and twice from the intrusion of their friends, even Jimmy was willing to be punished by their teacher and father just to protect Jonathan,

"Is that Ben still bothering you, Joo?" asked Jimmy without looking at his brother,

Jonathan shook his head "Since you beat him up until he had to be taken to the hospital he didn't dare bother me anymore, Jim"

Jimmy smiled, he looked at the brother "good, if he dared to bother you again just tell me, I can't wait to try how sharp this knife is if it's used on human skin" salute Jimmy with excessive calm

While Jonathan only gulps, he is horrified by his older brother, whose strange behavior is becoming more and more

Flashback off

Jonathan's eyes turned red and tears began to pool in his eyes after he reminisced about Jimmy,

"Jim go Jim...! I don't want to be like this anymore! please leave me! I don't want to be a mustard like you!" muttered Jonathan.

Jonathan was so tormented in his heart, he loved Jimmy dearly, that even now the shadow of Jimmy still exists in him, but he also did not want to be the cause of his loved ones suffering, he said, after seeing Adinda hurt because of her, he became afraid, afraid that if suddenly Jimmy's shadow possessed her and hurt Adinda again, Jonathan curled up on the floor with tears flowing, and he was still crying,

If he can't escape Jimmy, should he leave Adinda for his own good, that stupid thought that had been plaguing him.

To be continue...